Part 25 (1/2)

Eric half expected the flower and the coins to have vanished: he'd remembered his mother reading him a bedtime story about fairy gold. No, the coins were still there, and the wilting flower. He hung up the coat and tried not to watch it, then made himself go out to the Weights & Scales for a drink. An hour of listening to people decades younger than he complaining about unemployment and immigrants and governments and prophesying the football match up the hill next Sat.u.r.day, and he went home. The pockets were empty, and so, when he slept, were his dreams.

As soon as he got up, he rummaged in the pockets. Still empty. Much more groping in the old material and he would be finding holes. He put the coat on, out of defiance to Charlie if nothing else, and plunged his hands into the pockets so as to look uncaring as he waited on the doorstep. The right-hand pocket contained a diamond as big as his thumbnail.

He ran upstairs and hid the diamond under his pillow. He ran down, then back up, and hid the coins next to the diamond. The van was just drawing up. Charlie gave him a look that made words superfluous, and took his time in handing over Eric's wages, which were supposed to include Eric's cut from the sale of the contents of the cleared house. The cut seemed smaller than it ought to be. Remembering the diamond, he didn't care. Charlie stared at him when he unb.u.t.toned the raincoat to stow the money in his s.h.i.+rt, but he didn't want to put anything in those pockets in case it might be spirited away.

The diamond made him careless, and so did the old lady whose house they were clearing. ”That's not mine,” she kept crying as they lifted furniture. ”Someone's trying to play a trick on me. Don't bother taking it, I won't have it in my house.” They carried on doggedly, hoping her son would arrive soon, and Eric almost dropped a tea-chest full of crockery for reaching in his pocket when he thought he felt it move, and kept on reaching in there for something that would make the day worthwhile. ------------------------------------377 The son, a middle-aged man with pinched eyes and a woeful mouth, arrived as they started on the bedrooms, and calmed his mother down as best he could while they brought down a wardrobe. ”Where have you been? I thought you were never coming,” she cried as Eric hurried back to the house, missing a step when something rattled in his pocket. It was a pearl necklace. ”That's mine. Look at him,” the old lady screeched, ”you've brought a thief into my house.”

”I don't think that's one of yours, Mummy.”

”It is, it is. You all want to rob me.”

Before Eric could think what to say, Charlie s.n.a.t.c.hed the necklace. ”So that's what you've been up to with your b.l.o.o.d.y silly coat. I ought to give you your cards right now.” He handed the necklace to the old lady. ”Of course it's yours, ma'am. Please accept my apologies. I've never had anything like this happen before in thirty-eight years of removals.”

”Go on then, give me my cards.” Eric was sure there must be plenty more where the necklace had come from. ”Don't you be making out I'm a thief. You're a thief.”

”Watch your tongue, lad, or I'll knock you down.” Charlie nodded fiercely at the son as if to tell him to be angry. ”And he will, too.”

”Don't call me lad. I'm not a lad, I'm forty, and I'm not a thief--you are. You steal my money you get from selling stuff I carried. And he steals my sandwiches,” he told the old lady, thinking that should show her--she was a mother, after all.

”Who said anything about sandwiches? You'll get no sandwiches from me. I wouldn't make you a cup of tea,” she screeched, ”except to pour it over your head.”

Eric had had enough. ”See how much you can s.h.i.+ft by yourself,” he told Charlie. ”And when you get tired, Muscles here can help you.”

He strode home, feeling as if all he'd said was a burden he'd thrown off, leaving him lighter, almost capable of flying. He didn't need Charlie or his cards, he didn't need anyone. The coat would keep him, however it worked--he didn't need to know how. He restrained himself from searching the pockets until he arrived home, in case it mightn't work in the open. But when he'd closed himself in, he found they were empty.

He hung the coat on the door and went out to the Nosebag Cafe for a pie and chips. When he returned to find the coat empty, he put it on. For a while he watched television so as not to keep reaching in the pockets; then he switched off the set and kept counting one to a hundred with his arms folded. Eventually he dozed and almost saw the face of the shape with arms ------------------------------------378 or hands that could reach around the world, that were reaching into his pockets or out of them. Once he awoke with his hands in his pockets, and s.n.a.t.c.hed them out in a panic.

In the morning he found a stone the size of the palm of his hand, a smooth stone that glittered and looked precious. As soon as he was dressed, he bought the cheapest newspaper to wrap the coins and jewel and stone individually before placing them in a supermarket bag. That left one sheet of newspaper, which he folded around the dead flower.

He clutched the bag to him in both hands all the way to the museum: there were too many thieves about these days. He wouldn't let the girl behind the desk at the museum see what he had; the fewer people who knew, the better. He waited for the top man and occasionally felt in his pockets.

