Part 2 (2/2)

”I haven't the faintest notion of what you're talking about,” Group Captain Paston said, but for the first time he spoke with something less than perfect self-a.s.surance. ”And I have given you quite enough of my time, too.”

”You want to be rid of me,” Goldfarb said. ”Well, I want to be rid of the RAF I'll do that any way I have to, believe me.”

”By a deliberate show of disobedience or incompetence, do you mean?” Paston asked, and David nodded. The radar-station commander gave him a thin, chilly smile. ”If you try that, Flight Lieutenant, you will indeed leave the RAF. You will leave it with a bad-conduct discharge, I promise you. And you are welcome to see how well you do emigrating with that on your record.”

Goldfarb stared at him in dismay. He could have said several different things. Any one of them might have brought him the sort of discharge Group Captain Paston had mentioned. At last, after some effort, he managed, ”I believe that's most unjust, sir.”

”I'm sorry you think so,” Paston said. ”But I have already told you I have no more time to listen to your complaints. You are dismissed.”

”Why, you-” Again, David Goldfarb bit back a response that would have landed him in trouble. Shaking, he got to his feet. As he turned to leave the group captain's office, though, he couldn't help adding, ”They have have got to you.” got to you.”

Paston busied himself with the papers in his in basket. Goldfarb didn't think he was going to answer, but he did: ”We all have to do certain things for the sake of the service as a whole, Flight Lieutenant.”

”And I'm the p.a.w.n to be sacrificed, is that it?” Goldfarb said. This time, Group Captain Paston didn't reply, but he didn't really need to, either.

Still shaking his head in disgust, Goldfarb strode out of his office. He didn't slam the door behind him, however much he wanted to. That would have been a petty revenge, and the revenge he wanted was anything but petty. How to get it without ending up in trouble much worse than a bad-conduct discharge was, unfortunately, another question altogether.

A couple of enlisted men saluted him as he walked out into the watery February suns.h.i.+ne that was the best Belfast had to offer. To them, his officer's uniform spoke more loudly than his sallow skin, his beak of a nose, and his curly hair of a brown (now graying) not quite the right shade for one whose ancestors were respectably Anglo-Saxon or Celtic. Goldfarb snorted bitterly as he returned the salutes. He wished his superiors thought the same way.

What am I going to do? he wondered. He knew he had to do something. Staying in a Britain slowly succ.u.mbing to the embrace of the he wondered. He knew he had to do something. Staying in a Britain slowly succ.u.mbing to the embrace of the Reich Reich didn't bear thinking about. His parents had seen the writing on the wall and escaped from Poland. His wife's parents had got her out of Germany not long before the didn't bear thinking about. His parents had seen the writing on the wall and escaped from Poland. His wife's parents had got her out of Germany not long before the Kristallnacht Kristallnacht spelled the beginning of the end for Jews there. Waiting for trouble to land wasn't in his blood, or Naomi's, either. spelled the beginning of the end for Jews there. Waiting for trouble to land wasn't in his blood, or Naomi's, either.

Without leaving the RAF, he couldn't go to Canada, and he couldn't get out of the RAF. He didn't think he could go to the United States, either, though the secretary at the American consulate hadn't been quite so definite about it. ”Have to find out,” he muttered under his breath.

Suppose the Yanks said no? He didn't want to suppose that. He wanted to suppose anything but that. The way his luck was running, though-the way Basil Roundbush and his pals were helping to make his luck run-he wouldn't have bet on anything going his way.

”Where else can I go?” Another question, this one addressed to the washed-out, smoke-stained sky. The few bits of Europe the Germans didn't occupy were far more subservient to the Reich Reich than the United Kingdom. The Soviet Union? He snorted again. That would be jumping back into the frying pan his parents had fled. The Russians might want him for what he knew about radars, but that didn't mean they'd treat him like anything but a d.a.m.n Jew. than the United Kingdom. The Soviet Union? He snorted again. That would be jumping back into the frying pan his parents had fled. The Russians might want him for what he knew about radars, but that didn't mean they'd treat him like anything but a d.a.m.n Jew.

Goldfarb was about to climb aboard his bicycle to ride back to his flat in the officers' housing and give Naomi the bad news when he paused. If all he wanted was to escape Britain, he was leaving more than half the world out of his calculations-the part the Lizards ran.

