Part 52 (2/2)

”I ain't stole no silver service, Miss Leefolt,” I say and just the words make me want a run.

Miss Leefolt whisper, ”She says she doesn't have them, Hilly.”

Miss Hilly don't even act like she heard. She raise her eyebrows at me and say, ”Then it behooves me to inform you that you are fired, Aibileen.” Miss Hilly sniff. ”I'll be calling the police. They know me.”

”Maa-maaaa,” Li'l Man holler from his crib in the back. Miss Leefolt look behind her, then at Hilly, like she ain't sure what to do. I reckon she just now thinking about what it's gone be like if she don't have a maid no more.

”Aaai-beee,” Li'l Man call, starting to cry. Li'l Man call, starting to cry.

”Aai-bee,” call another small voice and I realize Mae Mobley's home. Mae Mobley's home. She must not've gone to school today. I press on my chest. She must not've gone to school today. I press on my chest. Lord, please don't let her see this. Don't let her hear what Miss Hilly saying about me. Lord, please don't let her see this. Don't let her hear what Miss Hilly saying about me. Down the hall, the door opens and Mae Mobley walks out. She blinks at us and coughs. Down the hall, the door opens and Mae Mobley walks out. She blinks at us and coughs.

”Aibee, my froat hurts.”

”I--I be right there, baby.”

Mae Mobley coughs again and it sounds bad, like a dog barking, and I start for the hall, but Miss Hilly say, ”Aibileen, you stay where you are, Elizabeth can take care of her kids.”

Miss Leefolt look at Hilly like, Do I have to? Do I have to? But then she get up and trudge down the hall. She take Mae Mobley into Li'l Man's room and shut the door. It's just two of us left now, me and Miss Hilly. But then she get up and trudge down the hall. She take Mae Mobley into Li'l Man's room and shut the door. It's just two of us left now, me and Miss Hilly.

Miss Hilly lean back in her chair, say, ”I won't tolerate liars.”

My head swimming. I want to set down. ”I didn't steal no silver, Miss Hilly.”

”I'm not talking about silver,” she say, leaning forward. She hissing in a whisper so Miss Leefolt don't hear her. ”I'm talking about those things you wrote about Elizabeth. She has no idea Chapter Two is about her and I am too good of a friend to tell her. And maybe I can't send you to jail for what you wrote about Elizabeth, but I can send you to jail for being a thief.”

I ain't going to no penitentiary. I ain't, I ain't, is all I can think. is all I can think.

”And your friend, Minny? She's got a nice surprise coming to her. I'm calling Johnny Foote and telling him he needs to fire her right now.”

The room getting blurry. I'm shaking my head and my fists is clenching tighter.

”I'm pretty darn close to Johnny Foote. He listens to what I--”

”Miss Hilly. Hilly.” I say it loud and clear. She stops. I bet Miss Hilly ain't been interrupted in ten years.

I say, ”I know something about you and don't you forget that.”

She narrow her eyes at me. But she don't say nothing.

”And from what I hear, they's a lot a time to write a lot a letters in jail.” I'm trembling. My breath feel like fire. ”Time to write to ever person in Jackson the truth about you. Plenty a time and the paper is free.”

”n.o.body would believe something you wrote, Nigra.”

”I don't know. I been told I'm a pretty good writer.”

She fish her tongue out and touch that sore with it. Then she drop her eyes from mine.

Before she can say anything else, the door flies open down the hall. Mae Mobley runs out in her nightie and she stop in front a me. She hiccupping and crying and her little nose is red as a rose. Her mama must a told her I'm leaving.

G.o.d, I pray, I pray, tell me she didn't repeat Miss Hilly's lies. tell me she didn't repeat Miss Hilly's lies.

Baby Girl grab the skirt a my uniform and don't let go. I touch my hand to her forehead and she burning with fever.

”Baby, you need to get back in the bed.”

”Noooo,” she bawls. ”Don't gooo, Aibee.”

Miss Leefolt come out a the bedroom, frowning, holding Li'l Man.

”Aibee!” he call out, grinning.

”Hey . . . Li'l Man,” I whisper. I'm so glad he don't understand what's going on. ”Miss Leefolt, lemme take her in the kitchen and give her some medicine. Her fever is real high.”

Miss Leefolt glance at Miss Hilly, but she just setting there with her arms crossed. ”Alright, go on,” Miss Leefolt say.

I take Baby Girl's hot little hand and lead her into the kitchen. She bark out that scary cough again and I get the baby aspirin and the cough syrup. Just being in here with me, she calmed down some, but tears is still running down her face.

I put her up on the counter and crush up a little pink pill, mix it with some applesauce and feed her the spoonful. She swallow it down and I know it hurts her. I smooth her hair back. That clump a bangs she cut off with her construction scissors is growing back sticking straight out. Miss Leefolt can't hardly look at her lately.

”Please don't leave, Aibee,” she say, starting to cry again.

”I got to, baby. I am so sorry.” And that's when I start to cry. I don't want to, it's just gone make it worse for her, but I can't stop.

”Why? Why don't you want to see me anymore? Are you going to take care of another little girl?” Her forehead is all wrinkled up, just like when her mama fuss at her. Law, I feel like my heart's gone bleed to death.

I take her face in my hands, feeling the scary heat coming off her cheeks. ”No, baby, that's not the reason. I don't want a leave you, but . . .” How do I put this? I can't tell her I'm fired, I don't want her to blame her mama and make it worse between em. ”It's time for me to retire. You my last little girl,” I say, because this is the truth, it just ain't by my own choosing.

I let her cry a minute on my chest and then I take her face into my hands again. I take a deep breath and I tell her to do the same.

”Baby Girl,” I say. ”I need you to remember everthing I told you. Do you remember what I told you?”

She still crying steady, but the hiccups is gone. ”To wipe my bottom good when I'm done?”

”No, baby, the other. About what you are.”

I look deep into her rich brown eyes and she look into mine. Law, she got old-soul eyes, like she done lived a thousand years. And I swear I see, down inside, the woman she gone grow up to be. A flash from the future. She is tall and straight. She is proud. She got a better haircut. And she is remembering remembering the words I put in her head. Remembering as a full-grown woman. the words I put in her head. Remembering as a full-grown woman.

And then she say it, just like I need her to. ”You is kind,” she say, ”you is smart. You is important.”

”Oh Law. Law.” I hug her hot little body to me. I feel like she done just given me a gift. ”Thank you, Baby Girl.”

”You're welcome,” she say, like I taught her to. But then she lay her head on my shoulder and we cry like that awhile, until Miss Leefolt come into the kitchen.

”Aibileen,” Miss Leefolt say real quiet.

”Miss Leefolt, are you . . . sure this what you . . .” Miss Hilly walk in behind her and glare at me. Miss Leefolt nods, looking real guilty.

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