Chapter 446 (1/2)

Chapter 446: The Ehter 446

Probably because I wept out loud during the day, I ed to fall asleep rather quickly I opened ht sky I sht Looking at the black sky, it felt unlikely for the night to end quickly

All right, it had been a while since I slept so good at night

The dark landscape accos It seemed so quiet and lonely, yet it calmedI just said it because I wanted hily, I heard a sigh froap assisi opened the door and entered

It was a fauardian knight

I smiled as I watched assisi approach me

“Sorry”

assisi was shocked at ed it off

“I was gru, so it seemed like I acted out of context”

I approached assisi, who stopped

“Can you forgive ive me; that hy I asked it, but I felt horrible assisi, as caught off guard byfor a moment, he nodded

I smiled

assisi’s hand was as cold as ever, but there was a war I wanted to ask”

I opened ht, right?”

Yeah, it was so I alondered

No one really answered my question I tried to think of an answer, but I could never get one

After a while, assisi nodded

“I have to repay Your Majesty for so”

I wanted to ask what it was, but my mouth didn’t open I felt like I shouldn’t push too far

As I srabbed assisi’s hand Itif he didn’t want to, but assisi’s head dropped with a darker expression

“I… I am a cursed child”

“Huh? What does that suppose to mean?”

I was e about?’

assisi spoke as if it was a graveTo prove his seriousness, assisi continued

“I will make the people around me unhappy, and someday I will lead them to hell, a child who shouldn’t have been born”

What bullshi+t was I hearing? I was a little angry

“Who said that?”

“My father”

I went quiet without realizing it I held my breath

assisi, who observed to confir back on the painful words he spoke However, he didn’t stop talking

“When I was young, before bedtime, my father would punish me He said that I had to be punished because I was the child of the devil Even when my skin would tear apart and bleed, even when I couldn’t screaet punished”

“It’s alright You don’t have to talk about it”

Although thea sword all day, the pain of his past distorted his face I was sorry to see that; I tried toabout it

With a shaking breath, assisi shook his head and began to talk again

“My father loved my mother, but my mother couldn’t love him back No, I am not sure if she loved him or not because I didn’t know my ht she was si’s concubine, but the wo natural, but it cae shock for me

“I don’t know if it was because of my love for my mother or simply because I hated it I don’t remember much, but my childhood was sick and painful”

So, that hy he couldn’t stand still when children were getting hit

Although he didn’t talk about it, I would have acted out of the memories I had if I was in that situation I resented what I did and pitied him

Wounds on assisi’s body

I always assu experience on the battlefield

“You don’t have to say it all”

“No”

assisi shook his head firmly

“Let me speak”

I didn’t mean to stop assisi’s words He just seemed to be in pain Even his expression o down the painful road once again for me

It must have been painful to re out would create neounds on hi to speak, and I didn’t stop him anymore

“It was because my father ordered me to hold a sword, but I did it because he wouldn’t hita sword I had no purpose with a sword I held onto it and escaped Those who helped a broken boy like me were Ferdel and Silvia”

I knew then why assisi had very few people around him I could also see why Ferdel and Silvia were constantly worried about assisi I always assu

“But Your Majesty never approached me nor avoided me”

“Sounds like my dad”

“Which hy I felt comfortable with Sil and Ferdel All I needed was a little co his story, assisi’s expression softened

I noticed that my dad saved assisi froht that after such a past, I would grow up to be normal”

assisi bowed his head

I just waited

Hoas I supposed to comfort him? I didn’t knohat to say, and I didn’t want to say soh, stupid!

I held assisi’s hand tightly,sure he wouldn’t pull away