Part 6 (2/2)
Mariana laughed merrily. The effects of recent tears were visible only in the added l.u.s.tre of her glance and the pallor of her face. She had grown suddenly mirthful.
”Don't let's be civilized!” she pleaded. ”I abhor civilization. It invented so many unnecessary evils. Barbarians didn't want napkins; they wanted only food. I am a barbarian.”
Algarcife cut the cold chicken and pa.s.sed her the bread and b.u.t.ter.
”Why, none of us are really civilized, you know,” he returned, dogmatically. ”True, we have a thin layer of hypocrisy, which we call civilization. It prompts us to sugar-coat the sins which our forefathers swallowed in the rough; that is all. It is purely artificial. In a hundred thousand years it may get soaked in, and then the artificial refinement will become real and civilization will set in.”
Mariana leaned forward with a pretty show of interest. She did not quite understand what he meant, but she adapted herself instinctively to whatever he might mean.
”And then?” she questioned.
”And then we will realize that to be civilized is to shrink as instinctively from inflicting as from enduring pain. Sympathy is merely a quickening of the imagination, in which state we are able to propel ourselves mentally into conditions other than our own.” His manner was aggressive in its self-a.s.sertiveness. Then he smiled, regarded her with critical keenness, and lifted the coffee-pot.
”I sha'n't give you coffee,” he said, ”because it is not good for you.
You need rest. Why, your hands are trembling! You shall have milk instead.”
”I don't like milk,” returned Mariana, fretfully. ”I'd rather have coffee, please. I want to be stimulated.”
”But not artificially,” he responded. His gaze softened. ”This is my party, you know,” he said, ”and it isn't polite to ask for what is not offered you. Come here.”
He had risen and was standing beside his desk. Mariana went up to him.
The power of his will had enthralled her, and she felt strangely submissive. Her coquetry she recognized as an unworthy weapon, and it was discarded. She grew suddenly shy and nervous, and stood before him in the flushed timidity of a young feminine thing.
He had taken a bottle from a shelf and was measuring some dark liquid into a wine-gla.s.s. As Mariana reached him he took her hand with frank kindliness. In his cool and composed touch there was not so much as a suggestion of s.e.xual difference. The possibility that, as a woman, she possessed an attraction for him, as a man, was ignored in its entirety.
”You have cried half the evening?”
”Yes.”
”Drink this.” His tone was peremptory.
He gave her the gla.s.s, watching her as she looked into it, with the gleam of a smile in his intent regard. Mariana hesitated an instant.
Then she drank it with a slight grimace.
”Your hospitality has taken an unpleasant turn,” she remarked. ”You might at least give me something to destroy the taste.”
He laughed and pointed to a plate of grapes, and they sat down to supper.
The girl glanced about the room critically. Then she looked at her companion.
”I don't quite like your room,” she observed. ”It is grewsome.”
”It is a work-shop,” he answered. ”But your dislike is pure nonsense.
Skulls and cross-bones are as natural in their way as flesh and blood.
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