Chapter 22 (1/2)
22.NIGHTMARE
The servants of the Teirah residence warmly received the two, who were soaked wet. Wiping their body with a towel, they warmed themselves at the fireplace, which brilliantly burned. They drank a whole cup of warm stew. After finis.h.i.+ng warming up themselves, the two parted ways.
One went to her room in order to make clothes for her friends.
The other one went to the room he was borrowing.
“Hey, Willian-kun. Could we talk for a bit?”
“Yes, of course.”
Willian was at his room. Louran Von Teirah was standing outside the room. Without any intentions of entering inside it, he was leaning onto the door.
“Let me give my thanks for having helped Lutogarde today. Thank you.”
“No, by thinking of how I am being looked after by you, doing this is only the obvious.”
“Ahaha, is that so?”
“Yes.”
The two fell in silence for a moment. In situations like that, Willian couldn´t carelessly open his mouth. Silence was golden; it wasn´t good for the [weaker side] to be the first to open the mouth.
“Lutogarde is smart, isn´t she? With how smart she is, she would have been useful if she was a man.”
Louran´s mood suddenly changed.
“Most of what that girl said is correct. I also won´t deny that. You are being used by the Teirah family, and you are using the Teirah family. It is a win-win situation that is extremely easy to understand. A wonderful interrelation. Let´s leave our emotions outside this. This is business. As long as it remains true, I will be [expecting] from you. I definitely want you to answer my [expectations].”
Even the very gentle Louran was like this under the cover of his pretense. Now that Willian knew about it, hiding it was unnecessary. Without his facade, Louran was much bigger and much more twisted than Willian had imagined.
“I understand.”
Willian could only say that. Because of many reasons, he couldn´t win right now. It was fine even if he was caught into a fight he couldn´t win. As long as he didn´t fight, he wouldn´t lose.
It was because of the mask. To the point of surprise, Willian was able to hold himself back in a collected manner and avoid fighting a war he couldn´t win. He was able to define the situation with composure. Without even noticing, Willian, whose mind had been chaotic these last few days, had gone back to clarity.
“”It is fine if I win another day. If I win in the end, it will be my win.””
Willian was showing a very dark smile. Louran, who was at the other side of the door, was probably having the same expression on his face. It was a relations.h.i.+p which both ate each other in their own interest.
Who was going to be the one eaten in the end?
At this night which Willian used a mask for the first time, he had a dream.
A black haired boy was hugging his legs and crying. There was a crowd of corpses in his surroundings calling for him in voices of resentment, and their hands would try to strangle him. Filled with malice, their bodies burned in hate. In the midst of that eternity of hate, the boy cried.
And only a single person, only a single corpse protected him.
“It´s alright, you are not wrong. It is not your fault.”
The girl spoke to him in a gentle voice. She had the same hair and the same eyes the boy had.
“Really? Is it really not my fault?”