Part 6 (1/2)
”Did he say which man he was?” Drucker asked. Claudia shook her head. Drucker scratched his. That eliminated everyone military, and most of his civilian friends, too-though his daughter would have recognized their voices. Still scratching, he said, ”All right, I'm coming.” He slammed down the Volkswagen's boot lid and went inside.
He'd shed his overcoat by the time he got to the phone; the furnace kept the house toasty warm. Picking up the handset, he spoke briskly: ”Johannes Drucker here.”
”h.e.l.lo, Hans, you old son of a b.i.t.c.h,” said the voice on the other end of the line. ”How the h.e.l.l are you? Been a G.o.dd.a.m.n long time, hasn't it?”
”Who is this?” Drucker demanded. Whoever he was, he sounded not only coa.r.s.e but more than a little drunk. Drucker couldn't place his voice, but couldn't swear he'd never heard it before, either.
Harsh, raucous laughter dinned in his right ear. ”That's how it is, all right,” the-stranger?-said ”People go up in the world, they forget their old pals. I didn't think it would happen with you, but f.u.c.k me if I'm too surprised, either.”
”Who is is this?” Drucker repeated. He was beginning to be sure this fellow was looking for some other Hans. Drucker had given his last name, but how often did drunks bother to listen? this?” Drucker repeated. He was beginning to be sure this fellow was looking for some other Hans. Drucker had given his last name, but how often did drunks bother to listen?
He turned out to be wrong again. The other fellow said, ”How many Lizard panzers did we blow to h.e.l.l and gone in Poland, you driving and me at the gun?”
No wonder the voice seemed as if he might have known it before. ”Grillparzer,” he said in slow wonder. ”Gunther Grillparzer. Christ, man, it's been close to twenty years.”
”Too G.o.dd.a.m.n long,” agreed the gunner with whom Drucker had shared a Panther panzer through the most desperate fighting he'd ever known. ”Well, we'll make up for lost time, you and me. We're going to be buddies again, d.a.m.ned if we're not. Just like the old days, Hans-except maybe not quite.” His laugh was almost a giggle.
Drunk, all right, Drucker thought. ”What do you mean?” he asked sharply. When Grillparzer didn't answer right away, he found another, more innocuous, question: ”What have you been doing since the fighting stopped?” Kathe was giving him a curious look. ”Old army pal,” he mouthed, and she nodded and went away. Drucker thought. ”What do you mean?” he asked sharply. When Grillparzer didn't answer right away, he found another, more innocuous, question: ”What have you been doing since the fighting stopped?” Kathe was giving him a curious look. ”Old army pal,” he mouthed, and she nodded and went away.
”What have I been doing?” Grillparzer echoed. ”Oh, this and that, old son. Yeah, that's about right-a little of this, a little of that, a little of something else now and again, too.”
Drucker sighed. That meant the panzer gunner was a b.u.m or a petty criminal these days. Too bad. ”So what can I do for you?” he asked. He owed Grillparzer his neck. He wouldn't begrudge him five hundred or even a thousand marks. He could afford it, and Gunther was plainly down on his luck.
”Like I say, you've come up in the world,” the gunner said. ”Me, I wasn't so lucky.” His voice turned into a self-pitying whine.
”How much do you need?” Drucker asked patiently. ”I'm not what you'd call rich-n.o.body with three kids is likely to be-but I'll do what I can for you.”
He'd expected-he'd certainly hoped-Grillparzer would babble in sodden grat.i.tude. That didn't happen, either; it wasn't his day for guessing right. Instead, the ex-gunner said, ”Do you remember the night we went after those black-s.h.i.+rted pigdogs with our knives?”
Ice p.r.i.c.kled up Drucker's back. ”Yes, I remember that,” he said. Toward the end of the fighting, the SS had arrested the regimental commander, Colonel Heinrich Jager, in whose panzer Drucker and Grillparzer had both served. The panzer crew had rescued him before he got taken away from the front, and had bundled him into the airplane of a Red Air Force senior lieutenant-a pretty woman, Drucker recalled-bound for Poland. No one but the panzer crew knew what had happened to those SS men. Drucker wanted to keep it that way. ”Don't talk about it on the phone. You never know who might be listening.”
”You're right-I don't,” Grillparzer agreed with good humor that struck Johannes Drucker as put on. ”I might lose my meal ticket if people start hearing things before I want 'em to. Can't have that, can we, Hans?” He laughed out loud.
