Chapter 104 (1/2)
Yan Jinning's heartbeat was stagnant, and a heat flow suddenly appeared in his heart.
She pursed her lips and tried to draw her hand.
But the man did not loose, on the contrary, the strength in his palm was more strong enough to buckle her wrist. When she was stubborn and wanted to go on, he would force her around and encircle her in his arms.
He hugged her.
Her face was hidden in his chest, smelling the elegant rosin on his clothes.
She didn't really notice when he came, but she didn't seem to be surprised. In addition to the initial refusal, she suddenly became quiet and did not break away from his arms.
Situ yuan took her with one hand, his chin against her head, and stood still for a long time before he took the initiative to let her go.
It was very dark in the room. He let go of his hand. Yan Jinning stood in front of him. He looked up but could not see his face. He just listened to his soft voice: ”do you have to do this? Can't you step back? ”
”How to return it?” Yan Jinning asked in a calm tone, but without half a minute's hesitation, ”you have agreed to the marriage of dingguogongfu. Can you return it? Or do you want me to be a concubine like Rui Wang? ”
She asked straightforwardly, because it was too direct, and situ yuan was speechless for a moment.
Silence for a moment, he said, ”I know you will feel aggrieved, but I need a little time, then I will give you an account.”
”Ziyuan!” Yan Jinning smell speech, suddenly smile, that smile is true, but between the words with unspeakable bitterness. I don't mind looking up at his face She said that she seemed to be afraid that situ yuan didn't understand, and deliberately stressed again, ”if you say that you also like me, as long as you ask, I don't mind being a concubine room for you. But I'm afraid I can't control myself. You see, I'm a stingy woman who must report my revenge. Can you guarantee that your imperial concubine will be able to accommodate me? For you, I can persuade myself to give in, but that's only for you. Do you understand? For example,
if your imperial concubine can't accommodate me, I really can't guarantee what kind of things I will do. ”
It's a woman who probably envies the perfect marriage of one person in a lifetime.
But looking back, Yan Jinning found that she had never dreamed of so far away. For so long, she only saw a situ yuan in her eyes.
Did not consider what kind of status, but just put him in the heart, can not give up.
Now, when she began to face up to this problem, she found that she didn't have that kind of heart and bearing. Just thinking that he would marry someone else, she would be heartbroken.
In the previous life, although Xiao Tingyu married her, there were also a group of wives and concubines in the house, but she never cared, and did not think that it was a natural thing for a man to have three wives and four concubines.
But now a different person, in front of this person changed to situ yuan, she suddenly found that the kind of scene as long as is enough to make her jealous into crazy.
Therefore, the magnanimity of her mouth just now is not true.
in this matter related to him, her position is nothing but a broken jade.
She had no way to yield to him, either to leave, to make a clean break with each other, or to -
kill other women around him and take his place.
This idea suddenly jumped out, Yan Jinning himself was scared.
She forced herself to calm down, took a deep breath, and said with a smile, ”are you not afraid that you will be tired of seeing each other at that time, and you can't throw it off if you want to?”
”Ning'er -” after listening for a long time, situ yuan just felt that her argument was ridiculous. ”Even if you are not afraid, but I will be afraid!” Yan Jinning interrupted him: ”and then you will feel terrible about me. Now you can tolerate what I have done because we stand together and share the same hatred! Once one day my hand is stained with the blood of the innocent in your eyes, what will you think of me? You'll think I've changed. I'm no longer the innocent little girl you used to know. Maybe, out of morality, you won't do anything to me, but what about me? I have no way to live with you, you know
”What kind of person you are, does it matter whether you are around me or not?” Situ yuan asked, his tone has not been warm or warm, but obviously with a bit of weakness, ”if you are such a person, even if you come to my side, sooner or later it will be like this.”
”But that has nothing to do with you!” Yan Jinning road.
