Part 9 (1/2)
”It is fifty years old,” said he, pouring a little of the liqueur into each of the gla.s.ses.
He added seriously, ”I drink to your health, Jean Oberle, and to your return to Alsheim!”
But Jean, without answering directly, and with every one silent, and looking at Odile, who had withdrawn to the cupboard, and who, standing erect against it, was also looking at and studying her old playfellow returned to his native country, said:
”I drink to the land of Alsace!”
By the tone of the words, by the gesture of the hand raising the little sparkling gla.s.s, by the look fixed on the end of the room, some one understood that the land of Alsace was here personified and present. The tall, beautiful daughter of the Bastians remained motionless, leaning against the cupboard, which framed her in its yellowish shadow. But her eyes had the brightness that wheat has when it waves at a breath of wind in the suns.h.i.+ne, and without turning her head, without ceasing to look straight in front of her, her eyelids slowly lowered and shut, saying thank you!
And that was all.
Madame Bastian had not even looked up. Odile had said not a word--Jean bowed and went out.
The old Mayor of Alsheim rejoined him outside.
”I will go with you to the other end of my garden,” he said, ”for it is better for us--for you--and for your father, that you should not be seen coming down the avenue. You will seem to be coming from the fields.”
”What a strange country this has become!” said the young man in an angry tone. ”Because you do not hold the same opinions as my father you cannot receive me, and when I leave you I must do so secretly, and after having had to submit to the insult of a silence which was hard to bear. I can tell you that!”
He spoke loudly enough to be heard from the house, from which he was only a few steps away. The usual paleness of his complexion was more noticeable, and emotion contracted the muscles of his neck and jaws, and all his face had a tragic expression.
M. Bastian led him on.
”I have another reason for taking you that way,” he said, ”it will be longer, and I have things to explain to you.”
They took a path that was not gravelled, which went by the plane-trees, pa.s.sed a kitchen garden and then crossed a little wood.
”You do not understand, dear boy,” said M. Bastian, in a voice which was firm without being harsh, ”because you have not yet really lived among us. It has not changed; what you see dates back for thirty years.”
Through an opening in the trees they saw a little bit of the plain, with the belfry of Barr in the distance, and the blue Vosges mountains above and beyond.
”Formerly,” continued M. Bastian, pointing vaguely to the country, ”our Alsace was just one family. Big and little knew each other and lived happily together. You know that even now I make no difference between rich and poor, between a citizen of Strasburg and a wood-cutter from the mountain. But what is done is done--we have been torn away, against our will, from France, and treated brutally because we did not say 'Yes.' We cannot revolt--we cannot drive away our masters, who know nothing about our hearts or our lives.
But we do not admit them to our friends.h.i.+p, neither them nor those amongst us who have taken the side of the stronger.”
He stopped speaking for a moment, not wis.h.i.+ng to say all that he thought on this subject, and went on, taking Jean's hand.
”You are very angry with my wife because of her reception of you; but you are not the cause of it, neither is she. Until the doubt which rests on you is lifted, you are he who was educated in Germany, and the woman you have just seen is this country.
Reflect--you must not bear a grudge against her. We have not all been faithful to Alsace, we men; and the best of us have compromised and have more or less recognised the new master. Not so the women--Ah! Jean Oberle, I have not the courage to disclaim them even when you whom I love so well are the subject. Our Alsatian women are not insulting you in any ordinary way when they do not receive you; they are defending their country, they are carrying on the war.” The old man had tears in his red and wrinkled eyes.
”You will know me later,” said Jean.
They were at the end of the little park before a wooden door as mouldy as the other. M. Bastian opened it, shook the young man's hand and stayed a long time at the end of the wood watching Jean go away and get smaller on the plain, his head bent against the wind, which was still blowing, and more violently.
Jean was troubled to the depth of his soul.
Between him and each family in this old country he felt he was going to find his father. He was suffering from having been born in the house towards which he was going. He saw the image of Odile as the only sweet thing of this first day, and her eyes were slowly, slowly closing.
CHAPTER V
COMPANIONS OF THE ROAD