59 3.16- Isll Be There For You, These Five Words Isd Swear To You... (1/2)
The nurse at the registration took down my particulars as I inquired about Akira that was brought in earlier by ambulance due to a freak accident underneath Ozone at the bus station.
The nurse passed me a box of tissues to clear my face that was strewn with tears and messy snot. She asked me the relationship between the patient and me and I replied and explained to her that Akira was a ”close friend” as we both came from the same school.
I can't think of any answer to reason during that particular moment. I can't say boyfriend as it was not a concrete answer at that moment and I won't be caught lying to say I am her cousin or relative at all.
She took down all the necessary information and told me to take a seat at the waiting area of the Emergency Room or ER. I almost pleaded with the nurse to let me know once Akira had left the ER and placed into the ward for observation.
The nurse explained that Akira had suffered from a massive blunt trauma on her head and had a broken right forearm. There were some superficial gashes but it's not life-threatening at all.
She further explained that the whole operation would take some hours and she would immediately contact Akira's next of kin that could be found in her belongings or contact the Asahigaoka's Head of Department tomorrow instead.
I sat down at the end of the hallway, the white walls, squeaky floors and the strong smell of disinfectant soon forth brought me into another set of emotions.
I took out the heart-shaped origami from my pants pocket and slowly stared as I examined it in both of my hands. There was a small puncture at the tip of the heart and I remembered that there was a laminated photo of us and somehow was detached from the string.
Drips of tears fell on the heart-shaped origami as I stared intently and dared not move my eyes from it as I prayed for Akira's wellbeing.
”Akira... Please forgive me... I should be there and this incident could be avoided... I'm just too foolish... Please be safe... I'm waiting for you right now... I can't wait to be by your side... Please, Akira... I know you can hear me from inside... I wanted to tell you about my feelings... I want to share this world with you... You mentioned I am your first... And let me be your everything you hoped for... I want you to be strong and see the sunrays tomorrow... I liked you and I want to be with you for I loved you...”
I spoke these words rather inaudibly as tears streamed continuously down my cheeks and dripped some on the heart-shaped origami. My whole shoulders shuddered as I sobbed uncontrollably and soon I was a total wreck of crying and sobbing mass sitting on the bench at the end of the ER's hallway.
Seeing me in a devastating state, the nurse at the counter rose from her seat, took some cold water from the water dispenser nearby and walked silently towards me. She took the empty seat right beside me, offered the cup of water to me and held out a comforting arm around my shoulders.
I felt alone... Tremendously felt so alone and lost with no sense of direction of where I was to go next. Was I going to Leap right after this or there's more to come in the chapters that the readers would be crying for...
The nurse heard every word I mumbled and as she placed a comforting arm around my hunched shoulders with my head hanging down, I bawled into an inconsolable state, slouched over and released all the massive feelings of tearful torment that I had locked in deep in my heart for the many years as Sam Mulder.
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The nurse was there beside me, trying her best to comfort me, to support me and be my pedestal where I could rely on and stand to my overwhelming emotions. She comforted me while saying that what I could do was not shed any more tears but pray for her wellbeing instead.
She pointed me a small prayer room where I could find solace and peace and find God there and ask for miracles for Akira to pull through.