He refused to open the bag until he was in the curator's office. The first item that came to hand was the flower. He didn't expect it to be worth anything; he just wanted to know what it was, while he antic.i.p.ated learning how wealthy he was. But the curator frowned at the flower, then at Eric. ”Where did you get this?”

”An old lady gave it to me. She didn't know what it was.”

”And where did she get it? You can't say? I thought not.” The curator picked up the phone on his desk. ”She ought to know it's a protected species.”

Eric gripped the bag and prepared to flee if the curator was calling the police. Instead he called some doctor to find out if any flowers had been taken from a garden, flowers with a long name that included Himalayas. None had, nor apparently had any other garden been robbed, and he put down the receiver. ”What else have you in there?”

”Nothing. I've brought the wrong things.” Eric tried not to back away too conspicuously. ”I'll have to come back,” he lied, and managed not to run until he was out of the museum.

He wandered the thirsty streets. Football fans looking for pubs or mischief elbowed him out of the way. He wasn't sure if he wanted to hide the contents of the bag at home or dump them in the nearest bin. He couldn't take them to be valued until he knew where they'd come from, and how was he to find that out? He was beginning to hate the d.a.m.ned coat; it had made a fool of him, had nearly got him arrested. He'd begun to grow furious, trying to unb.u.t.ton it and fumbling helplessly, when he remembered the address on the letter he'd seen in the medium's house. At once he made for the hill.

An old lady opened the door of the terraced house and rubbed her eyes as ------------------------------------379 if she had been asleep or weeping. She glanced sharply at his raincoat, then shook her head at herself. ”I don't want anything today,” she mumbled, starting to close the door.

”I've lost my parents.” He couldn't just ask if she knew about the coat. ”Someone said you could help me.”

”I don't go in for that anymore.” Nevertheless, she stood back for him. ”You do look lost. Come in if you want to talk.”

He didn't, not about his parents: even using them to trick his way in had made him feel guilty. As soon as he was seated in the parlour, which smelled of old furniture and lavender, he said ”Why did you give it up?”

She stared, then understood. ”The lady who used to put me in touch died herself.”

”Was she a good medium? Did they bring her things?”

He thought he'd been too direct, for she stiffened. ”That's what killed her, I think.”

His hands recoiled from the pockets, where they had been resting. ”What, being brought things?”

”Apports, they're called. Them, aye, and growing old.” She s.h.i.+vered. ”One of her guides was evil, that's what she didn't know.”

He gaped at her, out of his depth. ”He brought her flowers and treasures until he got to be her favourite,” she said. ”Then he started bringing other things until she was afraid to hold seances at all, but that didn't stop him. He started putting them in her bed when she was asleep.”

Eric was on his feet before he knew it, and struggling to unb.u.t.ton the coat until he realised that he meant to leave it in her house. She didn't deserve that or the contents of the supermarket bag. ”I've got to go now,” he stammered, and collided with furniture and doors on his way out of the house.

Football fans came crowding up the hill towards the football ground, singing and shouting and throwing empty beer cans. He went with them, since he didn't know where best to go. He couldn't be sure that the old lady's story had anything to do with the coat, with whatever brought him presents. Nevertheless, when something in the right-hand pocket b.u.mped against him, he found he couldn't swallow.

He wanted desperately to stand still, to prepare himself, if he could, to find out what was there, but the crowd crammed into the narrow streets shoved him onward, wouldn't let him out of its midst. He scarcely had room to reach down to the pocket; he wished he could use that as an excuse not to find out, but he couldn't bear not knowing what was sc.r.a.ping against him ------------------------------------380 with every step. Nor could he simply reach in. His fingers ranged shakily and timidly over the outside of the pocket to trace the shape within.

It felt like a cross. It must be; he could trace the chain it would hang from. He slipped his hand into the pocket and grabbed the chain before he could flinch, managed to raise it to eye level. Yes, it was a cross, a silver cross, and he'd never felt so relieved in his life; the old lady's tale couldn't have anything to do with him. He dangled the cross into the supermarket bag and lifted his hand to his mouth, for a splinter from somewhere had lodged in his finger. As he pulled out the splinter with his teeth, he noticed that his hand smelled of earth.

He had just realised that the cross was very like the one his father had always worn when he realised there was something in the left-hand pocket too.

He closed his eyes and plunged his hand in, to get it over with. His fingertips flinched from touching something cold, touched it again and discovered it was round, somewhat crusted or at least not smooth, a bulge on it smoother, less metallic. A stone in a ring, he thought, and took it out, sighing. It was the ring his mother had worn to her grave.

