Part 3 (2/2)

There was nothing on the flagstones of the chamber but a yellow-haired man lying motionless: his eyes closed and his lips parted. Already a bruise was forming where his face had struck the floor.

Kadjebeen emitted a small grunt of unhappiness. He had really been very interested in those wings.

But it was a small grunt meant for his own ears only. He watched his master drop the pale hand, which slapped the flagstones limply.

Lucifer raised his eyes. He found he was still trembling. He paced over to the single chair and sat in it, waiting for the tremor to pa.s.s. Unaccountably he was tired-tired and somewhat shaken-somewhat at a loss. As though it had been he himself reduced to a thing of clay and blood, and not his enemy.

But he had his victory, and he stared down at it. Things could hardly be better. Of course Raphael's new shape was still beautiful, as measured by the standards of man. Lucifer briefly considered making alterations.

He could cut off the fellow's nose and ears, or put out his left eye. A hole in the cheek, perhaps, by which the food would dribble out. That would be amusing.

But frowning reflectively, he put away that further pleasure. Anything which changed that face would make him seem less like Raphael to Lucifer, and therefore damage rather than enhance his revenge. It was sufficient that his brother was reduced to the sc.u.m over whose interests he had dared oppose Lucifer. That was the main thing. And besides, there would be plenty of time later to add artistic touches.

Let him sing his songs of praise now, and boast of his close relatives in high places. As the Almighty hadn't lifted a finger in defense of his seraph up until now, Lucifer was confident that He wouldn't be quick to reach out a hand to an archangel of human clay.

Now-what to do with the fellow. Lucifer's first idea, when he had solidified his strategy, had been to keep his brother as he had discussed keeping Saara: caged in squalor, under his eye.

But he had had to toss that idea away, for even in the wretched form into which he had been locked, Lucifer didn't trust Raphael's influence upon the palace staff.

Not one of them was loyal, he reflected bitterly. Not a d.a.m.ned one of them, no matter how much he burned and beat them.

Least of all did he trust Kadjebeen, who had trundled out into the middle of the room and stood regarding the man on the floor. Kadjebeen was TOO handy, and inclined to have ideas.

But he was useful.

”Have this thing scourged,” Lucifer growled to his servant. ”I want him half-killed. Then find... find Perfecto of Granada wherever he is and sell the brute to him. If the slaver has no money, give Raphael to him anyway and tell him I'll collect later.”He is not to refuse.”

As Kadjebeen scuttled (albeit unwillingly) off to set the wheels of torture in motion, Lucifer regarded the fruit of his labor.

The fall of flaxen hair half hid Raphael's features-which were as always, except for the light which had gone out of them. But there was a pale dust of hair on the arm which poked out of the simple white sleeve, and a network of fine lines creased the flesh between the thumb and forefinger. The robe had fallen crumpled to one side, exposing one quite ordinary leg up to the knee. The man's breath came raggedly, and a trickle of blood ran out of his nose.

Lucifer chuckled to himself. As perfectly imperfect as any on the earth!

”Behold! I have made a man,” he whispered aloud, and then he shook his head at his own cleverness.

”If that isn't creation,” he added, ”then I don't know what is.”

3.

Dull anguish rolled over him like waves of an untiring ocean, pierced by bolts of lancing pain. But worse than the pain was a nagging conviction which lay beneath it that something was missing; something was terribly wrong. Confusion thwarted all of Raphael's efforts to think; he had no weapon with which to fight it, for he had never before known what it was to be confused.

”I am screaming at myself,” he thought wonderingly. He heard the parts of his body-his wounded back, his bruised cheek, and savagely twisted hand-howling their protest against the rest of him. ”I know,” he replied to the pain. ”I know what you are saying, but I can't help it. I can't.”

Not for comfort exactly, but for understanding, he threw himself upon mercy.

”Tell me what it is, Father,” he begged within himself. ”Tell me how to hear this pain rightly. I'm frightened; tell me what it is that is so wrong, which I've forgotten and I know I must remember.”

But this message only echoed in his ravaged head. No answer came.

