Chapter 44 - Dream (2/2)

Why the writer decides to make her living like an empty shell? What the purpose?

”NiNi, let's go the van is arrived.” Fei Fei said, wake NiNi from her thoughts.

”Oh.” She answer and follow Fei Fei to her van. She thinks for all the way to her acting class.

What keep her alive?

Why she insist on keep going on?

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NiNi read her script from the beginning to the end all over again. She ends up thinking about it all night, she even dreamt about it.

She dreamt about Da Ren and Song Ming Xi. However, the Da Ren inside her dream is not senior Alex. It was that man, the man that reject her confession.

She felt like it was a lucid dream. She know she was dreaming but she can't make her dreamt stop. She can saw how Da Ren or that man keep plestering Song Ming Xi or her. The way he make her falling for him.

Their promise and the accidents.

Suddenly NiNi know what make Song Ming Xi survived.

It was their promised that keep her alive, she promised to meet him. So she endures until they meet again and fulfill her promise.

So when she cried at the last scene, it was because she had fulfills her promise and dream.

She doesn't want him to hate her for not fulfilling their promise.

She can't fulfill her other dream to be the biggest chemist, so she choose to fulfill her simple dream. Knowing the dream she choose is gonna change that man world.

Da Ren at the end found many cure for incurable disease from chemistry. He fulfills her dream while she fulfills his dream.

So the emotions she must show is hoping. She have to show that Song Ming Xi that keep her dreams alive so she can survived. Show that there always a tiny dots of hope to reach your dream, to live your life the fullest.

NiNi wake up energetically the next day. Like she found the hope Song Ming Xi had, even with the tiniest problem, as long as she had dream she can survived.

She can show the world she can stand on the ground for who she is, NiNi. Not Guan Xiao Ni from the Guan family.

She can also fulfill 'their' promised.