Chapter 320 (2/2)
They all have the same persistence.
”Where is your mother now?” Chu Yan asked in a low voice.
”She passed away. When she gave birth to me, it was difficult to give birth.” Shen Qing whispered.
Between the two, silence again.
The pain of losing his mother is clear to Chu Yan.
Compared with Shen Qing, he is still lucky.
Because he spent his childhood with his mother, he had at least a happy time and had memories of his mother.
Shen Qing is different. She has never seen her mother.
Even Chu Yan can feel from each other's tone that Shen Qing is full of remorse for her birth.
She felt that she had killed her mother.
Chu Yan can imagine that it was this kind of self accusation that made Shen Qing close her heart and unwilling to communicate with others until she became like this.
After a long silence, Shen Qing took the initiative to break the silence.
Before that, it's impossible for her to take the initiative.
”My father has been very strict with me since he was a child. He may also think that I killed my mother, so I hope I can become strong, strong enough to make people feel that my birth is not a disaster, strong enough that no one in the Shen family will forget my mother's existence. If it wasn't for me, my mother would still be alive and well. Her shadow would be everywhere in the Shen family, not now. No one has forgotten her or remembered her. ” With a long breath, Shen Qing seemed to have exhausted her whole body. She leaned against the tree beside her, and her face was tired as never before.
She had never said so much at one time.
A pair of slender and tight legs, stretched straight in front of Chu Yan at the moment, the wounds on the legs and ankles were not serious, and they had almost healed.
”You are wrong.” Chu Yan pondered for a moment.
Shen Qing raised her head and looked at Chu Yan in a puzzled way.
”When you become strong, you should not make people feel that you are not a disaster, nor that you should let others remember your mother forever, but that you should entrust your mother's life to you and live your own life.”
Chu Yan stretched out his hand and drew long lines on the ground.
”You see, this is the ancestor of your Shen family.” Chu Yan pointed to the source of these lines, and then pointed to the branch lines from that source. ”The ancestors of the Shen family continued their blood from generation to generation, and your mother's family also continued their blood. After millions of years, hundreds of thousands of years, tens of thousands of years, from the Archean era, or even further, to the ancient times, then to the ancient times, and then to the modern times, It's passed down from generation to generation.
During this period, even if there is a problem with the continuation of one generation or one link, there will be no you.
So what Shen Qing wants to do is to cherish the blood that your mother left you. Even if you may not be able to continue in the future, at least here, you should let your mother feel that it was worth her to give birth to you. You will be her pride instead of living in her shadow all your life. ”
Chu Yan took a breath and continued: ”when she gave birth to you, I'm afraid she didn't think about it at all. I hope you will do something for her in the future. I just hope that I can watch you grow up a little bit. From a child to a young girl, maybe she will marry in the future, maybe she will set foot on the immortal road like now.
But no matter what kind of possibility, it will never include, let her become the shackles of your heart
Chu words, let Shen Qing whole person like lightning.
Her body trembled slightly, so many years, she did not remember when she last cried, but at this moment, she felt that her nose was a little sour.