Part 17 (1/2)

”Sunday,” he said. He didn't seem worried about it. But I was. Sunday was three days away. My fifth full day there. The final deadline. Whatever was going to happen would have happened by then. The kid was going to be in the crossfire throughout.

”You OK with that?” I asked.

”With going back?”

I nodded. ”After what happened.”

”We know who did it now,” he said. ”Some a.s.sholes from Connecticut. It won't happen again.”

”You can be that sure?”

He looked at me like I was nuts. ”My dad handles stuff like this all the time. And if it's not done by Sunday, then I'll just stay here until it is.”

”Does your dad run this whole thing by himself? Or does he have a partner?”

”He runs it all by himself,” he said. His ambivalence was gone. He looked happy to be home, secure and comfortable, proud of his dad. His world had contracted to a barren half-acre of lonely granite, hemmed in by the restless sea and a high stone wall topped by razor wire.

”I don't think you really killed that cop,” he said.

The kitchen went quiet. I stared at him.

”I think you just wounded him,” he said. ”I'm hoping so, anyway. You know, maybe he's recovering right now. In a hospital somewhere. That's what I'm thinking. You should try to do the same. Think positive. It's better that way. Then you can have the silver lining without the cloud.”

”I don't know,” I said.

”So just pretend,” he said. ”Use the power of positive thinking. Say to yourself, I did a good thing and there was no downside.”

”Your dad called the local police,” I said. ”I don't think there was any room for doubt.”

”So just pretend,” he said again. ”That's what I do. Bad things didn't happen unless you choose to recall them.”

He had stopped eating and his left hand was up at the left side of his head. He was smiling brightly, but his subconscious was recalling some bad things, right there and then. That was clear. It was recalling them big time.

”OK,” I said. ”It was just a flesh wound.”

”In and out,” he said. ”Clean as a whistle.”

I said nothing.

”Missed everything by a fraction,” he said. ”It was a miracle.”

I nodded. It would have been some kind of a miracle. That was for d.a.m.n sure. Shoot somebody in the chest with a soft-nose.44 Magnum and you blow a hole in them the size of Rhode Island. Death is generally instantaneous. The heart stops immediately, mostly because it isn't there anymore. I figured the kid hadn't seen anybody shot before. Then I thought, but maybe he has. And maybe he didn't like it very much.

”Positive thinking,” he said. ”That's the key. Just a.s.sume he's warm and comfortable somewhere, making a full recovery.”

”What's in the s.h.i.+pment?” I asked.

”Fakes, probably,” he said. ”From Pakistan. We get two-hundred-year-old Persians made there. People are such suckers.”

”Are they?”

He looked at me and nodded. ”They see what they want to see.”

”Do they?”

”All the time.”

I looked away. There was no coffee. After a while you realize that caffeine is addictive. I was irritated. And tired.

”What are you doing today?” he asked me.

”I don't know,” I said.

”I'm just going to read,” he said. ”Maybe stroll a little. Walk the sh.o.r.eline, see what washed up in the night.”

”Things wash up?”

”Sometimes. You know, things fall off boats.”

I looked at him. Was he telling me something? I had heard of smugglers floating bales of marijuana ash.o.r.e in isolated places. I guessed the same system would work for heroin.

Was he telling me something? Or was he warning me? Did he know about my hidden bundle of hardware? And what was all that stuff about the shot cop? Psychobabble? Or was he playing games with me? ”But that's mostly in the summer,” he said. ”It's too cold for boats right now. So I guess I'll stay inside. Maybe I'll paint.”

”You paint?”

”I'm an art student,” he said. ”I told you that.”

I nodded. Stared at the back of the cook's head, like I could induce her to make coffee by telepathy. Then Duke came in. He walked over to where I was sitting. Placed one hand on the back of my chair and the other flat on the table. Bent low, like he needed to have a confidential conversation.

”Your lucky day, a.s.shole,” he said.

I said nothing.

”You're driving Mrs. Beck,” he said. ”She wants to go shopping.”

”Where?”

”Wherever,” he said.

”All day?”

”It better be.”

I nodded. Don't trust the stranger on s.h.i.+pment day.

”Take the Cadillac,” he said. He dropped the keys on the table. ”Make sure she doesn't rush back.”

Or, don't trust Mrs. Beck on s.h.i.+pment day.

”OK,” I said.