Chapter 1214 (2/2)

She has an enviable good job, and I have no place to stand in the crowd.

She has always been the focus of all people, but I am as humble as an apple.

In the dead of night, often think of her, but finally understand, you and I across a heavy day.

But one day, I suddenly found that, I can also have the right to love, with the right to pursue, at that time, regardless, who cares about other.

I can't tell whether it is love or obsession, but I know that this girl belongs to me!

She is my li Dong's!

I don't want to, also do not want to, let her into the arms of others, I thought, I will give her everything, give her all, give her all that she wants

This idea, for a long time, has been in my mind.

I always feel that I will not change this idea, nor will I change this idea

But one day, I suddenly found that I couldn't hold on

Another woman appeared. In those years when you were not around, she paid silently and held fast. I was suddenly afraid.

I'm afraid, I'll change my original intention, I'm afraid, I'll forget the girl I've been dreaming about.

But I still tell myself, all these are false, why does she like me?

I have money!

I have the ability!

If I have no money and no ability, will she still like me?

Can turn a head to think, I him if a rubbish, ghost just look up to me!

If I really have no money, no ability and no status, why should I like others, love others and pursue others!

Even I think so. Why do I feel that if I have money and ability, others should pay for me?

Four years, more than 1000 days and nights, the first two years, I still remember my original intention, remember my favorite.

But the next two years, I gradually found that I seem to have changed.

Until one day, someone told me that she was more than 30 years old, more than 30 years old woman, her life the most brilliant four years, unexpectedly accompanied me this no commitment man to spend together!

Is it money that she loves?

Or the right to love?

I don't believe it myself.

Of course, these are not the reasons why I changed my original intention. Even if I was in my thirties, what was it to do with me? My obsession was still holding on.

But one day, when I jokingly told her, you have white hair, just oneIn such a word, she suddenly panic can not, I have never seen her so scared, I really just joked.

But she was so scared that even I was scared.

After being scared, there is endless uneasiness, endless guilt, endless remorse

My obsession, this moment collapsed.

Really, not long ago, not long ago, even you are about to graduate, come back soon

I even thought, when you graduate, give you a grand ceremony, I want to let the whole world know that you are mine!

But at that moment, I decided to break my promise... ”

Li Dong's voice in the classroom around, choking voice gradually dissipated.

For a long time, Qin Yuhan said in a low voice: ”not because of something else?”

Li Dong sighed: ”what else? Do you think so?

Now I wish I could stay away from politics and chaos.

If it was just a simple use, I would have kicked it away. At this time, she was of no value to me.

Kicking her away is a kind of self-protection.

The so-called threat, the so-called threat, is a joke.

Her mother may think so, but her mother doesn't understand. If I kick her off, I will get more resources, more contacts and more optimistic.

It's not just sympathy. I don't want to cheat you. I love her. Otherwise, cold-blooded like me would not choose to do so. ”

”What about me?”

”Obsession, and love.”

”Don't you find it ironic?”

Li Dong said in a low voice: ”it's very ironic. I often mock myself, big man. What love do you talk about? Now, don't you feel sick about talking about love?

Disgusting to disgust, love or love, do not love, I will let go

Qin Yuhan is silent.

It's quiet in the whole world.

I don't know how long, Qin Yuhan said again: ”where does obsession come from?”

Li Dong vomited, ”maybe it's a dream, some things can't be explained clearly.”

Qin Yuhan no longer asked this question. He turned his head and looked at Li Dong's eyes directly. With tears in his smile, he said, ”in other words, I lost to her just because she is old?”

Li Dong, with a bitter smile, said in a low voice: ”it's not old. I always think that this word is heard by her. She will go crazy. It's the difference of age.”

”Then I would rather I were ten years old!”

Qin Yuhan laughed at himself and continued for a long time: ”how to deal with me?”

Li Dong was silent.

Qin Yuhan nodded and said with a smile: ”I seem to understand that your so-called not to let go, the so-called obsession, has told me.

But why should I promise you

Li Dong licked his lips, stuffy way: ”because do not promise, I will not let go!”

”Because you have money?” Qin Yuhan sneered.

Li Dong shook his head and said, ”I can do it not because I have money, but because I have money.

I have no money and I will do the same. Of course, it is one thing to be able to do it or not, and it is one thing to do it or not.

For example, in those days, I thought that you had to be single for a lifetime. I even imagined that if you got married, I would go to a big wedding

I can't do it, though I just think about it.

But these are my real thoughts, because I don't want to.

It's just that I couldn't do it before, but I can do it now. It's a difference in execution, not a change in thinking. ”

”You are very overbearing As always. ” Qin Yuhan concluded.

Li Dong nodded, without denying: ”I admit that I am very overbearing, because I have this qualification now, although it will make you feel selfish, cold-blooded and scum.

But I still want to say, you are my, I will not give to anyone!

Even if it is death, what I want to see is that you and I die together, buried together, not with others!

Maybe when it comes to the day, I'll let go, but not now. Because I'm young, I don't want to see this scene, and I don't want to see it. I'll go crazy. ”

”What if you're crazy?”

Li Dong mumbled: ”you may have to be single for a lifetime, because all the men close to you have been killed by me...”

Qin Yuhan was impatient and smiling, ”the comments you give yourself are really accurate, selfish, cold-blooded and merciless!”

Li Dongshan said: ”you can add a scum. It's OK to be more vicious. I think I can bear it.”

”I've never seen anyone as mean as you!” Qin Yuhan gnaws his teeth.

Li Dong nodded and agreed: ”I admit it, so you are mine after all, and can only be mine.

I don't want to regret my whole life. Against my conscience, I wish you happiness. I can't do it.

I really want to do it, I am not a bitch, but a saint. ”

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