Part 43 (2/2)
Father Algarcife shook his head.
”I rest only when I am working,” he answered, and he added, a little wistfully, ”The parish bears witness that I have done my best by the charge.”
The warden, touched by the wistfulness, lowered his eyes. ”That you have done any man's best,” he returned.
”Thank you,” said Father Algarcife. Then he pa.s.sed into the sacristy to listen to the confession of a paris.h.i.+oner.
It was a tedious complaint, and he followed it abstractedly--winding through the sick imaginings of a nervous woman and administering well-worn advice in his rich voice, which lent a charm to the truisms.
When it was over, he advised physical exercise, and, closing the door, seated himself to await the next comer.
It was Miss Vernish, and as she entered, with her impatient limp, the bitterness of her mouth relaxed. She was supervising the embroidering of the vestments to be worn at Easter, and in a spirit of devotion she had sacrificed her diamonds to their ornamentation. Her eyes grew bright as she talked, and a religious warmth softened her manner.
”It has made me so happy,” she said, ”to feel that I can give something beautiful to the service. It is the sincerest pleasure I have known for years.”
She left, and her place was taken by a young divinity student who had been drawn from law to theology by the eloquence of Father Algarcife. He had come to obtain the priest's advice upon a matter of principle, and departed with a quickening of his religious tendencies.
Then came several women, entering with a great deal of rustling and no evident object in view. Then a vestryman to talk over a point in business; then the wife of a well-known politician, to ask if she should consent to her husband's accepting a foreign appointment; then a man who wished to be confirmed in his church; and, after all, Mrs. Ryder, large and warm and white, to say that since the last communion she had felt herself stronger to contend with disappointment.
When it was over and he came out into the evening light, he drew himself together with a quick movement, as if he had knelt in a strained position for hours. Vaguely he wondered how his nerves had sustained it, and he smiled half bitterly as he admitted that eight years ago he would have succ.u.mbed.
”It is because my nerves are dead,” he said; ”as dead as my emotions.”
He knew that since the pressure of feeling had been lifted the things which would have overwhelmed him in the past had lost the power to thrill his supine sensations, that from a mere jangled structure of nerve wires he had become a physical being--a creature who ate and drank and slept, but did not feel.
He went about his daily life as methodically as if it were mapped out for him by a larger hand. His very sermons came to him with no effort of will or of memory, but as thoughts long thought out and forgotten sometimes obtrude themselves upon the mind that has pa.s.sed into other channels. They were but twisted and matured phrases germinating since his college days. The old fatal facility for words remained with him, though the words had ceased to be symbols of honest thought. He could still speak, it was only the ability to think that the fever had drained--it was only the power to plod with mental patience in the pursuit of a single fact. Otherwise he was unchanged. But as every sensation is succeeded by a partial incapacity, so the strain of years had been followed by years of stagnation.
He went home to dinner with a physical zest.
”I believe I have one sentiment remaining,” he said, ”the last a man loses--the sentiment for food.”
The next evening, which chanced to be that of Election Day, Dr. Salvers came to dine with him, and when dinner was over they went out to ascertain the returns. Salvers had entered the fight with an enthusiastic support of what he called ”good government,” and the other watched it with the interest of a man who looks on.
”Shall we cross to Broadway?” he asked; ”the people are more interesting, after all, than the politicians.”
”The politicians,” responded Salvers, ”are only interesting viewed through the eyes of the people. No, let's keep to the avenue for a while. I prefer scenting the battle from afar.”
The sounds grew louder as they walked on, becoming, as they neared Madison Square, a tumultuous medley issuing from tin horns and human throats. Over the ever-moving throngs in the square a shower of sky-rockets shot upward at the overhanging clouds and descended in a rain of orange sparks. The streets were filled with a stream of crushed humanity, which struggled and pushed and panted, presenting to a distant view the effect of a writhing ma.s.s of dark-bodied insects. From the tower of the Garden a slender search-light pointed southward, a pale, still finger remaining motionless, while the crowd clamored below and the fireworks exploded in the blackness above.
Occasionally, as the white light fell on the moving throng, it exaggerated in distinctness a face here and there, which a.s.sumed the look of a grotesque mask, illuminated by an instantaneous flash and fading quickly into the half-light of surrounding shadows. Then another took its place, and the illumination played variations upon the changing features.
Suddenly a shrill cheer went up from the streets.
”That means Vaden,” said Salvers. ”Let's move on.”
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