Part 9 (1/2)

”Oh, she's not my wife-”

Detective Klecko started the recorder again. ”Continuing interview with Mr. Pers.h.i.+ng Dennard . . . . So, Mr. Dennard, you claim not to have seen Eric Ordbecker on Monday, September 24? When was the last time you did see Eric?”

”I'm not claiming anything. I didn't see the kid that day. Last time I saw him? I don't know-two weeks ago, maybe. I was talking to his dad. Let me tell you, you're questioning the wrong person. Don't you have the reports we've made about weirdoes sneaking around the building? You should be chatting them up. The weirdoes, I mean.”

”Well, let's not worry about them. Let's talk about you a bit more, shall we?”

And so it went for another two hours. Finally, the detective killed the recorder and thanked him for his cooperation. He didn't think there would be any more questions. Wanda met Pers.h.i.+ng in the reception area. She wore one of her serious work dresses and no gla.s.ses; her eyes were puffy from crying. Wrestling with his irritation at seeing her before he'd prepared his explanations, he hugged her and inhaled the perfume in her hair. He noted how dark the station had become. Illumination came from the vending machines and a reading lamp at the desk sergeant's post. The sergeant himself was absent.

”Mr. Dennard?” Detective Klecko stood silhouetted in the office doorway, backlit by his flickering computer monitor.

”Yes, Detective?” What now? Here come the cuffs, I bet. What now? Here come the cuffs, I bet.

”Thank you again. Don't worry yourself over . . . what we discussed. We'll take care of everything.” His face was hidden, but his eyes gleamed.

The detective's words didn't fully hit Pers.h.i.+ng until he'd climbed into Wanda's car and they were driving to Anthony's, an expensive restaurant near the marina. She declared a couple of gla.s.ses of wine and a fancy lobster dinner were called for. Not to celebrate, but to restore some semblance of order, some measure of normalcy. She seemed equally, if not more, shaken than he was. That she hadn't summoned the courage to demand where he'd been for three days told him everything about her state of mind.

We'll take care of everything.

*anda parked in the side lot of a darkened bank and went to withdraw cash from the ATM. Pers.h.i.+ng watched her from the car, keeping an eye out for lurking muggers. The thought of dinner made his stomach tighten. He didn't feel well. His head ached and chills knotted the muscles along his spine. Exhaustion caused his eyelids to droop.

”Know what I ask myself?” Terry whispered from the vent under the dash. ”I ask myself why you never told the cops about the two 'men' who took me away. In all these years, you've not told the whole truth to anyone.”

Pers.h.i.+ng put his hand over his mouth. ”Jesus!”

”Don't weasel. Answer the question.” Answer the question.”

In a gesture he dimly acknowledged as absurd, he almost broke the lever in his haste to close the vent. ”Because they didn't exist,” he said, more to convince himself. ”When the search parties got to me, I was half dead from exposure, ranting and raving. You got lost. You just got lost and we couldn't find you.” He wiped his eyes and breathed heavily.

”You think your visit with us was unpleasant? It was a gift. Pull yourself together. We kept the bad parts from you, Percy my boy. For now, at least. No sniveling; it's unbecoming in a man your age.”

Pers.h.i.+ng composed himself sufficiently to say, ”That kid! What did you b.a.s.t.a.r.ds do? Are you trying to hang me? Haven't I suffered enough to please you sickos?”

”Like I said; you don't know the first thing about suffering. Your little friend Eric does, though.”

Wanda faced the car, folding money into her wallet. A shadow detached from the bushes at the edge of the building. Terry rose behind her, his bone-white hand spread like a catcher's mitt above her head. His fingers tapered to needles. He grinned evilly at Pers.h.i.+ng, and made a shus.h.i.+ng gesture. From the vent by some diabolical ventriloquism: ”We'll be around. If you need us. Be good.”

Wanda slung open the door and climbed in. She started the engine and kissed Pers.h.i.+ng's cheek. He scarcely noticed; his attention was riveted upon Terry waving as he melted into the shrubbery.

He didn't touch a thing at dinner. His nerves were shot-a child cried, a couple bickered with a waiter, and boisterous laughter from a neighboring table set his teeth on edge. The dim lighting was provided by candles in bowls and lamps in sconces. He couldn't even see his own feet through the shadows when he glanced under the table while Wanda had her head turned. The bottle of wine came in handy. She watched in wordless amazement as he downed several consecutive gla.s.ses.

