Chapter 590 (1/2)
After so many things, Nie Chen's mind has become more and more mature. He also understands more and more things. His ideas are gradually changing with his experience.
A person's thought does not exist since he was born; a person is not born with absolute wisdom and experience. No one can plan his life well when he is young.
Nie Chen is the same. At the beginning, he planned several steps in his life. But now, in his opinion, it seems that everything is still a little immature. He does not fully understand the world, and he even has no idea of his own life.
However, at that time, how could he simply plan his life into the seemingly simple three steps?
In this world, there is no absolute good and evil, and there is no absolute black and white. It is just like when he was in opposition to the ancestor god of Qin, he always felt that the ancestor god of Qin was indeed a very evil existence; the existence of the ancestor god of Qin was a kind and righteous nature, which did not exist.
However, as Nie Chen fought against the ancestor god of the Qin clan, he once again redefined and recognized the justice and evil of the world. However, the impact of this new definition and understanding on his past thoughts is very obvious. After a person experiences new things, it is inevitable that his views on his past will change.
”Is this ancestor god of Qin nationality really evil?” Nie Chen couldn't help asking this question when he thought about it. However, no one would answer the question. If he could answer himself, he could only explore the answer himself.
However, after understanding the past of the ancestor god of Qin, Nie Chen seemed to see himself in a trance; his past self was so similar to that of the ancestor god of the Qin nationality; the past of the ancestor god of the Qin nationality was lonely and against the whole world. All along, this lonely feeling has always covered Nie Chen deeply.
Once upon a time, I was so helpless and lonely. I was so lonely. No one was willing to help myself and understand myself, but I was so weak Even now, this feeling in Nie Chen's heart has almost always changed.
Although Zifeng's life has given him great safety, although he has made many new friends, it seems that he has found the meaning of living. However, living in this world is a passive state, which is a very sad thing.
It seems that he has been passive all the time. He has never faced the world and his life with a positive and optimistic attitude. His life is dignified and his spirit is depressed So, all along, when he saw the smile that appeared on other people's faces, he even felt that the smile was just a superficial one.
Those bright smiles on other people's faces, those from the heart, never appeared on Nie Chen's face Then, did he really never smile like this? In fact, he had such a smile when the master was still there and the sect was still there It was only the memory of his own heart that made Nie Chen sure that the smiles on other people's faces were real.
He still has a lot of things to deal with, and he still has a lot of things that have not been completed; however, his heart has been exhausted for a long time.
But although he was tired, Nie Chen never stopped his own pace; his will was not broken down by the loneliness and fatigue in his heart, and he did not give up until he came to this day.
He is a sorcerer. He is the public enemy of the world. He is the evil man that everyone in the world wants to kill. He is a bloodthirsty person who is heinous and merciless He and the whole world are enemies. It seems that the whole world wants to wipe him out completely.
It is a terrible state, a desperate situation; only those who have been completely isolated from the world can know how dark and cold the loneliness that has eroded their soul