Chapter 153 - The Ehter Chapter 153 (1/1)

Chapter 153: The Ehter Chapter 153

I did not knohat to call this feeling It’s strange and new… yet, I foundfor it I wanted to protect her She’s such a sht disappear if left alone I wanted to protect her, even if it would cost my life

I had a wish for the first time in my life For the first tiladly sacrifice my life if I could protect her

I had never felt this way before

“Of course, I know itI wish to protect her with my tainted hands Hands that have stolen from so many others in the past, but even so, I truly…”

I was suffocating I tasted the bitterness from my throat I felt so terrible about the fact that I even wished for this It was so gross and disgusting that I felt like I would throw up

However, I couldn’t surrender

All that self-sacrifice collapsed in one thought

What if it broke? What if it cruht se in

It was okay to not be on her side I would be happy to see her fro to protect her It’s okay if I would just watch over her No, in fact, there was nothingover her

There was no purpose, no conviction, no reason to live It was a life wherein I only waited for my own death I continued to live in vain in ave ht I was glad that I was still alive Never once did I i

“…I wish to watch over sorow up safely Even if ranted salvation, I do not wish to resistbeside her”

A wish that came with a risk to my own life

It was okay not to allow it Even if I were rejected and abandoned, I would find a way to protect her inother than the end of my life That made me happy I could now see what a burst of joy felt

“I wish to see the future she will see I want to be with her as she saw her bright life”