Part 25 (2/2)
”I hope you are right, Billy Little,” replied Dic. ”When persons agree as do Rita and I, there should be a law against outside interference.”
”There is such a law,” answered Billy--”G.o.d's law, but most persons have greater respect for a legislative statute.”
”I didn't know you were religious,” said Dic.
”Of course I am. Every man with any good in him is religious. One doesn't have to be a Methodist, a Baptist, or a Roman Catholic to be religious. But bless my soul, Dic, I don't want to preach.” He leaned forward looking into the fire, took his pipe from his mouth and, as usual, hummed Maxwelton's braes.
”If Rita were a different girl, my task would be easier,” observed Dic.
”She is too tender-hearted and affectionate to see faults in any one who is near to her. Notwithstanding her mother's cruelty and hypocrisy, Rita loves her pa.s.sionately and believes she is the best and greatest of women. She stands in fear of her, too, and when the diabolical old fiend quotes Scripture, no matter how irrelevantly, or has heart trouble, the girl loses self-control and would give up her life if her mother wanted it. Rita is a coward, too; but that is a sweet fault in a woman, and I would not have her different in any respect. I believe Mrs. Bays has greater respect for me since I lent the money. I could see the good effect immediately.”
”Her respect would not have been so perceptible had you taken a note payable in one or two years. Hold that demand note as a club over the old woman, and perhaps you will get the girl.”
”Was that your reason for advising me to take the note payable on demand?” asked Dic.
”It was one of my reasons--perhaps the chief one.”
”Then I'll write to Mr. Bays asking him to draw a new note payable in two years,” said Dic.
Billy took a small piece of paper, wrote a line or two, and handed it to Dic, saying:--
”Sign this and deliver it to Williams when you take Bays's note due in two years.”
The slip read, ”Pay on demand to Roger Williams, Esq., one Rita Bays.”
Dic laughed nervously, and said: ”I guess you're right, as usual. After all, it is a shame that I should take her to my poor log-cabin when she might have a mansion in Boston and all that money can buy. If I were an unselfish man, I should release my claims to her.” A silence of several moments ensued, during which Billy drew the leather trunk from under the bed and took a fresh letter from the musty package we have already seen. He drew his chair near to the candle, slipped the letter from its envelope, and slowly read its four pages to himself. After gazing at the fire for several minutes in meditation he said:--
”I received a Christmas gift, Dic. It came from England. I got it this morning. It is the miniature of an old friend. I have not seen or heard from her in thirty years. I also have a letter. If you wish, you may be the only person in all the world, save myself, to read it.”
”Indeed, I'll be glad--if you wish me to read it. You know I am deeply interested in all that touches you.”
”I believe I know,” answered Billy, handing him the letter across the table. Dic read to himself:--
----, ENGLAND, 18
”MY DEAR FRIEND: Each Christmas day for many years have I written a letter to you, but none of them have ever been seen by any eyes save my own. I have always intended sending them to you, but my courage upon each occasion has failed me, and none of them has ever reached you. This one I mean to send. I wonder if I shall do so?
How many years is it, my friend, since that day, so full of pain,--ah, so full of pain,--when I returned the ring you had given me, and you released me to another. In your letter you made pretence that you did not suffer, knowing that I would suffer for the sake of your pain. But you did not deceive me. I knew then, as I know now, that you released me because you supposed the position and wealth which were offered me would bring happiness. But, my friend, that was a mistaken generosity. Life has been rich in many ways. I have wealth and exalted position, and am honored and envied by many. My husband is a good, kind man. I have no children and am thankful in lacking them. A woman willingly bears children only for the man she loves. But, oh, my friend, the weariness that never ceases, the yearning that never stops, the dull pain that never really eases, have turned me gray, and I am old before my time. I fear the longing and the pain are sinful, and nightly I pray G.o.d to take them from my heart. At times He answers, in a degree, my prayers, and I almost forget; but again, He forsakes me, and at those moments my burden seems heavier than I can bear. One may easily endure if one has a bright past or a happy future to look upon. One may live over and over again one's past joys, or may draw upon a hopeful future; but a dead, ashen past, a barren present, and a hopeless future bring us at times to rebellion against an all-wise G.o.d because He has given us life. Time is said to heal all wounds; but it has failed with me, and they, I fear, will ache so long as I live. I suppose you, too, are old, though you will always be young to me, and doubtless the snow is also in your hair. I, sinful one that I am, send you with this letter, my miniature and a lock of my hair, that you may realize the great change that has been wrought in me by time. This letter I surely will post. May it take to you in the wilderness a part of my wretchedness, for so selfish am I that I would take comfort in knowing that I do not suffer alone. I retract the last sentence and in its place ask, not that you suffer, but that you do not forget. In health I am blessed beyond my deserts, and I hope the same comfort abides with you. You will hear from me never again. I have allowed myself this one delightful moment of sin, and G.o.d, I know, will give me strength against another. I wish you all the good that one human being can wish another.
”Regretfully, fondly, farewell.
”RITA.”
Dic, almost in tears, returned the letter to Billy Little, and that worthy man, wis.h.i.+ng to rob the scene of its sentimentality, said:--
”She says she supposes my hair is gray! She doesn't know I am as bald as a gourd. Here is her miniature. I'll not send her mine; she might laugh.”
Dic took the picture and saw a sweet, tender face, fringed by white curls, and aglow with soft, brown eyes.
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