Drucker was feeling anything but cheerful. ”What do you want from me?” he asked, hoping against hope it wasn't what he thought.
But it was. ”Whatever you've got, and then another fifty pfennigs besides,” Grillparzer answered. ”You've lived high on the hog these past twenty years. You're an officer and everything, after all. Now it'll be my turn.”
After a look around the living room to make sure n.o.body in his family could hear, Drucker pressed his mouth against the phone and spoke in a low, urgent voice. ”My a.r.s.e. If you bring me down, I'll sure as h.e.l.l take you with me. If you don't think I'll sing when they start working me over, you're out of your G.o.dd.a.m.n mind.”
But Gunther Grillparzer laughed again. ”Good luck,” he said. ”You're the first fellow who's called me Gunther in a devil of a long time. Name got too hot for me to keep wearing it. The papers I've got with this one are d.a.m.n good, too. All I have to do is write the Gestapo Gestapo a letter. I don't even have to sign it-you know how those things go.” a letter. I don't even have to sign it-you know how those things go.”
That Drucker did, only too well. The Reich Reich ran on anonymous accusations. And he was already in a bad odor with the ran on anonymous accusations. And he was already in a bad odor with the Gestapo Gestapo and with his own higher-ups because of the accusations against Kathe. Regardless of whether there was any truth in Grillparzer's letter, Drucker couldn't stand another investigation. It would mean his neck, and no mistake-and probably his wife's neck, too, after he couldn't protect her any more. and with his own higher-ups because of the accusations against Kathe. Regardless of whether there was any truth in Grillparzer's letter, Drucker couldn't stand another investigation. It would mean his neck, and no mistake-and probably his wife's neck, too, after he couldn't protect her any more.
He licked his lips. ”How much do you want?” he whispered.
”Now you're talking like a smart boy,” Grillparzer said with another nasty chuckle. ”I like smart boys. Five thousand for starters. We'll see where it goes from there.”
Drucker let out a silent sigh of relief. He could make the first payment. Maybe Grillparzer aimed to bleed him to death a little at a time, not all at once. After that first payment... He'd worry about that later. ”How do I get you the money?” he asked.
”I'll let you know,” the ex-gunner answered.
”I'm going up next week,” Drucker warned. ”My wife doesn't know anything about this, and I don't want her to. Don't mix her up in this, Grillparzer, or you'll get trouble from me, not cash.”
”I'm not afraid of you, Hans old boy,” Grillparzer said, but that might not have been altogether true, for he went on, ”All right, we'll play that your way-for now. You'll hear from me.” He hung up.
Kathe chose that moment to come into the living room. ”And how is your old army buddy?” she asked indulgently.
”Fine,” Drucker answered, and the lie survived his wife's long and intimate acquaintance with him. He nodded, ever so slightly. Now he had a little stretch of time in which to plan how best to commit a murder.
Ttomalss had been studying the Big Uglies ever since the conquest fleet came to Tosev 3. Sometimes he thought he understood this world's strange inhabitants as well as anyone not hatched among them could. He certainly had that reputation among the Race. He was, after all, the only male who'd ever successfully reared a Tosevite hatchling from its earliest days to the approach of maturity. He was, so far as he knew, the only male addled enough even to try such a mad venture.
But, despite that success, despite endless other research, despite endless study of others' research on the Big Uglies and even their research on themselves, he sometimes thought he didn't understand them at all. He'd had a lot of those moments since coming to the Greater German Reich. Reich. Now he found himself facing another one. Now he found himself facing another one.
A Big Ugly named Rascher, who called himself a physician-by Tosevite standards, maybe he was one, but Tosevite standards were low, low-spoke in the tones of calm reason that so often characterized officials of the Reich Reich at their most outrageous: ”Of course these individuals deserve death, Senior Researcher. They are a weakness in the fabric of the Aryan race, and so must be plucked from it without mercy.” at their most outrageous: ”Of course these individuals deserve death, Senior Researcher. They are a weakness in the fabric of the Aryan race, and so must be plucked from it without mercy.”
He used the language of the Race. As far as Ttomalss was concerned, that only made the horror underlying his words worse. The researcher said, ”I do not understand the logic behind your statement.” I ought to learn that phrase in the language of the Deutsche, I ought to learn that phrase in the language of the Deutsche, Ttomalss thought. Ttomalss thought. Spirits of Emperors past know I use it often enough. Spirits of Emperors past know I use it often enough.
