Chapter 205 - Then, I wont hide it anymore (1/2)
Little Sienna looks up at his father and bites her lips. She was hesitating either to nod her head or not. Aunty Stephanie looks very happy here if she becomes her mother than aunty Stephanie needs to move.
If she becomes unhappy in Italy, won't she leave her father and her again, like her mother?
Sienna was deep in her thought when she heard Xu Kun's warm voice. He shakes his little head, complaining to the Italian uncle. ”Uncle, My Aunty is my Uncle's fiancee. There is no way mu uncle would let aunty stay with Sienna and you forever. My Uncle is a stingy person, that why he's very rich.”
The little boy looks very innocent, but his words affirm how much Wang Kai's influence in Xiao Ni's life. What a smart little guy. Xavier smiles at Xu Kun gently. ”But I heard they split up, your aunty have every right to choose another life she wanted.”
Xu Kun smiles at Xavier and innocently stab Xavier's heart. ”Uncle, if my aunt didn't want my uncle, my uncle wouldn't be here today. One time I will take you and Sienna to my grandfather's house, there you can see how much my aunt and uncle photos together.”
Sienna looks up to his father when she saw his father's sad face. She tightens her little hand around his father's index finger. Then she grins. ”Father, I don't want to be with aunty Stephanie forever. I just want to be with you!”
Xavier's face turns soft as the sight of her little angel. Then his eyes look at Xiao Ni and Wang Kai again who running around like two lovers in love. Ah, they are indeed in love.
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After going to the Panda zoo, they go to several famous places in C Nation. Taking several pictures here and there. In some public places, Xiao Ni and he had to use a disguise but they do enjoy the trip today.
Wang Kai was less grumpy as he began to be more civil with Xavier. His mind was simple now, the most important thing is he knows that Xiao Ni loves him.
Moreover, he has learns that father Guan hates Xavier's family. Xavier is not much treat. He happily drives them back to Xavier's hotel. ”Xavier, I've told the hotel that you are my guest. I hope you enjoy the stay at C Nation.”
Xavier look at Wang Kai and nod his head, ”Thank you for your kindness, C Nation is great, I wish I could stay a bit longer.” Xiao Ni smiles and rubs Sienna's head.
Apparently, Sienna is sleeping because she was tired from the trip. Xavier lay her on the bed before he comes back to the hotel's living room. ”Kingston, If you don't mind can I have a private conversation with Xian Ni?”
Xiao Ni looks up to Xavier with a questioning look then turns back to Wang Kai. From what he knows about him, there is no way he would let him have a private talk with her. He even ditches her because he gives her a necklace, forget about private talk.
”I have something to tell you,” Xavier said to Xiao Ni with a pleading look. Xiao Ni wanted to nod her head when Wang Kai stood up. Xiao Ni widens her eyes, ready to defend Xavier from Wang Kai when she saw him smiling instead.
”Sure, take your time, I will wait at the car with Xu Kun.” He said to Xavier and take Xu Kun's little hand with her. Xiao Ni left dumbfounded blinking her eyes in disbelief. He walks passed her calmly.
Xiao Ni felt a big warm hand brush her head gently, rubbing it as he goes. Such a simple gesture that suddenly makes her heart tingling. Subconsciously her eyes went to search for him.
Wang Kai has walked at the door when he stares back at her. Smiling gently as he winks his eyes. That is not the lunatic Wang Kai from past months, it's her brother Wang!
Suddenly she didn't want to talk with Xavier anymore. When the door closed, Xiao Ni slowly turns her head to Xavier again, waiting to hear what he wanted to say.
Xavier rubs his both hand before he opens his mouth. ”Xiao Ni, actually Lily is right.” He paused and look down at the soft carpet.
”Actually I was under my first love shadows even after marriage. You do know that we got married by accident. Even though I never physically cheat with another woman in my marriage but emotionally I cheat on her.”
Xiao Ni leans on the sofa and listens to Xavier's story carefully. She stays silent and remains calm. ”I can't move on from my first love, and that has made me lose my wife. Make Sienna lose a motherly love.”
Xavier looks up and stares at Xiao Ni. There is unexplainable pain and regret in his eyes as his hand reaches for Xiao Ni's hand. Xiao Ni twitched when his big hand touches her hand, slowly retracting it.
Xavier stares blankly at his hand before he forced a smile in his handsome face. ”You are my first love.” He finally confest the thing that he had hides for more than ten years.
Xiao Ni widens her eyes and looks at Xavier in surprise. Her mind goes blank in a mere second. Did she indirectly has become a homewrecker?
Observing the blank expression on Xiao Ni's face, Xavier's hand clenched. Man gotta do what man gotta do since he has confessed, he must deliver point he wanted to say.
”I know that you just got out of a relationship and you might still have a feeling for him. But I just want to let you know that I and Sienna will always wait for you.” Xavier holds his breathe as his words came to an end.
”I hope you can consider it.”
Xiao Ni opens and closes her mouth, how to respond to the sudden confession. Xavier smiles gently at her as he said, ”No need to answer now, take your time.”
Xiao Ni looks down and shook her head, she starts to play with her own finger. The first sign that she is nervous right now. ”No, I want to answer it now, to make it clear. I just don't want to hurt your feeling.”
Xavier becomes less tense when Xiao Ni smiles gently at him. ”I'm sorry, I can't accept your feeling. I sincerely love Sienna as my own nephew but I really can't...” before she finishes her sentence they realized that they have another audience.
”Aunty, I really like you, can you be my mother?” Sienna's eyes were wet, holding tears inside. Xiao Ni's heart aches for her as she approached the little girl.
”Little Sienna, I'm sorry.” Xiao Ni hug her and let her cry at her shoulder, shot an apologizing look at Xavier. Xavier quickly helps Xiao Ni coaxing Sienna and console her.
Xiao Ni looks at the messy situation in front of her, and guiltily scold herself. She shouldn't bother them in the first place! If she didn't visit them in the first place Sienna will only know her name and won't develop such a feeling for her.
She also won't have any clue about Xavier's feelings. Now that she knows the truth there is no way they can still be friends like they used to.
”Xiao Ni, it's okay, you can leave first. Wang Kai and Xu Kun have waited long enough. Sorry for bothering you.” Xavier said still with a calm face. Xiao Ni nod and look at Sienna who still sobbed.
”Goodbye...” She said with a low voice, almost whispering and walk out from the room.
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Xiao Ni bites her nail on the way home. Since Xu Kun still has a piano lesson, he has left with his driver. That makes Xiao Ni left alone with Wang Kai.
Wang Kai let Xiao Ni have her own thinking time after he saw how complicated her face after she talk with Xavier. He almost didn't need to guess about it. That man must have confessed.
Xiao Ni rests he heavy head on the car door as she leans on the leather sofa. Frowning, she decided to take a look at her phone to divert her attention.