Part 43 (1/2)
Vernor's nephew, and the dearest wish of his heart is to see us united.”
”He never shall see it while I live to prevent it!” -283-- replied I, springing to my feet, and pacing the room with angry strides.
”Oh, it was all plain to me now! when I had fancied her guardian's features were not unfamiliar to me, it was his likeness to c.u.mberland which had deceived me; his rudeness on the night of the ball; the strange dislike he appeared to feel towards me;--all was now accounted for. His opinion of me, formed from c.u.mberland's report, was not likely to be a very favourable one; and this precious uncle and nephew were linked in a scheme to destroy the happiness of the sweetest girl living, the brightness of whose young spirit was already darkened by the shade of their vile machinations: but they had not as yet succeeded; and if the most strenuous and unceasing exertions on my part could serve to prevent it, I inwardly vowed they never should. Let Master Richard c.u.mberland look to himself; I had foiled him once, and it would go hard with me but I would do so again.”
Having half thought, half uttered the foregoing resolutions, I once more turned towards Miss Saville, who sat watching me with looks of interest and surprise, and said: ”This is a most strange and unexpected affair; but remember, dear Clara, you have appealed to me to save you from c.u.mberland, and, to enable me to do so, you must tell me exactly how matters stand between you, and, above all, how and why you were induced to enter into this engagement, for I hope--I think--I am right in supposing--that affection for him had nothing to do with it”.
”Affection!” she replied, in a tone of voice which, if any doubts still lingered in my mind, effectually dispelled them; ”have I not already said that I hate this man as, I fear, it is sinful to hate any human being? I disliked and dreaded him when we were boy and girl together, and these feelings have gone on increasing year by year, till my aversion to him has become one of the most deeply-rooted instincts of my nature.”
”And yet you allowed yourself to be engaged to him?” inquired I. ”How could this have been brought about?”
”You may well ask,” was the reply; ”it was folly; it was weakness; but I was very young--a mere child in fact; and they made me believe that it was my duty; then I hoped, I felt sure that I should die before the time arrived to fulfil the engagement; I fancied it was impossible to be so miserable, and yet to live: but Death is very cruel--he will not come to those who pine for him.”
-284-- ”Clara,” interrupted I, ”I cannot bear to hear you say such things; it is not right to give way to these feelings of despair.”
”Is it wrong for the unhappy to wish to die?” she asked, with a calm child-like simplicity which was most touching. ”I suppose it is,” she continued, ”for I have prayed for death so often, that G.o.d would have granted my prayer if it had been a right one. When I closed my eyes last night, oh! how I hoped--how I longed--never to open them again in this miserable world--for I felt that evil was at hand: you laughed at my presentiment: it has come true, you see.”
”Believe me, you do wrong in giving way to these despairing thoughts--in encouraging these morbid fancies,” returned I. ”But time presses; will you not tell me the particulars of this unhappy engagement, that I may see how far you stand committed to this scoundrel c.u.mberland, and decide what is best to be done for the future?”
”It is a long story,” she replied; ”but I will tell it you as shortly as I can.”
She then proceeded to inform me, that her mother having died when she was an infant, she had become the idol of her surviving parent, who, inconsolable for the loss of his wife, lavished all his tenderness upon his little girl. She described her childhood as the happiest part of her life, although it must have been happiness of a tranquil nature, differing greatly from the boisterous merriment of children in general; its chief ingredient being the strong affection which existed between her father and herself. The only guest who ever appeared at the Priory (which I now for the first time learned had been the property of Sir Henry Saville) was his early friend, Mr. Vernor, who used periodically to visit them, an event to which she always looked forward with pleasure, not so much on account of the presents and caresses he bestowed on herself, as that his society appeared to amuse and interest her father. On one of these occasions, when she was about nine years of age, Mr. Vernor was accompanied by a lad some years older than herself, whom he introduced as his nephew. During his visit, the boy, who appeared gifted with tact and cunning beyond his years, contrived so much to ingratiate himself with Sir Henry Saville, that before he left the Priory, his host, who had himself served with distinction in the Peninsula, expressed his readiness to send him, on attaining a fit age, to one of the military colleges, promising to use his interest at the Horse Guards to procure a commission for him. These -285-- kind intentions, however, were fated not to be carried out. An old wound which Sir Henry had received at Vimiera broke out afresh, occasioning the rupture of a vessel on the lungs, and in the course of a few hours Clara was left fatherless. On examining the private papers of the deceased, it appeared that Mr. Vernor was const.i.tuted sole executor, trustee for the property, and guardian to the young lady. In these various capacities he immediately took up his residence at Barstone, and a.s.sumed the direction of everything. And now for the first time did his true character appear--sullen and morose in temper, stern and inflexible in disposition, cold and reserved in manner, implacable when offended, requiring implicit obedience to his commands; he seemed calculated to inspire fear instead of love, aversion rather than esteem. The only sign of feeling he ever showed was in his behaviour towards Richard c.u.mberland, for whom he evidently entertained a strong affection. The idea of a military career having been abandoned at Sir Henry Saville's death, much of his time was now spent at the Priory. Although he was apparently fond of his little companion, and endeavoured on every occasion to render himself agreeable to her, all his habitual cunning could not conceal from her his vile temper, or the unscrupulous means of which he was always willing to avail himself in order to attain his own ends. He had been away from the Priory on one occasion more than a year, when he suddenly returned with his uncle, who had been in town on business. He appeared sullen and uncomfortable, and she imagined that they must have had a quarrel. She was at that time nearly fifteen, and the marked devotion which c.u.mberland (who during his absence had greatly improved both in manner and appearance) now paid her, flattered and pleased her; and, partly for this reason, partly because she had already learned to dread his outbreaks of temper, and was unwilling to do anything which might provoke one of them, she allowed him to continue his attentions unrepulsed. This went on for some weeks, and her old dislike was beginning to return as she saw more of her companion, when one morning Mr. Vernor called her into his study, and informed her that he considered she had arrived at an age when it was right that she should become aware of the arrangements he had made for her, in accordance with the wishes of her late father. He then showed her a letter in Sir Henry Saville's handwriting, dated only a few weeks before his death, part of which was to the following effect; ”You urge -286-- the fact of your nephew's residing with you as an objection to my scheme for your living at Barstone, and a.s.suming the guardians.h.i.+p of my daughter, in the event (which, if I may trust my own sensations, is not very far distant) of her being left an orphan. From what I have seen of the boy, as well as on the score of our old friends.h.i.+p, my dear Vemor, that which you view as an objection, I consider but an additional reason why the arrangement should take place. A marriage with your nephew would ensure my child (who as my sole heiress will be possessed of considerable wealth) from that worst of all fates, falling a prey to some needy fortune-hunter; and, should such a union ever be contemplated, let me beg of you to remember, and to impress upon Clara herself, that had I lived it would have met with my warmest approbation.”
