Part 2 (2/2)
”How exciting! Do you think you guys will be boyfriend-girlfriend?”
I cringed at the sound of it. It was so childish. ”No. I agreed to it last night, under the influence of alcohol and guilt.”
”I don't know why you aren't interested in anyone at SS ... There are plenty of G.o.ds to choose from.”
I shrugged. The sad reality is I don't want a G.o.d, I want an angel.
”I'm just not interested right now. I'm still getting over things. I need more time.”
”Well, when you decide to date ... keep me in the loop!” She giggled.
We finished breakfast and exited the hall. Today was Sat.u.r.day and we had nothing to do. On weekends we can choose from a variety of activities from sports like soccer, cricket, touch football, and so on, or quieter recreational hobbies such as art, knitting, or necklace making. I liked to spend my Sat.u.r.days with Mila in the library or by the pond; there Mila would try to teach me how to conjure water b.a.l.l.s. No luck so far.
Originally, Hunter and I had planned to meet up and he was going teach me how to use my magic, but after the whole Hank thing, I didn't want to risk being caught. After I told Mila about it, she decided she'd help me instead. She figured if we were caught, nothing too bad would happen because I was with her.
”To the library?”
”I suppose ... there isn't anything else to do.”
The library was empty. This made it harder to blend in and practice unnoticed. The smell of old and new dusty books filled my nose. It was a smell I usually love and inhaled willingly, but today it was a smell that repulsed me, forcing me to hold my breath. I paced quickly through the library and breathed in the fresh air as I stepped onto the balcony.
”Are you going to be sick?” Mila asked.
”No ... at least, I don't think so. The smell was too much.”
”Serves you right.” She chuckled. ”They ran out of cups so I can't get any water. We're going to have to read instead.”
It was easier said than done. I tried hard to focus on the words but my mind wouldn't let me. The writing sprawled out on the paper before me, spinning out of control, making my stomach even more upset.
”I can't do this today. I need to rest.”
”You need fresh air; we'll go to the oval and relax on the gra.s.s. It's Sat.u.r.day, I can't imagine too much would be going on down there. Maybe a soccer game, but we can sit away from that.”
”I can't imagine too much would be going on down there.” I mocked her as we came to a stop on the edge of the field. The oval was filled with topless G.o.ds and guardian angels fighting each other.
”Mila!” I groaned, when I realized she'd only suggested the oval so she could watch Gabriel train. ”This is too far. He's a guardian angel, you might want each other, but it can never happen. Don't think about yourself, think about Gabriel. You might be able to get on with your life once the higher power interferes, but what about Gabriel? He'll be banished to live among humans and he'll have all his abilities and wings taken from him. Is that worth risking?”
I quieted my voice as I came to my own realization. Mila's eyes fell onto the gra.s.s. I don't know the exact time the relations.h.i.+p between Eli and I escalated to the point of him risking his life for me, killing for me, and lying for me, but it was my fault.
”I'm, uh, going to go back to the dorm. All this sun is giving me a headache,” Mila replied.
She forced a fake smile, turned her back to me, and began strolling in the direction of our dorm. I dropped onto the gra.s.s in defeat, my head on my knees. It was as hard for me to say as it was for her to hear.
Pieces of my dream kept floating into my head as the sun bore down on me.
”What's up?”
I didn't have to lift my head to know it was Hunter, but I did anyway out of courtesy.
”Just catching some sun and checking out what the school has to offer,” I said playfully and forcing a smile.
”Look no further, the best is standing right in front of you.”
Beads of sweat rolled down his bare chest and I laughed. At least I could count on Hunter's upbeat att.i.tude to pull me out of a slump.
”Hunter, training now. Girls later,” Aaron called.
Aaron was the guy who was in charge of training the G.o.ds, just like Eli was in charge of the guardians. Aaron was tall and built like a truck. I've never heard him speak, only shout orders. Perhaps he wouldn't be as scary if he didn't have a long thin scar running down the left side of his face from his eyebrow to his jaw line. Apparently it was caused by a vampire fang, but no one actually knows the real story. They're too afraid to ask.
Hunter winked at me and jogged back to his training partner. I didn't want to be here, Mila was the one who brought me, and yet I'm the only one sitting here looking like a pervert. I rose to my feet; I needed to talk to Mila. I didn't want to play the one-sided card anymore. I was sick of treating her like she was the only one with wrong urges. I wouldn't go into details, but she had to know how I feel about Eli.
I brushed the gra.s.s off my behind and started walking up the small slope and back into the main part of the school.
”Great,” I groaned under my breath as Eli and a few other guardian angels paced towards me.
”Ruby? You're not supposed to be down here.”
”Mila -” I began, forcing my eyes from his tight black tank top to his eyes. I gave up; I didn't have the energy to explain anything. ”I know.”
”You seem to have a hard time following the rules,” a leggy, blonde female guardian angel beside Eli said.
”Unintentionally.”
”We'll meet you on the field Eli.” They trotted off, leaving Eli and I standing opposite each other on the slope.
”Did you come to see Hunter?” Eli's eyes burnt fiercely into mine.
I don't think I've ever seen Eli jealous before. He had no reason to be, he was the one I wanted.
”No, I didn't know anyone was going to be on the field. I just came to relax ...”
He rolled his eyes, of course he didn't believe me. ”It's only natural for a girl to want to spend time with her -” He swallowed hard. ”Boyfriend.”
Boyfriend? ”What? Hunter isn't my - Did he tell you I was his girlfriend?”
”Ruby, it's okay. It's good for you to date someone who is a G.o.d. Although I wish it was someone better for you than Hunter.”
”Hunter isn't my boyfriend.”
”Just don't put all your trust in him.”
Eli brushed pa.s.sed me and left me staring into the s.p.a.ce where he was standing only seconds before.
”Eli,” I called after him, my eyes meeting his face again. What do I say now? I want to tell him that even though he's here in the school, I still miss him and that I want to feel his warm skin and breathe in his scent. ”I'm glad you're back even though it doesn't seem like I do.” Close enough.
I forced myself to turn away from him. I began heading in the direction of the girls' dorms, pus.h.i.+ng myself to put one foot in front of the other. Eli's words repeated in my mind, 'Don't put all your trust into him.' Was there something I didn't know? Was Eli jealous? Perhaps he meant in terms of a boyfriend/girlfriend relations.h.i.+p. Even I wasn't stupid there, it was clear by Hunter's 'up-himself' att.i.tude that he has (for lack of a better term) 'been around.' Not that any of it really matters. Hunter and I weren't dating. We were just friends, not boyfriend and girlfriend.
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