Part 4 (1/2)

I looked at the women, first one and then the other. They appeared to be sleeping. There was no death.

My Goblin, my very own Goblin. That verbless thought stayed with me. My familiar spirit, my partner in all of life; you belong to me and I belong to you.

Lestat was holding me by the shoulders. I could barely stand. In fact, if he had let me go I would have fallen. I couldn't take my eyes off the pink-throated lilies.

”He didn't have to make the flowers fall,” I said. ”I taught him not to hurt things that were pretty. I taught him that when we were small.”

”Quinn,” said Lestat, ”come back to me! I'm talking to you. Quinn!”

”You didn't see him,” I said. I was shaking all over. I stared at the tiny wounds on my hands, but they were already healing. It was the same way with the pinp.r.i.c.ks on my face. I wiped at my face. Faint traces of blood on my fingers.

”I saw the blood,” said Lestat.

”How did you see it?” I asked. I was growing stronger. I struggled to clear my mind.

”In the shape of a man,” Lestat said, ”a man faintly sketched in blood, sketched in the air, just for an instant, and then there was a swirling cloud of tiny drops, and I saw it pa.s.s through the open door as rapidly as if it were being sucked out.”

”Then you know why I came looking for you,” I said. But I realized he couldn't really see the spirit that Goblin was. He'd seen the blood, yes, because the blood was visible, but the spirit who had always appeared to me was invisible to him.

”It can't really hurt you,” he said, his voice tender and kind. ”It can't take any real volume of blood from you. It took just a tiny taste of what you took from the woman.”

”But he'll come again whenever he wants, and I can't fight him, and each time, I could swear, it's a little more.”

I steadied myself, and he released me, stroking my hair with his right hand. That casual gesture of affection coupled with his dazzling appearance --the vibrant eyes, the exquisitely proportioned features --entranced me even as the trance induced by Goblin slowly wore away.

”He found me here,” I said, ”and I don't even know where I am. He found me here, and he can find me anywhere, and each time, as I told you, he takes a little more blood.”

”Surely you can fight him,” Lestat said, encouragingly.

His expression was concerned and protective, and I felt such an overwhelming need of him and love for him that I was about to cry. I held it back.

”Maybe I can learn to fight him,” I said, ”but is that enough?”

”Come, let's leave this graveyard,” he answered. ”You have to tell me about him. You have to tell me how this came about.”

”I don't know that I have all the answers,” I said. ”But I have a story to tell.”

I followed him out onto the terrace into the fresh air.

”Let's go to Blackwood Manor,” I said. ”I don't know of another place where we can talk in such peace. Only my aunt is there tonight and her lovable entourage, and maybe my mother, and they'll all leave us completely alone. They're utterly used to me.”

”And Goblin?” he asked. ”Will he be stronger there if he does come back?”

”He was as strong as ever only moments ago,” I responded. ”I think that I'll be stronger.”

22.”Then Blackwood Manor it is,” he said.

Again there came his firm arm around me and we were traveling upwards. The sky spread out, full of clouds, and then we broke through to the very stars.

5.

WITHIN MOMENTS we found ourselves in front of the big house, and I experienced a flas.h.i.+ng sense of embarra.s.sment as I looked at its huge two-story columned portico.

Of course the garden lights were on, brilliantly illuminating the fluted columns to their full height, and all of the many rooms were aglow. In fact, I had a rule on this and had had since boyhood, that at four o'clock all chandeliers in the main house had to be lighted, and though I was no longer that boy in the grip of twilight depression, the chandeliers were illuminated by the same clock.

A quick chuckle from Lestat caught me off guard.

”And why are you so embarra.s.sed?” he asked genially, having easily read my mind. ”America destroys her big houses. Some of them don't even last a hundred years.” His accent lessened. He sounded more intimate. ”This place is magnificent,” he said casually. ”I like the big columns. The portico, the pediment, it's all rather glorious. Perfect Greek Revival style. How can you be ashamed of such things? You're a strange creature, very gentle I think, and out of kilter with your own time.”

”Well, how can I belong to it now?” I asked. ”Given the Dark Blood and all its wondrous attributes. What do you think?”

I was at once ashamed of having answered so directly, but he merely took it in stride.

”No, but I mean,” he said, ”you didn't belong to this time before the Dark Gift, did you? The threads of your life, they weren't woven into any certain fabric.” His manner seemed simple and friendly.

”I suppose you're right,” I responded. ”In fact, you're very right.”

”You're going to tell me all about it, aren't you?” he asked. His golden eyebrows were very clear against his tanned skin, and he frowned slightly while smiling at the same time. It made him look very clever and loving, though I wasn't sure why.

”You want me to?” I asked.

”Of course I do,” he answered. ”It's what you want to do and must do, besides.” There came that mischievous smile and frown again. ”Now, shall we go inside?”

”Of course, yes,” I said, greatly relieved as much by his friendly manner as by what he said. I couldn't quite grasp that I had him with me, that not only had I found him but that he was wanting to hear my story; he was at my side.

We went up the six front steps to the marble porch and I opened the door, which, on account of our being out here in the country, was never locked.

The broad central hallway stretched out before us, with its diamond-shaped white-and-black marble tiles running to the rear door, which was identical to the door by which we had just entered.

Partially blocking our view was one of the greatest attributes of Blackwood Manor, the spiral stairway, and this drew from Lestat a look of pure delight.

The frigid air-conditioning felt good.

”How gorgeous this is,” he said, gazing at the stairway with its graceful railing and delicate bal.u.s.ters. He stood in the well of it. ”Why, it runs all the way to a third floor, doubling back on itself 23.beautifully.”

”The third floor's the attic,” I said. ”It's a treasure trove of trunks and old furniture. It's yielded some of its little secrets to me.”

His eyes moved to the running mural on the hallway walls, a suns.h.i.+ne Italian pastoral giving way to a deep blue sky whose bright color dominated the entire long s.p.a.ce and the hall above.

”Ah, now this is lovely,” he said, looking up at the high ceiling. ”And look at the plaster moldings. Done by hand, weren't they?”

I nodded. ”New Orleans craftsmen,” I said. ”It was the 1880s, and my great-great-greatgrandfather was fiercely romantic and partially insane.”

”And this drawing room,” he said, peering through the arched doorway to his right. ”It's full of old furniture, fine furniture. What do you call it, Quinn? Rococo? It fills me with a dreamy sense of the past.”

Again, I nodded. I had gone rapidly from embarra.s.sment to an embarra.s.sing sense of pride. All my life people had capitulated to Blackwood Manor. They had positively raved about it, and I wondered now that I had been so mortified. But this being, this strangely compelling and handsome individual into whose hands I'd put my very life, had grown up in a castle, and I had feared he would laugh at what he saw.