Part 22 (1/2)
Just when she was closing this letter Camilla took out the paper again and wrote a postscript.
”Violet Lancing scratched to some purpose the other day! I have had a letter from the old man _commanding_ me to take the children to spend Christmas with him. I have not answered him, but I mean to tell him to go to ...”--she made a great dash--”church on Christmas morning,” she finished. ”As I am promised to you, I cannot go to the Lancings, can I?” she wrote underneath.
Caroline was far too busy in these the first days of new occupation to give much heed to the fact that Rupert Haverford had sent no answer to the letter she had written to him.
Naturally the life was not so golden-hued in these after days as it had seemed that first day.
She found the children, if not exactly spoilt, certainly not trained as they should have been trained.
With the elder one, indeed, a good many difficulties threatened, but Caroline was resolved to find nothing too hard or difficult, and her long experience of school discipline came into splendid prominence now.
Her starting task was to try and put a little organization into the life of the nursery.
She did not mind what she did herself to bring about some method to regulate the hours, but she quickly let the servants know that they must meet her halfway.
She found it necessary to change any number of accepted habits. When she learned how irregular had been the nursery arrangements, she marvelled that her little charges were so healthy or so tractable.
Dennis gave her great a.s.sistance.
”You keep things down, my dear. Don't you be afraid of having your own way. The mistress won't interfere. She trusts every one. That's why she gets done so often.”
Another time Dennis introduces the question of expense.
”The way money is just thrown away in this house! ... There's not a one, barrin' myself, to give a thought to the one as has to pay. Why, many's the time I've seen nurse pitch away a bottle of special milk what couldn't be used; and d'ye think that stopped her in the orderin'?
Not it!”
That there had been waste and extravagance to an almost criminal degree Caroline had quickly discovered for herself. Dennis had told her that the children possessed more feathers and frills, more lace frocks than any other two children in the United Kingdom, and this was no exaggeration. In all things that were practical and necessary, however, they were as shabby and as ragged as any little beggar in the street.
Every night Caroline devoted herself to overlooking the children's wardrobe.
She mended what could be mended, and arranged all as far as she could, but she could not spin stockings or weave warm under garments out of thin air.
For a day or two the girl hesitated as to whether she should approach Mrs. Lancing on this subject. She was really unwilling to do so, but finally decided it was better that she should go straight to the point in this and in all other matters connected with the children and her care of them.
And so one evening, as Camilla was dressing for an early dinner engagement, there came a knock at her door, and Dennis asked if she would see Miss Graniger.
Mrs. Lancing was sitting in front of her looking-gla.s.s, her short, wavy hair was loose on her shoulders.
At sight of Caroline she took alarm, and, turning round, waved her hair-brush protestingly.
”Don't tell me that you have come to give me notice,” she said forcibly, ”because I won't take it!”
Caroline laughed.
”I am still marvelling at my good fortune at being with you,” she said.
She looked admiringly at Camilla. How pretty! how very pretty this woman was! Each time that she saw Mrs. Lancing she seemed to see her in a more attractive way.
Now, in her white flowing gown, with her curly hair falling about her face, she looked hardly older than little Betty herself.
There was an unconscious wistfulness in Camilla Lancing's eyes that waked a strong rush of tenderness and protective affection in Caroline's heart whenever she looked into them.