”Is it not obvious?” Dr. Rascher said. ”Does the Race not also punish males who mate with other males?”
Ttomalss shrugged; that was a gesture the Race and Tosevites shared. ”I have heard of such matings happening among us,” he admitted. ”During the mating season, we are apt to become rather frantic. But the occurrences are rare and accidental, so what point to making a fuss, let alone punis.h.i.+ng the behavior?”
”It is not rare and accidental among us,” the Big Ugly said. ”Some misguided males deliberately pursue it. They must be rooted out, exterminated, lest they pollute us with this unnatural behavior.”
”I do not understand,” Ttomalss said again. ”If they mate among themselves, they cannot have hatchlings. This in itself eliminates them from your gene pool. Where is the need to root out and exterminate?”
”Mating among males is filthy and degenerate,” Dr. Rascher declared. ”It corrupts the young in the Reich Reich.”
”Even if what you say is true-and I have seen no evidence to that effect-do you not believe the problem to be self-correcting?” Ttomalss asked. ”I repeat, these males are unlikely to breed, and so, except for new mutations-a.s.suming this trait to be genetically induced, about which I have seen no evidence either for or against-will in the course of centuries gradually tend to diminish. You Deutsch Tosevites, if you will forgive me for saying so, have always struck the Race as being impatient even for your species.”
He had been around Big Uglies long enough to recognize Dr. Rascher's glower for what it was. The Deutsch physician snapped, ”And the Race has always struck us Aryans as being insanely tolerant. If you are daft enough to put up with degeneracy in your own kind for centuries or millennia on end, that is your affair. If we choose to take direct action in uprooting it, that is ours.”
Plainly, Ttomalss wouldn't get anywhere with this line. The Race, to its dismay, had got nowhere in attempting to dissuade the Deutsche from slaughtering the Jews in their not-empire for no other reason than that they were were Jews. Since they were as determined to slaughter males with different mating habits, they would go on doing that, too. Males... That sparked a thought in Ttomalss' mind. ”Have you also females who mate with females? If so, what do you do with them?” Jews. Since they were as determined to slaughter males with different mating habits, they would go on doing that, too. Males... That sparked a thought in Ttomalss' mind. ”Have you also females who mate with females? If so, what do you do with them?”
”Exterminate them when we catch them, of course,” Dr. Rascher replied. ”We are consistent. Did you expect anything different?”
”Not really,” Ttomalss said with a sigh. Unless he was mistaken, Rascher's face bore an expression of smug self-satisfaction. The researcher hadn't been familiar with that expression in his work in China, but had seen it on a great many Deutsch officials. They are ideology-mad, They are ideology-mad, he thought. he thought. Too many Big Uglies are ideology-mad. They are as drunk on their ideologies as they are on their s.e.xuality. Too many Big Uglies are ideology-mad. They are as drunk on their ideologies as they are on their s.e.xuality.
”You should not have,” Dr. Rascher said, and added an emphatic cough. ”It is most important for the Aryan race to preserve its purity and to prevent its defilement by such elements as these.”
”I have heard you Deutsche use this term 'Aryan' before,” Ttomalss said. ”Sometimes you seem to use it to refer to yourselves and yourselves alone, but sometimes you seem to use it in a different way. Please define it for me.” He knew how important precise definitions were. The Deutsche, all too often, preferred arguing in a circle to precision, though they vehemently denied that was the case.
Dr. Rascher said, ”I will define it with great pleasure, taking the definition from the words of our great Leader, Adolf Hitler. Aryans have been and are the race which is the bearer of Tosevite cultural development. It is no accident that the first cultures arose in places where the Aryan, in his encounters with lower races, subjugated them and bent them to his will. As a conqueror, he regulated their practical activity, according to his will and for his aims. As long as he ruthlessly upheld the master att.i.tude, not only did he really remain master, but also the preserver and increaser of culture, which was based on his abilities. When he gives up his purity of blood, he loses his place in the wonderful world which he has made for himself. This is why we so oppose the idea of mingling races.”
”You Deutsche see yourselves as Aryans, then, but not all Aryans are necessarily Deutsche-is that correct?” Ttomalss asked.
”It is, although we are the most perfect representatives of the Aryan race anywhere on Tosev 3,” Rascher replied.