Chapter 50 (2/2)
He was seely ”devoured” by that demon when he tried to protect Marca
If Marca knew that he was unable to cast spells because of that reason, it would have certainly break her
And hence Elvie asked his mother to keep the real reason away from Marca, to keep her in the dark
He decided to play the role of an ”cool Big Brother” in front of her up until the end
No, not only Marca, he was hoping to fool even hih he hiless it was
He could technically come with some kind of ”natural” excuse for his current condition, but on the other hand it was better that he didn't tell her anything
In addition, his going to his grandfather's Acade the dor
It was not even necessary for hio alic
In fact, his ested to send him to normal school, but she didn't even wanted to hear about that and was ada him there
So he even went as far as to ask his art - when he began his education at Signos
And it was true hell for him the moment after he entered the Acade able to usedeal, his heart was filled with a whole variety of dark and sad emotions
He wanted to cry every ti it could have very well be him
But, Elvie was unable to do that anymore
All of that depression even took a toll on his studies
He was not as smart as Aru, so he studied even more than everyone else and spent more time in the library than any other student from his year
After he chose the Coan his training every single day from that day on
He exercised more than anyone, trained combat more than anyone and studied more than anyone
He chose the Coet rid of that sense of powerlessness he felt the day he was unable to protect Marca And above all, there was that burning sense of hatred towards that demon
He was always there, always his enemy
How could he defeat him? By what means? What are its weaknesses?
He read the materials about them in the library, as well as run countless simulations inside of his head
But no matter what he did, he just couldn't win
And so he did his best to stay at the top when it comes to combat abilities in his year
But even if he was able to defeat kids of the saainst the deled with
Why was he unable to use ic?
To make up for that, he rerandun in her house, and he caun like that all on his own
Elvie's ht ical exercises
He went to the Hunters Guild, ask the old Hunter who used a et one for himself as a research ical engeneering, and even et Iori on board, whose abilities were about to be proved invaluable in the upco weeks, and two of them established their very own club so that they could conduct their research in peace
For so that demon was all that Elvie was able to think about
The more serious he was about it, the shorter his letters to Marca were beco
So she would went to the Combat Department and ask for a reason behind his behavior
But Even then, he would tell her that he was attending the Magical Course
Aside froun, he would always think about that derowthe breaks from school and summer vacations
He was relieved to see that she was able to smile just like she always have, but at the sanos as soon as possible, afraid that his lies et exposed
But still, her hollow expression was engraved deeply inside of his mind
He was bound by the lie he invented so that he could protect her
That's why he was so surprised when nos Academy
There is little to no contact between the elementary division and the middle school division, not to mention the specific courses
Marca did not h she later wrote to him that he wouldn't have to see her if he didn't wanted to
However, the fact that his sister entered the sa that he simply couldn't overlook
Elvie tried to spend his days as normally as he could, but deep down inside he was curios to see just how Marca was doing
Unlike Elvie, Marca entered the Acade before the ruh they weren't accurate ones
There weren't any students here ould go and change schools one day, so everything stayed within Acadeenuine interest ofalong with Marca, he couldn't think anything else but that it was fate
He knew that if he refused them, he would lose
He lost count of how many times he wanted to be just like his little underclassht now
[I' his feet fro
He did all of that just so he could feel better
He kept on doing just that, and as the result?
He hurt Marca Hebeen able to attend this Acade if it would be possible to return things to the way they used to be in the past?
What should I do? He had no idea
He was supposed to be stronger
Even if you were unable to use ic, there were still ways for you to be able to defeat a phanto that incident he was helpless, and felt as though nothing has changed
Feeling a huge lump of emotions inside of his chest, Aru's stunned expression crosses his mind
The moment healong with Marca
One day,of the new seirl-like appearance suddenly popped up in the middle of the middle school division's classroom
His carefree smile and innocent appearance reminded Elvie of Marca, and he decided to use the boy in order to escape his sense of guilt
However, as if in spite of Elvie's concerns, Aruwith his class in little to no time at all, thanks to his innocent aura
Still, even though nothing has changed, Elvie felt as though Aru e to beat him
Each time he remembered how happy Marca looked when she was around hi really unpleasant at the back of his heart
He felt envious for all of his knowledge, and the way his golden eyes shone every ti new
However, all of that was gone when they were talking about iun as equals, with no ill will in between theh he could let a sigh of true relief for the first tiood to hiht and cheerful voice, Elvie felt that there was nothing that he couldn't do, that he could finally be hi to feel depressed or ic like everybody else
I see, I,
He didn't wanted to be a disappointment in Aru's eyes as much as he didn't wanted to a disappointh he was still in the school building, he could see only darkness in front of his eyes
Today he had classes as well There was really high probability that he would end up , he needed to think about how to handle this
First of all, he needed to apologize to Aru, for saying all of those horrible things
Also, for kicking hiets scolded by Marca? And what if she asks about why he invited Aru to his club in the first place?
Just thinking about all that, his hands turned ice-cold
Think for a moment!
At the very least, you won't have to ot his ar rapped around his arm
It was a small hand with decorative bracelets wrapped all around it
[Elv-senpai!]
Being called by a bright voice, Elvie raised his face
There he saw a person clad in black uniforhtly