Part 34 (1/2)
”Say the word,” she presently said, ”and I won't leave ye.”
”No,” answered John, ”you ought to go to Emily. I had better say instead that I am very sensible of the kindness you have done me in staying so long.”
”But ye won't be driven to do anything rash?” she answered, observing that he was still a little chafed, and willing to pa.s.s the matter off lightly.
”Such as taking to myself the lady up-stairs!” exclaimed John. ”No, but I must part with her; if one of you goes, the other must.”
This was absolutely the first time the matter had even been hinted at between them, and yet Miss Christie's whole conduct was arranged with reference to it, and John always fully counted on her protective presence.
”Ay, but if I might give myself the liberty of a very old friend,” she answered, straightway taking the ell because he had given her an inch, ”there is something I would like to say to ye.”
”What would you like to say?”
”Well, I would like to say that if a man is so more than commonly a fine man, that it's just a pleasure to set one's eyes on him, and if he's well endowed with this world's gear, it's a strange thing if there is no excellent, desirable, and altogether sweet young woman ready, and even sighing, for him.”
”Humph!” said John.
”I don't say there is,” proceeded Miss Christie; ”far be it from me.”
”I hate red hair,” answered the attractive widower.
”It's just like a golden oriole. It isn't red at all,” replied Miss Christie dogmatically.
”_I_ call it red,” said John Mortimer.
”The painters consider it the finest colour possible,” continued the absent lady's champion.
”Then let them paint her,” said John; ”but--I shall not marry her; besides,” he chose to say, ”I know if I asked her she would not have me: therefore, as I don't mean to ask her, I shall not be such an unmannerly dog as to discuss her, further than to say that I do not wish to marry a woman who takes such a deep and sincere interest in herself.”
”Why, don't we all do that? I am sure _I_ do.”
”You naturally feel that you are the most important and interesting of all G.o.d's creatures _to yourself_. You do not therefore think that you must be so to _me_. Our little lives, my dear lady, should not turn round upon themselves, and as it were make a centre of their own axis.
The better lives revolve round some external centre; everything depends on that centre, and how much or how many we carry round with us besides ourselves. Now, my father's centre is and always has been Almighty G.o.d--our Father and his. His soul is as it were drawn to G.o.d and lost, as a centre to itself in that great central soul. He looks at everything--I speak it reverently--from G.o.d's high point of view.”
”Ay, but she's a good woman,” said Miss Christie, trying to adopt his religious tone, and as usual not knowing how. ”Always going about among the poor. I don't suppose,” she continued with enthusiasm--”I don't suppose there's a single thing they can do in their houses that she doesn't interfere with.” Then observing his amus.e.m.e.nt, ”Ye don't know what's good for ye,” she added, half laughing, but a little afraid she was going too far.
”If ever I am so driven wild by the governesses that I put my neck, as a heart-broken father, under the yoke, in order to get somebody into the house who can govern as you have done,” said John, ”it will be entirely your doing, your fault for leaving me.”
”Well, well,” said Miss Christie, laughing, ”I must abide ye're present reproaches, but I feel that I need dread no future ones, for if ye should go and do it, ye'll be too much a gentleman to say anything to me afterwards.”
”You are quite mistaken,” exclaimed John, laughing, ”that one consolation I propose to reserve to myself, or if I should not think it right to speak, mark my words, the more cheerful I look the more sure you may be that I am a miserable man.”
Some days after this the stately Miss Crampton departed for her Christmas holidays, a letter following her, containing a dismissal (worded with studied politeness) and a cheque for such an amount of money as went far to console her.
”Mr. Mortimer was about to send the little boys to school, and meant also to make other changes in his household. Mr. Mortimer need hardly add, that should Miss Crampton think of taking another situation, he should do himself the pleasure to speak as highly of her qualifications as she could desire.”
Aunt Christie gone, Miss Crampton gone also! What a happy state of things for the young Mortimers! If Crayshaw had been with them, there is no saying what they might have done; but Johnnie, by his father's orders, had brought a youth of seventeen to spend three weeks with him, and the young fellow turned out to be such a dandy, and so much better pleased to be with the girls than with Johnnie scouring the country and skating, that John for the first time began to perceive the coming on of a fresh source of trouble in his house. Gladys and Barbara were nearly fourteen years old, but looked older; they were tall, slender girls, black-haired and grey-eyed, as their mother had been, very simple, full of energy, and in mind and disposition their father's own daughters. Johnnie groaned over his unpromising companion, Edward Conyngham by name; but he was the son of an old friend, and John did what he could to make the boys companionable, while the girls, though they laughed at young Conyngham, were on the whole more amused with his compliments than their father liked. But it was not till one day, going up into Parliament, and finding some verses pinned on a curtain, that he began to feel what it was to have no lady to superintend his daughters.
”What are they?” Gladys said. ”Why, papa, Cray sent them; they are supposed to have been written by Conyngham.”