Part 34 (2/2)
When Belle took her astonished eyes from Mildred's face, Roger, who stood near the door, was gone.
”You had better follow your daughter's advice, Mrs. Jocelyn,” said the physician quietly and soothingly; ”you are a little feverish, and I prescribe quiet. May I see you alone a moment or two, Mr.
Jocelyn?”
”Yes, here in my room,” added Mildred eagerly.
It was with the aspect of mingled fear and haughtiness that Mr.
Jocelyn followed Dr. Benton into the apartment, and the door was closed.
”Mother, you are ill,” said Mildred, kneeling beside her. ”For my sake, for yours, pray keep quiet for a while.”
”Ill! I never felt better in my life. It's all your unreasonable prejudice, Millie.”
”I think so too,” cried Belle indignantly. ”We were just beginning to have a little suns.h.i.+ne, and you have spoiled everything.”
”I am the only one who knows the truth, and I shall take the responsibility of directing our affairs for the next few hours,”
replied Mildred, rising, with a pale, impa.s.sive face. ”Belle, my course has nothing to do with Roger Atwood. I exceedingly regret, however, that he has been present. Wait till you hear what Dr.
Benton says;” and there was something so resolute and almost stern in her manner that even Mrs. Jocelyn, in her unnatural exaltation, yielded. Indeed, she was already becoming drowsy from the effects of the narcotic.
”You are not yourself, mamma. I'll explain all to-morrow,” the young girl added soothingly.
”Mr. Jocelyn,” said the physician, with quiet emphasis, ”you have injected morphia into your wife's arm.”
”I have not.”
”My dear sir, I understand your case thoroughly, and so do your wife and daughter, as far as they can understand my explanations.
Now if you will cease your mad folly I can save you, I think; that is, if you will submit yourself absolutely to my treatment.”
”You are talking riddles, sir. Our poverty does not warrant any a.s.sumption on your part.”
”I know the insane and useless instinct of those in your condition to hide their weakness; but can you not control it, and permit me as your friend and physician to help you? I am seeking your interests, not my own.”
”Curse you!” cried Mr. Jocelyn, in a burst of uncontrollable anger; ”if you had been my friend you would have let me die, but instead you have said things to my wife that have blasted me forever in her eyes. If she had not known, I could have made the effort you require; but now I'm a lost man, d.a.m.ned beyond remedy, and I'd rather see the devil himself than your face again. These are my rooms, and I demand that you depart and never appear here again.”
The physician bowed coldly, and left the ill-fated family to itself.
Mildred, who overheard her father's concluding words, felt that it would be useless then to interpose. Indeed she was so dispirited and exhausted that she could do no more than stagger under the heavy burden that seemed crus.h.i.+ng her very soul.
She a.s.sisted her mother to retire, and the latter was soon sleeping with a smile upon her lips. Mr. Jocelyn sat sullenly apart, staring out into the bleak, stormy darkness, and Mildred left him for the first time in her life without giving him his good-night kiss. As she realized this truth, she sank on her couch and sobbed so bitterly that Belle, who had been meditating reproaches, looked at her with tearful wonder. Suddenly Mildred arose in strong compunction, and rushed back to her father; but he started up with such a desperate look that she recoiled.
”Don't touch me,” he cried. ”Put your lips to the gutter of the streets, if you will, but not to such pitch and foulness as I have become.”
”Oh, papa, have mercy!” she pleaded.
”Mercy!” he repeated, with a laugh that froze her blood, ”there is no mercy on earth nor in heaven,” and he waved her away, and again turned his face to the outer darkness.
”Millie, oh, Millie, what IS the matter?” cried Belle, shocked at her sister's horror-stricken face.
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