Part 17 (1/2)

But Claude Nevins had annoyed him, and he spoke irritably.

”I wish you would have nothing to do with that fellow Nevins,” he said.

”Why, what has he done?”

”Done? Why, he's an a.s.s--a consummate a.s.s! He told me he had his eye on you!”

Mariana's laugh pealed out. She raised her hand and brushed the heavy hair from his forehead. Then she tried to brush the lines from his brow, but they would not go.

”Why, he's going to give me a supper the night before our marriage,” she said; ”that is, they all are--Mr. Ardly, Mr. Sellars, and the rest. They made a pot of money for it, and each one of them contributed a share, and it is quite a large pot. We are to have champagne, and I am to sing, and so will Mr. Nevins. I wanted them to ask you, but Mr. Nevins said you'd be a damper, and Mr. Ardly said you would be bored.”

”Probably,” interpolated Anthony.

”But I insisted I wanted you, so Mr. Ardly said they would have to have you, and Mr. Nevins said they'd have Mr. Paul, if I made a point of it; but they thought I might give them one jolly evening before settling down, so I said I would.”

”You will do nothing of the kind,” retorted Algarcife.

”But they are so anxious. It will be such a dreadful disappointment to them.”

”I will not have it.”

”But I've done it before.”

”Don't tell me of it. You want to go, and without me?”

”Of course I'd rather you should be there, but it is cruel to disappoint them,” Mariana objected, ”when they have made such a nice pot of money.”

”But I do not like it,” said Anthony.

Mariana laughed into his eyes. ”Then you sha'n't have it,” she said, and leaned against the railing and touched his arm with her fingers. ”Say you love me, and I will not go,” she added.

Anthony did not touch the hand that lay upon his arm. His mood was too deep for caresses.

”If you knew how I love you,” he said, slowly--”if you only knew! There is no happiness in it; it is agony. I am afraid--afraid for the first time in my life--afraid of losing you.”

”You shall never lose me.”

”It is a horrible thing, this fear--this fear for something outside of yourself!” He spoke with a sudden, half-fierce possession. ”You are mine,” he said, ”and you love me!”

Mariana pressed closer to his side. ”If I had not come,” she began, softly, ”you would have read and worked and fed the sparrows, and you would never have known it.”

”But you came.” The hand upon the railing relaxed. ”My mother was a Creole,” he continued. ”She came from New Orleans to marry my father, and died because the North was cold and her heart was in the South. You are my South, and the world is cold, for my heart is in you.”

”I have wanted love all my life,” said Mariana, ”and now I have found it. I have thought before that I had it, but it was only a shadow. This is real. As real as myself--as real as this railing. I feel glad--oh, so glad!--and I feel tender. I should like to pray and go softly. I should like to make that old woman at the flower-stall happy and to freshen the withered flowers. I should like to kiss the children playing on the sidewalk. See how merry they look,” and she leaned far over. ”I should like to pat the head of that yellow dog in the gutter. I should like to make the whole world glad--because of you.”

”Mariana!”

”The world is beautiful, and I love you; but I am sorry--oh, so sorry!--for the people in the street.”