She raised her hand and stroked his beautiful brow, but the dark night cut off the water in her eyes. ”Ziyuan, as you can see, maybe I'm really not what you saw when I was a child. I will kill people because of hatred, and I will be crazy for jealousy. Even if you try every means to pull me out of the quagmire of the Yan Family in advance, and let me hide behind you to avoid these intrigues, can you guarantee that you will be able to trap me for the rest of my life? Don't you push me so hard because you're afraid to see me go badIn fact, situ yuan had already hinted that he did not want her to be involved in the whirlpool of the court dispute. He wanted her to stay at his back and be a idle bystander.
Yan Jinning also knows that she, as a woman, is actually against the common sense, but she can't do anything about it.
Moreover --
she couldn't do it. She pretended not to see anything without her conscience. She just hid behind situ yuan to do his burden.
Situ yuan has not taken over, so Yan Jinning spoke again, still very quietly said: ”now, there is nothing between us. I know you are in a difficult situation. Now you need to stabilize the relationship with Dingguo government, so you don't need to feel sorry and apologize for me.”
Situ yuan looked at her silently in the dark. Then he raised his hand and rubbed his fingertips across her temples. Suddenly he laughed and joked, ”I thought you would tell me to part ways.” Yan Jinning didn't evade and said frankly: ”even if your marriage with Dingguo government distracts the attention of the prince and empress, they won't target me any more. But they still owe me something in front of me. I don't think I need to talk too much. After all, I have a common enemy. It's impossible to say that you will die of old age and not contact with each other immediately.”
She also tried her best to change the light tone of the Deputy business. After that, she stopped for a moment and said, ”I'm fine.”
This sentence is to comfort him.
”Alas However, situ yuan suddenly sighed deeply, and his hand ran around her head. ”Are you sure that you will not regret leaving me like this?”
Will you regret it?
But she never had a long-term plan for the future.
To live a life again, she only regards herself as a devil who collects debts. She does not care about gains and losses, and has no future.
Yan Jinning's heart was blocked by something, but she was gradually relieved when she returned to her original heart --
Yes, from the beginning, she never had those extravagant ideas? Now why bother yourself.
”I --” so she took a deep breath. She just wanted to say ”no regret”, but there was a big shadow in front of her.
She subconsciously wanted to retreat, but situ yuan's hand behind her head stopped her back brain and didn't give her a chance.
His lips are soft and soft to the touch.
Yan Jinning's whole heart beat was still in an instant.
She was stunned and widened her eyes, but in front of her, she still could not see the expression on his face, only the warm breath gushed on her face, slightly itching.
Her whole body was as stiff as a puppet.
Situ yuan knew that he had scared her.
In fact, he did not want to offend her abruptly, but when she was so serious to keep a distance from him, he clearly knew that he did not like the distance she limited.
In the heart slightly sighed a tone, he just closed the teeth light Qi, contained her lip petal fine article.
Her taste is as good as expected, soft, soft, with the gentle breath of slow breath.
At this moment, she was in his hand, which was the appearance of the obedient girl, which he liked. I like the way she looks at him with soft and clear eyes, and then blushes slightly to talk with him.
This moment, although can not see, but he can also clearly want to see her red face, embarrassed and helpless look.
This little girl, no matter how strong she is in disguise, but in front of him, he has never been able to disguise.
The feeling in my heart is inexplicable pleasure.
However, she was so stupid that she did not know how to struggle and resist, so she allowed him to invade her territory suddenly and attack the city with her teeth arranged.
She was not in a state all the time. Her body was stiff and stood there. Only the temperature on her face kept rising. Finally, situ yuan couldn't bear to step back and gently kiss her watery lip.
His nose is close to her nose tip, rub rub rub, voice hoarse sigh a tone, ”scared you?”
Hearing her voice, Yan Jinning was just like being struck by lightning and suddenly came back to his senses.
His two hands were on her shoulder, and she had nowhere to hide, so she could only try to suppress the crazy heartbeat and bite her lips.
”Ning'er!” Si Tu yuan raised another hand and rubbed her cheek. He said helplessly, ”in my opinion, you are just like this forever. Is it important what outsiders think? ”
Do outsiders' opinions matter? What she really cared about was actually his own opinion.