Part 22 (1/2)
'What has put the question into your head?'
'I heard somebody speaking of dissenters.'
'Whom?'
'Mrs. Dallas.'
'Ah!' The colonel smiled grimly. 'She might be speaking of you and me.'
Esther knew that to have been the fact, but she did not say so. She only asked,
'What do we dissent from, papa?'
'We dissent from the notion that form is more than substance, and the kernel less valuable than the sh.e.l.l.'
This told Esther nothing. She was mystified; at the same time, her respect for her father did not allow her to press further a question he seemed to avoid.
'Is Pitt a dissenter, papa?'
'There is no need you should trouble your head with the question of dissent, my child. In England there is an Established Church; all who decline to come into it are there called Dissenters.'
'Does it tire you to have me ask questions, papa?'
'No.'
'Who established the Church there?'
'The Government.'
'What for?'
'Wanted to rule men's consciences as well as their bodies.'
'But a government cannot do that, papa?'
'They have tried, Esther. Tried by fire and sword, and cruelty, and persecution; by fines and imprisonments and disqualifications. Some submitted, but a goodly number dissented, and our family has always belonged to that honourable number. See you do it no discredit. The Gainsboroughs were always Independents; we fought with Cromwell, and suffered under the Stuarts. We have an unbroken record of striving for the right. Keep to your traditions, my dear.'
'But why should a Government wish to rule people's consciences, papa?'
'Power, my dear. As long as men's minds are free, there is something where power does not reach.'
'I should think everybody would _like_ Dissenters, papa?' was Esther's simple conclusion.
'Mrs. Dallas doesn't,' said the colonel grimly.
CHAPTER XII.
_THE VACATION_.
The days went too fast, as the last half of Pitt's vacation pa.s.sed away. Ay, there was no holding them, much as Esther tried to make each one as long as possible. I think Pitt tried too; for he certainly gave his little friend and playmate all he could of pleasure, and all he could of himself. Esther shared everything he did, very nearly, that was not done within his own home. Nothing could have been more delightful than those days of August and September, if only the vision of the end of them had not been so near. That vision did not hinder the enjoyment; it intensified it; every taste of summer and social delight was made keen with that spice of coming pain; even towards the very last, nothing could prevent Esther's enjoyment of every moment she and Pitt spent together. Only to be together was such pleasure. Every word he spoke was good in her ears; and to her eyes, every feature of his appearance, and every movement of his person was comely and admirable.