Having shown her this letter, Mr. Vemor went on to say that he had noticed with pleasure Richard's growing attachment, and the marked encouragement she had given him, and that, although they were too young to think of marrying for some years, and, as a general principle, he was averse to long engagements, yet, under the peculiar circ.u.mstances in which they were placed, he had yielded to his nephew's importunity, and determined not only to lay his offer before her, but to allow her to accept it at once, if (as from her manner he could scarcely be mistaken in supposing) her inclinations were in accordance with his.
Taken completely by surprise at this announcement, overpowered by the idea that by the encouragement she had given c.u.mberland she had irretrievably committed herself--strongly affected by her father's letter--having no one to advise her, what wonder that the persuasions of the nephew, backed by the authority of the uncle, prevailed over her youth and inexperience, and that the matter ended in her allowing herself to be formally engaged to Richard c.u.mberland.
Little more remained for her to tell; reckoning that he had gained his point, c.u.mberland became less careful in concealing the evil of his disposition, and her dislike to him and fear of him increased every day. At length this became evident to Mr. Vemor, but it appeared only to render him still more determined to bring about the match; and when once, nearly a twelvemonth before, she had implored him to allow her to break off the engagement, he had exhibited so much violence, declaring that he possessed the power of rendering her a beggar, and even threatening to turn her out of doors, that she had never dared to recur to the -287--subject. For many months, however, she had seen nothing of her persecutor, and she had almost begun to hope that something had rendered him averse to the match, when all her fears were again aroused by a hint which Mr. Vemor had thrown out as he took leave of her at Mrs. Coleman's, desiring her to exercise great circ.u.mspection in her behaviour, and to recollect that she was under a solemn engagement, which she might before long be called upon to fulfil. The letter from c.u.mberland, she added, spoke of his immediate return to claim her hand, and a few lines from Mr. Vemor ordered her to await their arrival at Barstone.
”And now,” she continued, looking up with that calm hopeless smile which was so painful to behold, ”have I not cause to be unhappy, and was I not right in telling you that no one could be of any a.s.sistance to me, or afford me help?”
”No!” replied I warmly; ”I trust and believe that much may be done--nay, everything; but you are unequal to contend with these men alone; only allow me to hope that my affection is not utterly distasteful to you.
Would you but give me that right to interfere in your behalf!”
”This is ungenerous--unlike yourself,” she interrupted. ”Have you already forgotten that I am the promised bride of Richard c.u.mberland?
Were I free, indeed----”
”Oh! why do you pause?” exclaimed I pa.s.sionately. ”Clara, hear me--you deem it ungenerous in me to urge my suit upon you at this moment--perhaps think that I would take advantage of the difficulties which surround you, to induce you to promise me your hand as the price of my a.s.sistance. It is true that I love you deeply, devotedly, and the happiness of my whole life is centred in the hope of one day calling you my own; but I would use my utmost endeavours to save you from c.u.mberland, even though I knew that by so doing I forfeited all chance of ever seeing you again. Tell me, would you wish this to be so--am I to believe that you dislike me?”
As she made no reply, merely blus.h.i.+ng deeply, and casting down her eyes, I ventured to continue: ”Clara, dearest Clara, do you then love me?”
Well, reader, I think I've told you quite as much about it as you have any business to know. Of course she did not say she loved me--women never do upon such occasions; but I was just as well contented as it was. Mendelssohn has composed songs without words (_Lieder ohne Worte_), which tell their own tale very prettily, and there have been many eloquent speeches made on a like silent system. -288-- Suffice it to add, that the next ten minutes formed such a nice, bright, suns.h.i.+ny little piece of existence as might deserve to be cut out of the book of time, and framed, glazed, and hung up for the inspection of all true lovers; whilst no match-making mamma, fortune-hunting younger brother, or girl of business on the look-out for a good establishment, should be allowed a glimpse of it at any price.
CHAPTER x.x.xVII -- THE FORLORN HOPE
”--c.u.mberland seeks thy hand; His shall it be--nay, no reply; Hence till those rebel eyes be dry.”
_The Lord of the Isles_.
FREDDY COLEMAN was cheated of his walk that afternoon; for an old maiden lady in the neighbourhood, having read in a Sunday paper that the plague was raging with great fury at Constantinople, thought it as well to be prepared for the worst, and summoned Mr. Coleman to receive directions about making her will--and he, being particularly engaged, sent Freddy in his stead, who set out on the mission in a state of comic ill-humour, which bid fair to render Mrs. Aikinside's will a very original doc.u.ment indeed, and foreboded for that good old lady herself an unprecedented and distracting afternoon.