”Well, it's no wonder I didn't think of that straight off,” he said, as if someone had a.s.serted the opposite. He'd fought the Lizards even harder than he'd fought the n.a.z.is. He'd gone into a Polish prison carrying a Sten gun to get his cousin Moishe Russie out of there, and he'd fought with everything he could get his hands on when the Race invaded England.

And now he wanted to live under their rule?

He shook his head. He didn't want to. Living under the rule of the Race was one of the last things he wanted to do. But staying in Britain any longer was the very last thing he wanted to do.

After a moment, he shook his head again. That wasn't right. He might think it was when he was feeling down, but it wasn't. Getting arrested in Ma.r.s.eille had been very instructive in that regard. He would much sooner have tried to spend the rest of his life in Britain than set foot in the Greater German Reich Reich again for even ten minutes-which was about how long he thought he'd last. again for even ten minutes-which was about how long he thought he'd last.

”And I've even got wires to pull,” he murmured. These days, Moishe Russie, far from languis.h.i.+ng in a Lizard prison, sometimes advised the fleetlord himself on how to deal with troublesome Tosevites. His cousin's influence had got him out of that n.a.z.i gaol. Maybe it could get him out of Britain, too.

He swung onto the bicycle and started to ride. As he did so, a new name welled up in his mind. Palestine. Palestine. His cousin Moishe lived in Jerusalem. He'd gone there after the n.a.z.is resentfully turned him loose. What would living in Palestine be like? His cousin Moishe lived in Jerusalem. He'd gone there after the n.a.z.is resentfully turned him loose. What would living in Palestine be like?

Next year in Jerusalem. For how many centuries had that been a Jewish prayer? Could he make it come true? For how many centuries had that been a Jewish prayer? Could he make it come true?

An Austin-Healey almost ran him over. He shouted something unkind at the driver, who kept on going without a clue about the near miss. Goldfarb had had to make his way against the tide of anti-Semitism throughout his life. He'd conducted himself creditably in combat on the ground and in the air, and had the medal ribbons above his breast pocket to prove it. Against idiot drivers, though, the G.o.ds contended in vain.

After his brush with death, Goldfarb realized he'd asked himself the wrong question. He thought he had a good chance of being able to move his family to Palestine if he couldn't get to Canada or the USA. Which counted for more, freedom or simple survival?

”How much freedom will I have ten years from now if I stay here?” he mused. ”How much will my children have?” He didn't like the answers he found for either of those questions. His parents had known enough to get out when the getting was good. So had Naomi's. That made up his mind for him. If traffic didn't do him in, he'd keep trying to escape, even if escape meant Palestine.

2.

Little by little, Jerusalem began to settle down after the latest round of Arab rioting. Reuven Russie shook his head as he walked toward the medical college that bore his father's name. It wasn't so much that Jerusalem was settling down as that the riots had a few days between them now rather than coming one on the heels of another. When the Arabs erupted, they were as fierce as ever.

For the moment, they were quiet. An Arab woman in a long black dress with a black scarf on her head walked past Reuven. He nodded politely. So did she, though his clothes and his fair skin clearly said he was a Jew. Did something nasty gleam in her eyes despite the polite nod? Maybe, maybe not. The Arabs' riots were aimed first and foremost at the Lizards, with the Jews being secondary targets because they got on with the Race better than their Arab neighbors did.

Reuven wondered if that woman had been screeching ”Allahu akbar!” ”Allahu akbar!” and breaking windows or throwing rocks or setting fires during the latest round of turmoil. He wouldn't have been a bit surprised. The sour smell of old burning still clung to Jerusalem, even after a late-winter rainstorm. The rain hadn't been able to wash away all the soot streaking the golden sandstone that was the most common local building material, either. and breaking windows or throwing rocks or setting fires during the latest round of turmoil. He wouldn't have been a bit surprised. The sour smell of old burning still clung to Jerusalem, even after a late-winter rainstorm. The rain hadn't been able to wash away all the soot streaking the golden sandstone that was the most common local building material, either.

A razor-wire security perimeter surrounded the Moishe Russie Medical College. As Reuven approached, a Lizard in a sandbagged strongpoint waved an automatic rifle at him. ”Show me your authorization for entry,” the Lizard snapped in his own language. No one who didn't understand that language was likely to have authorization to pa.s.s through the perimeter.

”It shall be done,” Reuven said, also in the language of the Race. He handed the Lizard a plastic card with his photograph. The Lizard didn't compare the photograph to his appearance. Even after more than twenty years on Earth, many males of the Race had trouble telling one human being from another. Instead, the soldier fed the card into an electronic gadget and waited to see what colored lights came on.

