Part 46 (1/2)
Will you let me walk a block or two with you, and then bring me back again?”
Roger tried to disguise his feelings by saying laughingly that he would ”walk to Spuyten Duyvil” with her, but added, ”You are too tired to go out at all to-night. I will come to-morrow evening,”
and he remonstrated so earnestly and kindly that she yielded, promising to rest much of the following day.
”Oh, Millie,” said her mother, with a faint smile, ”it does my heart good to see that there is some one who knows how and has the will to take care of you.”
”Yes,” cried Belle, ”this place is a perfect hole. It's not fit for nice girls to be seen in, and if Roger gives us a chance to get out of it you had better take it as soon as possible. I give you fair warning.”
”What do you mean, Belle?” asked her mother. Belle made no answer, but went to her closet bedroom with a morose, sullen look on her face.
The poor woman looked inquiringly at Mildred, who said soothingly, ”Don't worry, mamma. Belle is a little tired and discouraged tonight.
She'll be in a better mood in the morning.”
When all were sleeping from the fatigues of the day, she sat alone with clasped hands and eyes so wide and troubled that it seemed as if she could never close them again. ”Alas!” she sighed, ”what must I do? He is our good genius, and yet I must drive him away.
He must not sacrifice all his prospects for us. It would be most cruel and unjust to let him do so. I must reason with him and show him plainly that it would not be right, and absolve him from every shadow of blame for leaving us to such fate as G.o.d permits. Because he is so generous and brave he shall not suffer a loss which he cannot now comprehend.”
At last, from utter weariness, she fell into a broken sleep.
CHAPTER XL
NEIGHBORS
Promptly the following evening Roger appeared, and with glowing cheeks told his friends that Mr. Wentworth had found him employment in a lawyer's office, which would enable him to pay his way and at the same time give him much practical insight into his chosen profession. Mildred looked at him wistfully, but her resolution was not shaken, and they went out together, Roger saying, with a smiling nod at Belle, ”It will be your turn to-morrow evening.”
”Roger,” said Mildred, ”I've much to say to you, and it is of great importance that you should listen calmly and sensibly.”
”All right,” he answered laughingly. ”You will find me as quiet and impressible as the oysters over which we'll have our talk, but only on this condition. You shall not fatigue yourself by a word here in the street.” Nevertheless she felt the phlegmatic creature's arm trembling under her hand. After a moment he went on, in the same light way, ”I want you to understand I am not going to be a friend in name merely; I intend to a.s.sert my rights, and you had better learn from the start that I am the most tremendously obstinate fellow in the city.”
”But you must listen to reason.”
”Certainly; so must you.”
”To begin with,” she resumed, ”I've had my supper, and so don't need any more.”
”I haven't had mine, and am ravenous. The idea of talking reason to a hungry man! I know of a nice quiet restaurant which, at this hour, we'll have almost to ourselves. You surely won't be so unsocial as to let me eat alone.”
”Well, if I yield in trifles you must yield in matters that are vital. Why did you not get your supper before?”
”Too busy; and then, to be honest, I knew I'd enjoy it a hundredfold more with you. I'm a social animal.”
Mildred sighed, for this good-comrades.h.i.+p was making her duty very hard.
They soon reached the place in question, and Roger ordered enough for four.
”You don't realize what you are doing in any respect,” said Mildred in smiling reproof.
”Wait half an hour before you settle that question,” he replied with a confident nod. ”I'll soon prove to you what an unsentimental being I am.”
”Oh,” thought Mildred, ”how can I give up his friends.h.i.+p when he acts in this way? And yet I must. He must be shown just how he is wronging himself.” When the waiter had departed she looked straight into his eyes with one of her steadfast glances, and said earnestly, ”Roger, I appreciate your generous kindness far more than any words can tell you, but the time has come for me to act resolutely and finally. Sad experience has taught me more within a year than most women learn in a lifetime. Mrs. Wheaton, who often works for your aunt, has told us of the sacrifice you have made in our behalf, and we cannot permit it. If not in years, I'm much older than you in other respects, and you don't realize--”