Chapter 183 - You think there is a problem between us? (2/2)

”You don't think there is a problem between us?” an instant question he had received. ”Then why did we break up?”

Wang Kai's lips were tightly locked, Xiao Ni stares were calm. But something sting into his heart when he saw a glimpsed of sadness from her. This is also right, he does need to explain this to her.

But how can he say it? can she understand him?

”Xiao Ni, this matter is very complicated, the only thing you should know that my feeling for you is true. I will never intend to hurt you.”

Xiao Ni shakes her head. ”Just because it's complicated doesn't mean you can just cut it off and leave me with no clue at all. I deserve to know, don't you think?”

It was weird that they can discuss it in such a peaceful way. Xiao Ni thought she will cry and go berserk, but it seems like she was even too tired to cry.

Wang Kai lowered his head, hiding his complicated look from Xiao Ni. Xiao Ni smiles before she throws another question at him. ”You never intend to hurt me but don't you hurt me at the end?”

Her voice was soft and sootheing, she tilted her head to look at Wang Kai who still lowering his head. ”I don't care if you hurt me, that is the risk I've accepted when I decided to love you. But you can't treat me like this, you can't leave me in the dark while you decide something for our future.”

”It's not your own future, it ours, well in the past it was ours.” It was very casual and calm like small talk in the morning. Xiao Ni didn't know she can be this cool.

”Two people in love, when they had a problem, they face it together. I didn't need you to be a superman and solve every problem for me. I ask you to share your burdens with me. That is what you should've done if you see me as your partner if you love and trust me.”

Wang Kai felt like he was being slapped very hard. Xiao Ni's voice was calm that it made his heart ache even more. He wanted to deny it and defended himself, really, but he can't find the right word.

Because she is right.

”Do you really love me?” It was a question but Wang Kai felt like it was a death sentence. No one speaks for 5 minutes after Xiao Ni throws her question to him.

Xiao Ni has a mocking smile at her face. She was mocking herself for being a fool. She has decided to leave the room when she heard him speaking up.

”I miss you when I didn't see you, I want to kiss you, hug you, just be close to you every time. I'm very happy and peaceful when I see you. I felt angry when I saw you with another man. I felt insecure every time you laugh at another man. I felt miserable when you cried and I felt awful when you ignore me. What is it if it's not love?”

Xiao Ni looks at him and smiles, she scrunches her lips and nod. ”Maybe it's not love, maybe we just like the idea of being in love with each other. But even if we love at each other, we still need to learn how to do it.”

Wang Kai leans his back at the chair, he laughed before he ask her. ”Don't you say you want a simple love, why you making this so complicated?”

Xiao Ni, following Wang Kai's gesture lean her back at the chair too. ”I am trying to teach you how to communicated here, so you won't repeat your same mistake in the future.”

Watching her rolling her eyes lazily, Wang Kai stretch his forehead. ”You want to know the reason, fine I'll tell you. But promise me you won't get angry with me again.”

Xiao Ni paused for a moment before she nod her head.