Part 21 (1/2)
He doesn't even pick up his head when I walk into the room.
I pick him up in my arms and kiss him.
”I'm sorry, B3. I'm so so sorry I've neglected you. I'm here now. I'm here.”
His eyes look so sad-defeated.
I hate myself for neglecting him, for not noticing that he was suffering-I'm such a cat, such a bad pet owner.
I finally leave the house.
CHAPTER 51.
Donna drives B Thrice and me to the veterinarian. Ricky stays home and does math problems.
”Do you think Bobby Big Boy might die?” I ask Donna in her Mercedes, with BBB curled up in my lap.
”Let's not jump to any conclusions,” she says.
”So you think this could be serious?”
”He's a relatively young dog, and pet medicine is good these days. We're taking him to the best veterinarian in the tri-state area. Dr. Weissmuller at Weissmuller Pets of Childress.”
”We're taking you to the best, Bobby Big Boy. You hear that? The best.”
When we get to Weissmuller Pets of Childress, I carry BBB into the waiting room and a woman wearing black scrubs asks us if we have been there before, and when we say we haven't, she asks for BBB's medical records or anything that would prove he's had all of his shots.
”Where did you take him before you started living with us?” Donna asks me.
”Nowhere. He was never sick before,” I say.
”So you've never taken your pet to the vet before?” the lady asks me-sending me tons of att.i.tude, c.o.c.king her head to one side and resting the end of her pen on her puffy apple-red kiss-shaped lips.
”Listen, I found him in a Nike box when I was living on a frickin' school bus. We were so poor we couldn't even afford to eat-like ever. My mom was killed a few months back by a psychopath, so I don't need any extra c.r.a.p from you, okay?”
”Oh, oh, my G.o.d. You're Amber Appleton, aren't you?” the woman says, so nicely now. ”I'm so sorry. The name on the file says Roberts. I didn't know. Let me get the doctor right away. Just give me ten seconds.”
She disappears into another room.
I can see that all of the other pet owners waiting to see the doctor are staring at me now. Regular, work-weary people. A collie is barking at B3, a poodle is hiding under a chair, and this little kid with a runny nose is holding an evil-looking ferret with pink eyes.
”Ms. Appleton?”
When I turn around, a man in peach-colored scrubs is smiling at me.
”Right this way,” he says.
In a room with photos of dogs taped up all over the walls, I put BBB down on a silver examination table. He lies on his side and breathes slowly.
”What is wrong with you, my friend?” Dr. Weissmuller says to BBB, shaking his paw like formal men in suits do whenever they meet.
”Bobby Big Boy has been tired lately,” Donna says, ”he's not eating much, he threw up yesterday, he's had diarrhea-and today he collapsed while we were taking a walk.”
Dr. Weissmuller feels BBB's belly.
”What do you feel?” I ask.
”His abdomen is distended.”
”Is that bad?” I ask.
”I don't know yet,” he says, and then removes a long needle from a drawer. ”I am going to stick this into the place where I think there is a tumor, and if blood comes out-then we'll know something.”
Dr. Weissmuller inserts the needle into BBB's belly.
Blood comes out, but BBB doesn't move or even whimper.
”You see the blood?” he asks.
Donna and I both nod.
”So we should do an ultrasound to see if the tumor is on the spleen or liver.”
”What's the difference?” I ask.
”If the tumor is on the liver-there is nothing I can do for your dog. If it's on the spleen, we can operate.”
”How much is the ultrasound?” Donna asks.
”Seventy-five dollars.”
Donna nods once and says, ”Do it.”
Dr. Weissmuller picks BBB up so gently and takes my doggie into another room, leaving Donna and me alone.
”I don't have any money to pay for this,” I say. ”I blew through my Rita's money back in January.”
”Don't worry about that.”
”Can I borrow the money from you?”
”I'll pay, don't worry, Amber.”