Part 36 (1/2)

”Poor fellow!”

”Yes,” said the youngest boy, ”and he wrote some verses about Johnnie, and said they were for him to read aloud to grandfather. But what do you think? Johnnie said he wouldn't! That doesn't sound very kind, does it?”

Johnnie's resolution, however, was not particularly remarkable; the verses, compounded during an attack of asthma, running as follows:--

AUGUSTUS JOHN CONFESSES TO LOSS OF APPEt.i.tE.

I cannot eat rice pudding now, Jam roll, boiled beef, and such; From Stilton cheese this heart I vow Turns coldly as from Dutch.

For crab, a sh.e.l.l-fish erst loved well, I do not care at all, Though I myself am in the sh.e.l.l And fellow-feelings call.

I mourn not over tasks unsaid-- This child is not a flat-- My purse is empty as my head, But no--it isn't that;

I cannot eat. And why? To shrink From truth is like a sinner, I'll speak or burst; it is, I think, That I've just had my dinner.

Crayshaw was very zealous in the discharge of his promise; the ponies took a great deal of exercise; and old Grand, before the boys were dismissed to school, saw very decided and satisfactory progress on the part of his grandson, while the ponies were committed to his charge with a fervour that was almost pathetic. It was hard to part from them; but men are tyrannical; they will not permit boys to have horses at a public school; the boys therefore returned to their work, and the ponies were relieved from theirs, and entered on a course of life which is commonly called eating their heads off.

John in the meanwhile tried in vain to supply the loss of the stately and erudite Miss Crampton. He wanted two ladies, and wished that neither should be young. One must be able to teach his children and keep them in order; the other must superintend the expenditure and see to the comforts of his whole household, order his children's dress, and look after their health.

Either he was not fortunate in his applicants, or he was difficult to please, for he had not suited himself with either lady when a new source of occupation and anxiety sprung up, and everything else was set aside on account of it; for all on a sudden it was perceived one afternoon that Mr. Augustus Mortimer was not at all well.

It was after bank hours, but he was dozing in his private sitting-room at the bank, and his young nephew, Mr. Mortimer, was watching him.

Valentine had caused his card to be printed ”Mr. Mortimer:” he did not intend because he was landless, and but for his uncle's bounty almost penniless, to forego the little portion of dignity which belonged to him.

The carriage stood at the door, and the horses now and then stamped in the lightly-falling snow, and were sometimes driven a little way down the street and back again to warm them.

At his usual time John had gone home, and then his father, while waiting for the carriage, had dropped asleep.

Though Valentine had wakened him more than once, and told him the men and horses were waiting, he had not shown any willingness to move.

”There's plenty of time; I must have this sleep out first,” he said.

Then, when for the third time Valentine woke him, he roused himself. ”I think I can say it now,” he observed. ”I could not go home, you know, Val, till it was said.”

”Till what was said, uncle?”

”I forget,” was the answer. ”You must help me.”

Valentine suggested various things which had been discussed that day; but they did not help him, and he sank into thought.

”I hope I was not going to make any mistake,” he shortly said, and Valentine began to suppose he really had something particular to say. ”I think my dear brother and I decided for ever to hold our peace,” he next murmured, after a long pause.

Valentine was silent. The allusion to his father made him remember how completely all the more active and eventful part of their lives had gone by for these two old men before he came into the world.

”What were you and John talking of just before he left?” said the old man, after a puzzled pause.

”Nothing of the least consequence,” answered Valentine, feeling that he had forgotten what he might have meant to say. ”John would be uneasy if he knew you were here still. Shall we go home?”

”Not yet. If I mentioned this, you would never tell it to my John. There is no need that my John should ever have a hint of it. You will promise not to tell him?”

”No, my dear uncle, indeed I could not think of such a thing,” said Valentine, now a little uneasy. If his uncle really had something important to say, this was a strange request, and if he had not, his thoughts must be wandering.