That night his dreams were smooth and black as the void.

*he calendar ticked over into October. Elgin proposed a long weekend at his grandfather's cabin. He'd bring his latest girlfriend, an Evergreen graduate student named Sarah; Mel and Gina, and Pers.h.i.+ng and Wanda would round out the expedition. ”We all could use a day or two away from the bright lights,” Elgin said. ”Drink some booze, play some cards, tell a few tales around the bonfire. It'll be a hoot.”

Pers.h.i.+ng would have happily begged off. He was irritable as a badger. More than ever he wanted to curl into a ball and make his apartment a den, no trespa.s.sers allowed. On the other hand, he'd grown twitchier by the day. Shadows spooked him. Being alone spooked him. There'd been no news about the missing child and he constantly waited for the other shoe to drop. The idea of running into Mark Ordbecker gave him acid. He prayed the Ordbeckers had focused their suspicion on the real culprits and would continue to leave him in peace.

Ultimately he consented to the getaway for Wanda's sake. She'd lit up at the mention of being included on this most sacred of annual events. It made her feel that she'd been accepted as a member of the inner circle.

Late Friday afternoon, the six of them loaded food, extra clothes, and sleeping bags into two cars and headed for the hills. It was an hour's drive that wound from Olympia through the nearby pastureland of the Waddell Valley toward the Black Hills. Elgin paced them as they climbed a series of gravel and dirt access roads into the high country. Even after all these years, Pers.h.i.+ng was impressed how quickly the trappings of civilization were erased as the forest closed in. Few people came this far-mainly hunters and hikers pa.s.sing through. Several logging camps were located in the region, but none within earshot.

Elgin's cabin lay at the end of an overgrown track atop a ridge. Below, the valley spread in a misty gulf. At night, Olympia's skyline burned orange in the middle distance. No phone, no television, no electricity. Water came from a hand pump. There was an outhouse in the woods behind the cabin. While everyone else unpacked the cars, Pers.h.i.+ng and Mel fetched wood from the shed and made a big fire in the pit near the porch, and a second fire in the ma.s.sive stone hearth inside the cabin. By then it was dark.

Wanda and Gina turned the tables on the men and demonstrated their superior barbequing skills. Everyone ate hot dogs and drank Lowenbrau and avoided gloomy conversation until Elgin's girlfriend Sarah commented that his cabin would be ”a great place to wait out the apocalypse” and received nervous chuckles in response.

Pers.h.i.+ng smiled to cover the p.r.i.c.kle along the back of his neck. He stared into the night and wondered what kind of apocalypse a kid like Sarah imagined when she used that word. Probably she visualized the polar icecaps melting, or the world as a desert. Pers.h.i.+ng's generation had lived in fear of the Reds, nuclear holocaust, and being invaded by little green men from Mars.

Wind sighed in the trees and sent a swirl of sparks tumbling skyward. He trembled. G.o.d, I hate the woods. Who thought the day G.o.d, I hate the woods. Who thought the day would come? would come? Star fields twinkled across the millions of light years. He didn't like the looks of them either. Wanda patted his arm and laid her head against his shoulder while Elgin told an old story about the time he and his college dorm mates replaced the school flag with a pair of giant pink bloomers. Star fields twinkled across the millions of light years. He didn't like the looks of them either. Wanda patted his arm and laid her head against his shoulder while Elgin told an old story about the time he and his college dorm mates replaced the school flag with a pair of giant pink bloomers.

Pers.h.i.+ng didn't find the story amusing this time. The laughter sounded canned and made him consider the artificiality of the entire situation, man's supposed mastery of nature and darkness. Beyond this feeble bubble of light yawned a chasm. He'd drunk more than his share these past few days; had helped himself to Wanda's Valium. None of these measures did the trick of allowing him to forget where he'd gone or what he'd seen; it hadn't convinced him that his worst memories were the products of nightmare. Wanda's touch repulsed him, confined him. He wanted nothing more than to crawl into bed and hide beneath the covers until everything bad went away.