Something else was rolling about in the pocket--something which, he realised, choking, had slipped out of the ring. He s.n.a.t.c.hed it out and flung it away blindly, crying out with horror and fury and grief. Those nearest him in the crowd glanced at him, warning him not to go berserk while he was next to them; otherwise the crowd took no notice of him as it drove him helplessly uphill.

He tore at the b.u.t.tons and then at the coat. The material wouldn't tear; the b.u.t.tons might have been sewn through b.u.t.tonholes too small for them, they were so immovable. He felt as if he were going mad, as if the whole indifferent crowd were too--this nightmare of a crowd that wasn't slowing even now that it had come in sight of the football ground and the rest of itself. His hands were clenched on the supermarket bag at the level of his chest so as not to stray near his pockets, in which he thought he felt objects crawling. He was pleading, almost sobbing, first silently and then aloud, telling his parents he was sorry, he would never have stolen from them, he would pray for them if they wanted, even though he had never believed. ... Then he closed his eyes tight as the crowd struggled with itself, squeezed his eyes shut until they ached, for something was struggling in his pocket, feebly and softly. He couldn't bear it without screaming, and if he screamed in the midst of the crowd, he would know he was mad. He looked down.

It was a hand, a man's hand. A man had his hand in Eric's pocket, a ------------------------------------381 crawny youth who blinked at Eric as though to say the hand was nothing to do with him. He'd been trying to pick Eric's pocket, which had closed around his wrist just as the holes had closed around the b.u.t.tons. ”My G.o.d,” Eric cried between screaming and laughter, ”if you want it that badly, you can have it,” and all at once the b.u.t.tonholes were loose and the coat slipped off his arms, and he was fighting sideways out of the crowd.

He looked back once, then fought free of the crowd and stumbled uphill beyond the streets, towards the heath. Perhaps up there he would know whether to go to Charlie for his cards or his job. At last he realised he was still holding his mother's ring. He slipped it into his safest pocket and forced himself not to look back. Perhaps someone would notice how wild the pickpocket's eyes were growing; perhaps they might help him. In any case, perhaps it had only been the press of the crowd that had been giving him trouble as he struggled with the coat, one hand in the pocket, the other in the sleeve. Perhaps Eric hadn't really seen the sleeve worming, inching. He knew he'd seen the youth struggling to put on the coat, but he couldn't be sure that he'd seen it helping itself on. ------------------------------------382 ------------------------------------383

Apples

We wanted to be scared on Halloween, but not like that. We never meant anything to happen to Andrew. We only wanted him not to be so useless and show us he could do something he was scared of doing. I know I was scared the night I went to the allotments when Mr Gray was still alive. anything to happen to Andrew. We only wanted him not to be so useless and show us he could do something he was scared of doing. I know I was scared the night I went to the allotments when Mr Gray was still alive.

We used to watch him from Colin's window in the tenements, me and Andrew and Colin and Colin's little sister Jill. Sometimes he worked in his allotment until midnight, my mum once said. The big lamps on the paths through the estate made his face look like a big white candle with a long nose that was melting. Jill kept shouting ”Mr Toad” and shutting the window quick, but he never looked up. Only he must have known it was us and that's why he said we took his apples when kids from the other end of the estate did really.

He took our mums and dads to see how they'd broken his hedge because he'd locked his gate. ”If Harry says he didn't do it, then he didn't,” my dad went and Colin's, who was a wrestler, went ”If I find out who's been up to no good they'll be walking funny for a while.” But Andrew's mum only went ”I just hope you weren't mixed up in this, Andrew.” His dad and mum were like that, they were teachers and tried to make him friends at our school they taught at, boys who didn't like getting dirty and always had combs and handkerchiefs. So then whenever we were cycling round the paths by the allotments and Mr Gray saw us he said things like ”There are the children who can't keep their hands off other people's property” to anyone who was pa.s.sing. So one night Colin pinched four apples off his tree, and then it was my turn.

I had to wait for a night my mum sent me to the shop. The woman isn't supposed to sell kids cigarettes, but she does because she knows my mum. I came back past the allotments, and when I got to Mr Gray's I ducked down behind the hedge. The lamps that were supposed to stop people being mugged turned everything grey in the allotments and made Mr Gray's windows look as if they had metal shutters on. I could hear my heart jumping. I went to where the hedge was low and climbed over. ------------------------------------384 He'd put broken gla.s.s under the hedge. I managed to land on tiptoe in between the bits of gla.s.s. I hated him then, and I didn't even bother taking apples from where he mightn't notice, I just pulled some off and threw them over the hedge for the worms to eat. We wouldn't have eaten them, all his apples tasted old and bitter. I gave my mum her cigarettes and went up to Colin's and told Andrew ”Your turn next.”

He started hugging himself. ”I can't. My parents might know.”