Part 7 (1/2)

She put down her cup rather suddenly, and faced him squarely, her blue eyes full of a resolution which added several years to her age.

”Dr. Anstice.” Her deep voice had lost its richness and sounded hard. ”I should like to tell you something of myself. Oh”--she laughed rather cynically--”I'm not going to bore you with a rhapsody intended to convey to you that I am a much misunderstood woman and all the rest of it.

Only, if you are to see me again, I think I should like you to know just who and what I am.”

Mystified, Anstice bowed.

”Whatever you tell me I shall be proud to hear--and keep to myself,” he said.

”Thanks.” Her manner had lost its slight animation and was once more weary, indifferent. ”Well, first of all, have you ever seen me before?”

”No. Though I confess that something in your face seemed familiar to me last night.”

”Oh.” She did not seem much impressed. ”Well, to put it differently, have you ever heard of me?”

”No,” said Anstice. ”To the best of my belief I have never heard your name before.”

”I see. Well, I will tell you who I am, and what I am supposed to have done.” No further warmth enlivened her manner, which throughout was cold, almost, one would have said, absent. ”When I was eighteen I married Major Carstairs, a soldier a good many years older than myself.

Presently I went out to India with him, and lived there for four years, coming home when our child was three years old.”

She paused.

”I came here--this was my husband's old home--and settled down with Cherry. And when I had been in the parish a year or so, there was a scandal in Littlefield.”

She stopped, and her mouth quivered into a faint smile.

”Oh, I was not the chief character--at first! It was a case in which the Vicar's wife won an unenviable notoriety. It seemed there had been a secret in her life, years before when she was a pretty, silly girl, which was known to very few besides her husband and, I presume, her own people. Now you would not think I was a sympathetic person--one in whom a sentimental, rather neurotic woman would confide. Would you?”

And looking at her, with her air of cold indifference, of complete detachment from the world around her, Anstice agreed that he would not expect her to be the confidante of such a woman.

”Yet within a month of our meeting Laura Ogden had confided her secret to me--and a silly, futile story it was.” Her pale face looked disdain at the remembrance. ”No harm, of course, was done. I kept her secret and advised her not to repeat what she had told me to anyone else in Littlefield.”

”She followed your advice?” Anstice had no idea what was coming, but an interest to which he had long been a stranger was waking slowly in his heart.

”_Chi lo so?_” She shrugged her shoulders. ”Afterwards she swore she had told no one but me. You see it appeared she very soon regretted having given me her confidence. It happened that shortly after she had told me her story we had--not a quarrel, because to tell you the truth I wasn't sufficiently interested in her to quarrel with her--but there was a slight coolness between us, and for some time we were not on good terms.

Then--well, to cut a long story short, one day anonymous letters and post cards began to fly about the parish, bearing scurrilous comments on that unhappy woman's past history. At first the Vicar tried to hush up the matter, but as you may imagine”--her voice rang with delicate scorn--”everyone else thoroughly enjoyed talking things over and wondering and discussing--with the result that the Bishop of the Diocese heard the tale and came down to hold a private inquiry into the matter.”

She stopped short and held out her hand for his cup.

”More tea? I haven't finished yet.”

”No more, thank you.” He rose, placed his cup on the tray and sat down again in silence.

”The Bishop suggested it was a matter for the police. The writer of those vile communications must be discovered and punished at all costs, he said. So not only the authorities but all the amateur detectives of both s.e.xes in the neighbourhood went to work to find the culprit. And _I_ was the culprit they found.”

”You?” For once in his life Anstice was startled out of his usual self-control.

”Yes. They fixed upon me as the anonymous writer of those loathsome scrawls; and the district was provided with a sensation after its own heart.”