Part 2 (1/2)
For the whole six years in which the girl he had loved had deserted him, he had never once been into the town of Sallertaine, even to Easter Communion, which he no longer attended. Nor had he ever met Felicite Gauvrit, of La Seuliere, along the lanes.
He sometimes asked Eleonore:
”Do you ever hear any talk of her marrying? Is she still as handsome as when she loved me?”
When Marie-Rose went into the supper-room that night, it was Mathurin only whom she furtively glanced at, and his face seemed to her to wear a malicious smile, as though he had seen, or guessed Jean's absence.
Near Mathurin sat Francois, a very different looking man from the other, of middle height, stout, red faced, easy going. Of him, Rousille had no fear.
He was more pleasure-loving than the rest of the family. No great worker, extravagant, running off to all the fairs and markets, easy to get on with because he needed the indulgence of others. Physically and morally the counterpart of Eleonore, two years his senior, like her he had a broad face, dull blue eyes, and the same apathetic nature which so often called forth lectures from their father.
But while the girl in the protection of her home remained pure under the influence of her good mother, now dead, who, like so many of the simple peasant women of those parts, had lived a humble saint-like life, Francois had been ruined by barrack life.
He had submitted to military discipline, but without understanding the necessity for it; therefore without deriving the corresponding benefit. He had been subject to his superiors, had received punishment, had been sent hither and thither for three years; but he had never made a friend, never felt himself encouraged in the few halting intentions for good that he had taken with him from the home life, never been treated as a man, who has a soul, and whom sacrifice, however humble, can enn.o.ble. On the other hand, he fell an easy prey to all the evils of a soldier's life; the loose talk at mess, the drinking habits of his companions, the constant endeavour to s.h.i.+rk duty, the prejudices, in a word the hundred and one corruptions into which young men can sink who are taken from their homes and sent out into the world, new to the temptations of great cities, without a guide at the very period when most they stand in need of one.
Neither better nor worse than the average of men home from military training, he had brought back with him to La Fromentiere a remembrance of illicit pleasures that followed him everywhere; defiance of all authority, a disgust for the hard, uncertain, often unproductive work of farming, which he contrasted with vague notions about civil employment of which the leisure and privileges had been vaunted to him. How far off was he now from the simple son of the marshes, with fearless eyes, the inseparable companion, model and protector of Andre, who, twirling his tamarind stick, would make the round of the ca.n.a.ls to see if the cows had strayed from the meadows, or to search for any ducks which might have wandered into the ditches! With unwilling spirit, and because he had nothing better to do, he had returned to the care of the animals and to follow the plough. The proximity of Chalons, its wine shops and taverns was a temptation to him; urged on by his companions, weak and pa.s.sive, he suffered himself to be led away. On Tuesdays, particularly, market day, the poor old father too often saw his son of seven-and-twenty start off from the farm under various pretexts before it was dawn, to come back late at night, stupefied, insensible to reproaches. It was an ever abiding grief to the father. Francois had made La Fromentiere no longer the sacred abode beloved by, defended by all, which no one had dreamed of deserting. In that room where they were now a.s.sembled what a long line of mothers and children, of grandsires and grandames, united or resigned, had lived and died!
In those high beds ranged against the walls how many children had been born, fed, and at last had slept their last sleep! There had been sorrow and weeping there, but never ingrat.i.tude.
A whole forest might have been re-planted if all the wood burned in that chimney, by those bearing the same name, could have re-taken root. What was in store for his descendants hereafter?
The old farmer had noticed for months past that Francois and Eleonore were plotting something; they received letters, one and the other, of which they never spoke; they talked together in corners; sometimes of a Sunday, Eleonore would write a letter on plain paper, not such as she would use when writing to a friend. And the thought had come to him that his two children, weary of rule and scoldings, were on the look-out for a farm in some neighbouring parish, where they would be their own masters--it was a thought he dared not dwell upon; he cast it from him as unjust. Still it haunted his mind, for the future of La Fromentiere was his one chief care, and, since his eldest son's misfortune, Francois was the heir. When work went well, the father would think joyfully, ”After all, the lad is buckling to again.”
In truth, of the four young people a.s.sembled that September evening in the farm house-place, one only personified intact all the characteristics, all the energy of the race, and this was little Rousille, who was eating the crust of bread given her by Eleonore; one face alone expressed the joy of living, the health of body and soul, the brave spirit of one who has not yet had to do battle but who bides her time, and this was the face of the girl to whom no one, as yet, had spoken a word, and who was standing erect in the chimney-corner.
”Now the soup is finished,” said the farmer. ”Come, Mathurin, try a slice of bacon with me.”
”No. It is always the same thing with us.”
”Well, and so much the better,” replied the father, ”bacon is very good fare; I like it.”
But the cripple, shrugging his shoulders, pushed away the dish, muttering:
”I suppose other meat is too dear for us now, eh?”
Toussaint Lumineau's brows contracted at the mention of former prosperity, but he replied, gently:
”You are right, my poor boy, it is a bad year, and expenses are heavy,” then, wis.h.i.+ng to change the subject--”Has Jean not come in yet?”
Three voices, in succession, replied:
”I have not seen him!”
”Nor I.”
”Nor I.”
After a silence, during which all eyes were turned towards the chimney-corner.
”It would be best to ask Rousille,” exclaimed Eleonore, ”she must know.”