Part 31 (2/2)
However, I did not feel remarkable at that moment, for I still tired more easily than before. I meant to ask him why some of the stones were paler and sharper-edged than the others, but I found I had only breath enough for walking as we made our way back to Heathcrest.
My walks continued, and that my companion continued to accompany me on them was something remarkable to me. Never in these last months had his business allowed him to remain at Heathcrest for so long a period of time. Each day we went farther, until finally we ventured past the remains of the stone circle to the very southern edge of the ridge.
This was, perhaps, a bit farther than I should have gone. However, the day was fine, and I knew from the almanac the coming night was to be very long, so it would be some time before I could go out again. I did not mention any distress I felt, but he must have observed I was tired, for he suggested we sit on a piece of a broken wall.
Below us, I saw the house I had glimpsed once before, nestled in a cleft on the side of the ridge, and I asked him about it. It was called Burndale Lodge, he said, and had from time out of mind been the home of the Quents, who had always served as stewards to the Rylend earls.
Or, at least, always in the past. Burndale Lodge had been shut when Mr. Quent moved up to Heathcrest. No one dwelled there now.
Our conversation dwindled, but in the pleasantest way, as speaking gave way to listening: to the song of the thrushes and the sigh of the gra.s.s.
”I told you I had done you wrong, Miss Lockwell,” he said at last. The wind tugged at his brown hair and brown coat. ”And so I have, by not telling you what I should have.”
I turned to regard him, startled. ”I am certain you had good reasons.”
”Reasons? Oh, yes, I have devised many reasons for silence over the years. Reasons to keep a house with little light and no laughter. Reasons to be ever sober and to suffer no amus.e.m.e.nt or diversion that might distract me for even a moment.” He laughed again, but this time the sound was rueful. ”That is the thing about quietness-it feeds upon itself. For as my household grew more quiet, only the very quietest of people could endure it. Mrs. Darendal has all but used up her allotment of words in this life, and Jance never had many to begin with. And Lanna is mute despite all my efforts to induce her to speak. I confess, sometimes I have tried the most vigorous encouragements, but to no avail. I suppose I have always known such efforts were doomed. She was very small when the-when she ceased speaking.”
Inwardly, I cringed at this speech. How quick I had been to judge him! I had thought him so callous that he was oblivious to Lanna's condition. Instead, he had hoped to cure her of it. However, my chagrin was forgotten as another thought quickly consumed me. I knew she was not so much older than I. She would have been nine at the time, or ten perhaps.
”The Rising that happened nineteen years ago,” I said. ”Lanna was there, wasn't she? She saw it take place.”
His left hand was tucked inside his coat pocket, but I saw it clench. ”I suppose Mrs. Darendal must have told you of that. Indeed, I wonder why she did not sooner, given what befell her that day.”
”So it is true!” I rose to my feet. ”There really was a Rising of the Wyrdwood, just as in the histories.”
He regarded me with the gravest of expressions. ”There have been many Risings since ancient times, Miss Lockwell.”
”You mean even in recent years?”
”Especially in recent years.”
A s.h.i.+ver came over me, but it was more from thrill than cold. ”And there was one right here.” I gazed in the direction of the village, as if somehow I might see the oak tree rising above the slate roofs, its branches reaching over the commons, summoning green shadows.
I looked at him again. ”But how can it be we have never heard of them? Surely we should have been told in the city, and a.s.sembly should have been warned of the danger.”
”Warned?” he said, and now there was a hard note to his voice. ”People in the city have been warned. They were warned years ago. It is all there in the Lex Altania. They had only to open a book and read.”
I sat back down on the bench. ”No, they would not have believed you if you told them. They would have said such things were only stories.”
”Or the superst.i.tions of country folk.”
I winced. However, as I thought of the people I had met at Lady Marsdel's, all so intelligent and witty and a.s.suredly modern-men like Mr. Baydon-I knew the accusation was not unfounded.
”But surely some people must know,” I said at last.