It grew chilly and the bonfire died to coals. The others drifted off to sleep. The cabin had two bedrooms-Elgin claimed one, and as the other married couple, Mel and Gina were awarded the second. Pers.h.i.+ng and Wanda settled for an air mattress near the fireplace. When the last of the beer was gone, he extricated himself from her and rose to stretch. ”I'm going inside,” he said. She smiled and said she'd be along soon. She wanted to watch the stars a bit longer.

Pers.h.i.+ng stripped to his boxers and lay on the air mattress. He pulled the blanket to his chin and stared blankly at the rafters. His skin was clammy and it itched fiercely. Sharp, throbbing pains radiated from his knees and shoulders. Tears formed in the corners of his eyes. He remembered the day he'd talked to Mark Ordbecker, the incredible heat, young Eric's terrified expression as he skulked behind his father. Little pitchers and big ears. The boy heard the voices crooning from below, hadn't he?

A purple ring of light flickered on the rough-hewn beam directly overhead. It pulsed and blurred with each thud of his heart. The ring s.h.i.+vered like water and changed. His face was damp, but not from tears, not from sweat. He felt his knuckle joints split, the skin and meat popping and peeling like an overripe banana. What had Terry said about eating the young and immortality?

How does our species propagate, you may ask. Cultural a.s.similation, my friend. We chop out the things that make you lesser life forms weak and then pump you full of love. You'll be part of the forms weak and then pump you full of love. You'll be part of the family soon; you'll understand everything. family soon; you'll understand everything.

A mental switch clicked and he smiled at the memory of creeping into Eric's room and plucking him from his bed; later, the child's hands fluttering, nerveless, the approving croaks and cries of his new kin. He shuddered in ecstasy and burst crude seams in a dozen places. He threw off the blanket and stood, swaying, drunk with revelation. His flesh was a chrysalis, leaking gore.

Terry and Gloria watched him from the doorways of the bedrooms-naked and ghostly, and smiling like devils. Behind them, the rooms were silent. He looked at their bodies, contemptuous that anyone could be fooled for two seconds by these distorted forms, or by his own.

Then he was outside under the cold, cold stars.Wanda huddled in her shawl, wan and small in the firelight. Finally she noticed him, tilting her head so she could meet his eyes. ”Sweetie, are you waiting for me?” She gave him a concerned smile. The recent days of worry and doubt had deepened the lines of her brow.

He regarded her from the shadows, speechless as his mouth filled with blood. He touched his face, probing a moist delineation just beneath the hairline; a fissure, a fleshy zipper. Near his elbow, Terry said, ”The first time, it's easier if you just s.n.a.t.c.h it off.”

Pers.h.i.+ng gripped a flap of skin. He swept his hand down and ripped away all the frailties of humanity.

Usurped.

William Browning Spencer

William Browning Spencer is the author of the innovative Lovecraftian novel Resume with Monsters Resume with Monsters (White Wolf, 1995)as well as the novels (White Wolf, 1995)as well as the novels Maybe I'll Call Anna Maybe I'll Call Anna (Permanent Press,1990), (Permanent Press,1990), Zod Wallop Zod Wallop (St. Martin's Press, 1995), and (St. Martin's Press, 1995), and IrrationalFears IrrationalFears (White Wolf, 1998) and the short story collections (White Wolf, 1998) and the short story collections TheReturn of Count Electric and Other Stories TheReturn of Count Electric and Other Stories (PermanentPress, 1993) and (PermanentPress, 1993) and The Ocean and All Its Devices The Ocean and All Its Devices (Subterranean Press, 2006). (Subterranean Press, 2006).

*hey were driving back from El Paso, where they had been visiting Meta's parents, when Brad saw something s.h.i.+mmering on the road, a heat mirage or, perhaps, some internal aberration, those writhing, silver amoebae that were the harbingers of one of his murderous migraines.

Meta had insisted that they turn the air off and roll the windows down. ”I love this desert air,” she had said, inhaling dramatically.

”Nothing like the smell of diesel fumes at dusk,” Brad had responded, only he hadn't. He was thirty-six years old, and he had been married for almost half his life, and he loved his wife, loved her enthusiasm for the flawed world, and understood how easily, how unthinkingly, he could curdle her good mood with his reflexive cynicism. Besides, the trucks that had heaved by earlier were gone, as was their stink, and the two-lane highway he presently followed was devoid of all vehicles and had been ever since he'd abandoned the more straightforward eastbound path.