Part 58 (1/2)
'I am not going to keep the horse. Here I shall not need him.'
'The drives you took was very good for you, mum.'
'I will take walks instead. Don't you be troubled. Dear Barker, do you not think our dear Lord knows what is good for us? and do you not think what He chooses is the best? I do.'
Esther's face was very unshadowed, but the housekeeper's, on the contrary, seemed to darken more and more. She stood in the middle of the floor, in one of the small rooms, and surveyed the prospect, alternately within and without the windows.
'Miss Esther, dear,' she began again, as if irrepressibly, 'you're young, and you don't know how queer the world is. There's many folks that won't believe you are what you be, if they see you are livin' in a place like this.'
Did not Esther know that? and was it not one of the whispers in her mind which she found it hardest to combat? She had begun already to touch the world on that side on which Barker declared it was 'queer.'
She went, it is true, hardly at all into society; scarce ever left the narrow track of her school routine; yet even there once or twice a chance encounter had obliged her to recognise the fact that in taking the post of a teacher she had stepped off the level of her former a.s.sociates. It had hurt her a little and disappointed her. n.o.body, indeed, had tried to be patronizing; that was nearly impossible towards anybody whose head was set on her shoulders in the manner of Miss Gainsborough's; but she felt the slighting regard in which low-bred people held her on account of her work and position. And so large a portion of the world is deficient in breeding, that to a young person at least the desire of self-a.s.sertion comes as a very natural and tolerably strong temptation. Esther had felt it, and trodden it under foot, and yet Mrs. Barker's words made her wince. How could anybody reasonably suppose that a gentleman would choose such a house and such a street to live in?
'Never mind, Barker,' she said cheerfully, after a pause. 'What we have to do is the right thing; and then let all the rest go.'
'Has the colonel seen it, Miss Esther?'
'No, and I do not mean he shall, till we have got it so nice for him that he will feel comfortable.'
The work of moving and getting settled began without delay. Mrs. Barker spent all the afternoons at the new house; and thither came Esther also every day as soon as school was out at three o'clock. The girl worked very hard in these times; for after her long morning in school she gave the rest of the daylight hours to arranging and establis.h.i.+ng furniture, hanging draperies, putting up hooks, and the like; and after that she went home to make her father's tea, and give him as much cheery talk as she could command. In the business of moving, however, she found unexpected a.s.sistance.
When Christopher told his wife of the decision about the house, the answering remark, made approvingly, was, 'That's a s.p.u.n.ky little girl!'
'What do you mean?' said Christopher, not approving such an irreverent expression.
'She's got stuff in her. I like that sort.'
'But that house ain't really a place for her, you know.'
'That's what I'm lookin' at,' returned Mrs. Bounder, with a broad smile at him. 'She ain't scared by no nonsense from duin' what she's got to du. Don't you be scared neither; houses don't make the folks that live in 'em. But what I'm thinkin' of is, they'll want lots o' help to git along with their movin'. Christopher, do you know there's a big box waggin in the barn?'
'I know it.'
'Wall, that'll carry their things fust-rate, ef you kin tackle up your fine-steppin' French emperor there with our Dolly. Will he draw in double harness?'
'Will he! Well, I'll try to persuade him.'
'An' you needn't to let on anything about it. They ain't obleeged to know where the waggin comes from.'
'You're as clever a woman as any I know!' said Mr. Bounder, with a smile of complacency. 'Sally up there can't beat you; and _she's_ a smart woman, too.'
A few minutes were given to the business of the supper table, and then Mrs. Bounder asked,--
'What are they goin' to du with the French emperor?'
'Buonaparte?' (Christopher called it 'Buonaparty.') 'Well, they'll have to get rid of him somehow. I suppose that job'll come on me.'
'I was thinkin'. Our Dolly's gittin' old'--
'Buonaparty was old some time ago,' returned Christopher, with a sly twinkle of his eyes as he looked at his wife.