”There are those who are aware of the recent Risings and who keep watch for signs of others. Not every lord in the Hall of Magnates is more concerned with powdering his wig and inhaling snuff than he is with the welfare of Altania. There is one in particular who knows what must be done. Though his physical strength may be failing, the strength of his mind and his will have not. With the authority of the king, he has commissioned some few inquirers to make such investigations as are necessary.”
In an instant it came to me. The soldiers who came at odd hours of the night, his frequent and sudden departures on unknown business. ”You,” I said. ”You yourself are one of these inquirers!”
He was still for a moment, then nodded.
My mind labored to draw in this knowledge. It was not that I did not believe him. I did believe. If the Wyrdwood had been capable of rising up in ancient times, why not now? That such Risings were not well known was only due to the fact that so little of the primeval wood was left in Altania and that for so long after the Plague Years much of the countryside where the Old Trees did remain was abandoned.
”But it is strange,” I said, and looked at him. ”It is so strange you should dwell here within sight of a stand of Wyrdwood.”
”Strange, you think it? Despite your fine intellect, on that account I would not agree with you, Miss Lockwell. It is my work to keep watch over the wood and to note its stirrings. There can be no better place for me to dwell. In this place, I will never forget of what it is capable.”
I thought again of the things Mrs. Darendal had told me, about the Addysen witch and the gallows tree. It was no wonder Lanna had been struck dumb that day. No one should have seen such a thing, let alone a child.
”To think I had wanted to see a stand of Wyrdwood,” I said, shaking my head. ”I had thought it would be quaint and picturesque.”
”And it is. So is a mountain, or a chalk cliff by the sea, but both are perilous if one is not properly cautious.”
Only a mountain never strained to move itself; a cliff did not willingly throw people from its edge. Nor could either thing be easily destroyed. But a grove of shabby old forest, with its leaf mold dry as tinder...
”Why have they not burned it all?” I asked. ”They burned the stand closest to Cairnbridge. Why not this grove, and the others? If it is dangerous, if there are those who know this to be true, why was all the Wyrdwood in Altania not destroyed long ago?”
”Because we dare not destroy it all.”
”I don't understand.”
”Don't you? The answer is there in the histories, Miss Lockwell. Men were only lost to the wood when they burned it, cut it down, drove it back.”
”But the magician Gauldren worked the Quelling,” I said. Despite my own interest in magick, I had always believed that the Quelling was a legend-an allegory for the clearing of the primeval forest at the hands of men, by which the land was changed from a dense, mysterious wilderness to our familiar, civilized countryside. Knowing what I did now, I could only concede that the spell must have been real.
”As great as Gauldren's spell was, it did not destroy the power of the Wyrdwood. That was not its intent. Rather, it cast the wood into a slumber-a rest from which it can still wake if it is provoked.”
”Yet they burned the stand north of Cairnbridge.”
His shoulders heaved in a sigh. ”So they did, even though once the tree on the commons was burned there was nothing more to fear from the stand. It was well guarded behind its walls. But they had fire in their hearts that night. They went to the Wyrdwood with torches and burned it. And we have since seen the consequences of that act.”
”What do you mean?”
”I mean that Halley Samonds was not the first young woman to be called to the Wyrdwood. And I fear for her. It is...treacherous to those who are lost to it.” A spasm pa.s.sed through him, and he turned away.
I wanted to go to him, to offer words of comfort. But what comfort could I grant him? A despair had come over me as well. For I knew! I knew the truth when I wished I did not. They had never said that she died, only that she had been lost. Where else on this bleak landscape could it have been? It had called to her, just like it had called to Halley Samonds.
”Mrs. Quent,” I said before I could will myself to suppress the words.
”It was my doing,” he said, his back to me. ”At least, so I have told myself all these years. Had he not warned me, the vicar of the church in Cairnbridge, of the peril of marrying one of her line? 'You must know what she is,' he told me. As if she was anything other than a pretty young woman. She was only twenty!”
”But he was awful to say that!” I exclaimed, unable to stop myself.
He turned to regard me. ”I never set foot in that church again, or any other church. However, though the vicar spoke those words out of prejudice, there was yet truth to them. Why else would they have angered me so?”
I could not speak. For what could I say to him? I could only listen, held captive, as he told me what had happened.
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