No music, no words. No vision, comfort, chiding, or instruction. No touch of awareness at all. The Other within him was gone as though it had never existed. And suddenly Raphael knew that THAT was what had been wrong- wrong beyond pain and beyond confusion. A dreadful closed emptiness within him.

He flailed his arms, not knowing what the motions were. He made noises.

Lombardy in August could not hold a candle to the heat of the Moorish State of Granada during the same month. In Lombardy the gra.s.s was dry, but at least it was gra.s.s.

On the brown hills forty miles south of the Andalusian city the ground was crazed like pottery glazing.

The midday heat drove even the birds from the sky. Beasts of all sorts sheltered in the shadows of the rocks.

Beside a sheer walled table of stone (a divot laid carefully on the dry dirt) a single iron chain looped in swags through seven iron collars. Seven slaves had s.p.a.ced themselves out evenly like birds on a fence, seeking their own s.p.a.ce in the sliver of shadow left by the table's overhang.

Three of the women were Saqalibah: the pale, broad-faced people who had been slaves to the Moors for so many hundreds of years that they fell in the same cla.s.s with the Arab horse and other animals of pedigree. Two others had spoken Spanish as children, and one spoke Spanish, Arabic, and Langue d'Ouil, all of them badly, and was uncertain in her muddled memory which language had come first. The last woman, at the end of the chain, was a black, dressed in heavy desert indigo, complete with ta.s.sels and coins. She had been put at the end of the chain because she picked fights.

All the slaves were women. The merchants Perfecto and Hakiim specialized in women-women andeunuchs.

Hakiim gazed sourly at an eighth slave, who writhed over the sandy ground at the end of a separate chain. His partner, Perfecto, had brought him in about an hour ago, slung over the back of a pack horse, and dumped him there on the ground. Neither Perfecto nor Hakiim could bring himself to touch him.

”The currency of that one's understanding has been devalued, I think,” Hakiim drawled to Perfecto.

”If it is not entirely counterfeit.”

Perfecto could do little, but shrug. ”I had reasons to buy him.”

Hakiim didn't want to start an argument, for Perfecto was a man of chancy temper. And he was underhanded (like most Christians), and unpredictable. Hakiim was not a Spaniard, and he had no desire to gain enemies in a country where he had so few friends.

Still, that the fellow should wander off into the dry hills and return with THIS-this piece of damaged property, probably crazy to boot. Perfecto usually had good business sense, at least.

”Saqalibah?” mused the Moor, turning the blond head gently with a boot toe. ”Either that or Northman, I imagine. We might as well claim he is Saqalibah; with a. eunuch, purity of line cannot matter.

”Were it not for the scars, he would make a good harem boy. Or... plaything. Fine face, to be sure, and the coloring is uncommon.”

Perfecto regarded his prize with a jaundiced eye. Truth to tell, he liked his prize less than Hakiim did, having been forced to pay good money for him and to act grateful into the bargain.

And he shuddered, remembering the interview during which he had acquired the slave. Perfecto hated doing business with the Devil's crew. His fears ate through him like acid, worse and worse with every summons, and he longed for a graceful way to close the account which stood between the Devil and himself. But it had been almost twenty years now since Perfecto opened this account with a bit of casual homicide, and pay out as he might, the Spaniard always seemed to be in the red.

Perfecto wasn't at all sure what he had been forced to purchase. Was this pretty-faced imbecile a straight bit of goods-some court eunuch who had incurred h.e.l.lish displeasure, or the slave of some high official who had perhaps made contract with Satan and then tried to recant? He had a splendidly n.o.ble face, after all, or would have had, had any intelligence remained behind it.

Or was this but the Devil's bad joke on Perfecto himself, ready to change into a lion or a monstrous adder when least expected? Perfecto had certain nightmares...

He answered Hakiim grimly. ”He must have been some man's little toy once. But he's a bit large for such cuddles now.

”And of course there will be scars on the back, especially with the way he's grinding the dirt in.”

For the blond slave had stopped thras.h.i.+ng and lay quietly now in his much stained linen, directly on the wounds of his back.

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