Chapter 198 (1/2)
After a long time, Xia Bingxin's face was full of pain. She covered her heart with her hands. The tears from the corners of her eyes fell down. Nannuo saw the pain in her eyes. She couldn't tell why. She just felt that she didn't want to see this woman's tears.
If she could, she would rather be the one who helped her bear the unknown pain.
”Auntie, don't cry...”
Shaking her head, Xia Bingxin reaches out to hold nannuo's hand. The secrets hidden in her heart for many years flock to her heart. It seems that if she doesn't find someone to talk to, she will be crushed.
”Nono, do you have any friends? It's the kind of friends who can talk to each other, like sisters. ”
Like a sister... Nannuo nodded, of course she did, and she thought about her all the time, and didn't know how Ge Ge was recently?
See her nod, Xia Bingxin with tears smile, ”I also have, aunt young temperament and you general, especially quiet, so always be bullied by the children around, and lotus... She is a particularly strong woman, even an orphan, but she is more brave than anyone.”
As if in memory, Xia Bingxin lips smile deeper and deeper.
”There's nothing else to say, but Locke's father is not a kind person. When he was young, he had some disputes with me. Later, a Lian married him, but when Locke was four years old, a Lian suddenly eloped with someone...”
”Elopement?” Nannuo is a little stunned. Is that why lillock hates his mother so much?
Xia Bingxin nodded, ”yes, it's elopement, but I don't believe it. Because a Lian loves Locke's father very much, so I keep looking for her... Finally, I found her in the rural welfare home she once took.”
Tears suddenly become turbulent corner of the eye, Xia Bingxin holding nannuo's hand slightly tightened, the whole person is particularly sad.
Nannuo frowned slightly and couldn't help reaching out and embracing the people around her. Why did she show such an expression? Why did she feel her heart tingle when she saw it?
”It's OK. It's all over, Auntie...”
Is it over? Xia Bingxin cried and shook his head, ”can't pass, can't pass all his life, because a Lian is dead!”
Dead?!
A little Leng, nannuo suddenly thought, if Wuge suddenly disappeared one day, if she found her... No, dare not think, completely dare not think!
”Did lillock and his father know?”
”Oh, this is the saddest part of a Lian. She didn't elope with others, but because of stomach cancer... In order to let Locke's father accept other women, she directed and performed the play herself, and in order to let Locke know that her death is not so hard to accept in the future, she acted herself as a bad woman.”
Xia Bingxin said here, heartache is abnormal, can only lie on nannuo shoulder, let tears fall, this is her secret for more than ten years, she never told anyone, and the girl is the first she want to talk to.
She lost her daughter when she was young, and a Lian had to go to another world when her children were young. God is so unfair, they are so kind women.
The bottom of my heart suddenly gave birth to a trace of inexplicable heartache to that strange man. He still hates his mother, but his mother no longer exists in this world, leaving all his love to him and his father.
Such a great mother has been resented, disgusted and misunderstood to this day
Gently patting Xia Bingxin's back, nannuo's throat choked. She couldn't see these painful things. Originally, she thought her fate had been very sad, but she didn't expect that... Everyone has bad things in life.
”After all these years, why don't you take a chance to tell lillock? I think maybe he just lacks a truth. ”
If he knew all this, he would not blame his mother. After all, the woman named a Lian never betrayed them.
Breathing deeply, Xia Bingxin tried to calm down those ups and downs in her heart. She stood up and wiped away the tears on her face with a faint smile. ”Hate, hate. At least he thought that a Lian was still alive in some corner of the world... People, what they fear most is that there is no hope. I'm afraid that smelly boy is still expecting that a Lian will come back to him one day.”
Nannuo frowns slightly and looks at the woman in front of her. Yes, her idea is too simple. She always thinks that things should have a result and a real thought, but in fact... People may not really need and be happy.
Everything does not have to always seek a result, as she and the man in general, after, do not ask, do not think.
In the afternoon, Xia Bingxin was sent downstairs. Seeing that she got on the bus, her spirit improved a lot. Nannuo waved with a smile, ”Auntie, I'll go to see you at the weekend. You can have a good rest for two days first.”
The man in the car nodded and grinned, ”I'll write it down. I'll come home for lunch on Saturday, and I'll tell them to make your favorite things.”
Looking at the car slowly driving out of the community, nannuo took a breath and looked up at some gloomy days. She always remembered the sad story in her mind. Life is changeable. If she had heard this story earlier, maybe she had treated those years with Yan Shenghan less radical than before.
But it's all in the past. In a word, they have no future and no future. ”Don't think about it. Maybe he has already forgotten about it...”
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