The result must have satisfied him, for he handed the card back to Russie when the machine spat it out. ”Pa.s.s on,” he said, gesturing with the rifle.

”I thank you,” Reuven answered. The medical college had come under heavy attack during the fighting. He was glad the Race thought the school important enough not to be endangered so again.

He certainly thought it was that important, though he would have admitted he was biased. Nowhere else on earth did the Lizards teach people what they knew of medicine, and their knowledge was generations ahead of what humanity had understood about the art before the Race came. certainly thought it was that important, though he would have admitted he was biased. Nowhere else on earth did the Lizards teach people what they knew of medicine, and their knowledge was generations ahead of what humanity had understood about the art before the Race came.

Learning some of what the Lizards knew had been Moishe Russie's goal ever since the fighting stopped. Reuven was proud he'd been accepted to follow in his father's footsteps. If he hadn't pa.s.sed the qualifying examinations, the name above the entrance to the block Lizard building wouldn't have meant a thing.

He went inside. The Race had built doors and ceilings high enough to suit humans, and the seats in the halls fit Tosevite fundaments. Other than that, the Race had made few concessions. Reuven carried artificial fingerclaws in a little plastic case in his back pocket. Without them, he would have had a devil of a time using the computer terminals here.

More people than Lizards bustled through the halls on the way to one cla.s.s or another. The people-most of them in their mid- to late twenties, like Reuven-were students, the Lizards instructors: physicians from the conquest fleet, now joined by a few from the colonization fleet as well.

Reuven and another student got to the door of their lecture hall at the same time. ”I greet you, Ibrahim,” Reuven said in the language of the Race-the language of instruction at the college and the only one all the human students had in common.

”I greet you,” Ibrahim Nuqras.h.i.+ replied. He was lean and dark, with a perpetually worried expression. Since he came from Baghdad, which was even more convulsed than Jerusalem, Reuven had a hard time blaming him.

They went in together, talking about biochemistry and gene-splicing. When they got inside, their eyes went in the same direction: to see if any seats were empty near Jane Archibald. Jane was blond and shapely, easily the prettiest girl at the college. No wonder, then, that she was already surrounded by male students this morning.

She smiled at Reuven and called ”Good day!” in English-she was from Australia, though heaven only knew if she'd go back there once her studies were done. The Lizards were colonizing the island continent more thoroughly than anywhere else, except perhaps the deserts of Arabia and North Africa.

Nuqras.h.i.+ sighed as he and Reuven sat down. ”Maybe I should learn English,” he said, still in the language of the Race. English was the human language most widely shared among the students, but Reuven didn't think that was why the Arab wanted to acquire it.

He didn't get much of a chance to worry about it. Into the lecture hall came Shpaaka, the instructor. Along with the other students, Reuven sprang to his feet and folded himself into the best imitation of the Race's posture of respect his human frame could manage. ”I greet you, superior sir,” he chorused with his comrades.

”I greet you, students,” Shpaaka replied. ”You may be seated.” Anyone who sat without permission landed in hot water; even more than most Lizards, Shpaaka was a stickler for protocol. His eye turrets swiveled this way and that as he surveyed the cla.s.s. ”I must say that, until I read through this latest set of examination papers, I had no idea there were so many ways to write my language incorrectly.”

Jane Archibald raised her hand. When Shpaaka recognized her, she asked, ”Superior sir, is that not because we are all used to our own languages rather than to yours, so that our native grammar persists even when we use your vocabulary?”

”I think you may well be correct,” Shpaaka replied. ”The Race has done some research on grammatical substrates, work occasioned by our conquests of the Rabotevs and Hallessi. Our ongoing experience with the multiplicity of languages here on Tosev 3 clearly shows more investigation will be needed.” His eye turrets surveyed the cla.s.s once more. ”Any further questions or comments? No? Very well: I begin.”

He lectured as if his human students were males and females of the Race, diluting nothing, slowing down not at all. Those who couldn't stand the pace had to leave the medical college and pursue their training, if they pursued it, at a merely human university. Reuven scribbled frantically. He was lucky in that he'd already known Hebrew, English, Yiddish, and childhood pieces of Polish before tackling the Race's language; after four tongues, adding a fifth wasn't so bad. Students who'd spoken only their native language before tackling that of the Race were likelier to have a hard time.

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