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Felicity was not close to Sofony Mendez. However, since she was the only friend who had the heart to visit her in her most vulnerable moment, she kindly invited her in.

”Your house is really huge.”

”Yeah.”

Felicity guided the other girl in her room and ordered one of their maids to bring some snacks and drinks. The look of unwillingness and annoyance that flashed in that maid's face didn't escape Felicity and Sofony's eyes. Felicity didn't comment on it and just motioned her visitor to take a seat on the couch opposite hers.

”You should be also like that to me.” Self-mockingly, Felicity blurted out once the maid was out of sight.

Sofony was busy suppressing the heavy feeling in her so she idiotically asked, ”Why?”

”Haha.”

A bitter laugh rang out as a response. Then, Felicity added.

”Don't bullshit me that you didn't see yet how my body was played by so many men. The videos last night spread wide. I bet the whole city knows. Even the maid, who has been with us for so many years, is giving me detesting glances, what more of the people outside? I don't want to imagine. And I didn't come to school due to that.”

Sofony immediately lowered her face. Felicity assumed it was her silent way of saying yes. That everybody in Holy Child Academy were doing so. A sharp pain bisected her heart. As expected, she was now being despised and laughed at. What else she should expect?

”I'm not bright. But I'm sure that everyone is talking badly about me by now. After all, who would have thought that a Felicity Dimatrionez is a sex-maniac fucked by a group of stupid men.”

”Stop speaking like that!”

Felicity who was hurting within so much ignored Sofony's agitated interjection.

”What? Too pure to bear the word 'fuck'? Who cares? I already accepted it all. Chris even swore to never look at and for me again. He couldn't accept how I loved doing sex with other men. I know nobody with pure feelings and sane head like him would be able to. And I guess, Floyd only accepted it because he's not in love with me and only enamored with my body. Well, that's the reason why I chose him to be my boyfriend.”

Sofony closed her eyes. Felicity mockingly watched her but loathed her for doing so.

”Do you feel like I'm so vulgar now? Haha, Miss Sofony, you wouldn't be able to imagine how worst I really am.”

'I perfectly know...'

In Sofony's mind, these words crossed, but of course, the other girl was unaware.

A long while followed, Sofony took a deep breath and started talking about another concern, ”I saw Chris. He's running away from your house. He left the gate opened, and that's how I managed to get in.” She apologized about the trespassing issue before resuming.

”It's true that he looks devastated since he didn't even glance at me when I call him. But you know, he still loves you, very much, and he's just temporarily muddle-headed. You know that only someone who loves sincerely can have a broken heart. But in the end, after he grieves over it, he will still realize that the feelings are still there. And it's only you who have to make a decision, whether you want to be with him or not.”

Felicity merely shook her head then sarcastically laughed. ”I thought you don't know love?”

”I don't. But I'm not blind.”

”But you are kind of stupid. So much for our grade's fifth-ranked.” Felicity's voice conveyed her sneering and the eyes looking at Sofony was full of criticism. ”How come you don't understand that no self-respecting man will accept a girl with no sexual self-respect? I already said it a while ago. Is it hard for you to comprehend that the moment he saw those videos, we can no longer be?”

Felicity's voice reached a higher pitch as she shouted to the idiotic girl giving her a stunned look.

”You don't know who I really am. In the surface, I know you as a gentle beautiful nerdy. Meanwhile, you know me as Floyd's girlfriend, Wendy's friend, and now a slut everybody in the world is laughing at. I actually have predicted sooner or later, this will be my ending. It's because I refused to change my ways. It's my choice. I embraced this life in my own accord. So don't pity me.”

Sofony's mouth was open and it kept on moving, a sign that she wanted to say some words of refute or comfort. However, her guilty conscience kept on bugging her, confusing her, to the point she doubted if it's alright for her to speak. In the end, she didn't manage to say anything.

Silence assumed reign of the place for a long time. Felicity gradually calmed down while looking at her feet. A part of her was loosening up after the outburst, but still, she no longer wished to continue this meaningless talk.

Felicity's mouth open again, this time, her tone was a lot lower but still sad and unfeeling.