Part 17 (1/2)
”MY DEAREST VICKY,
”I have only just got your letter, though you wrote it on the 15th of January. Mrs. Eames--that's the farmer's wife--found it behind a dish on the dresser, where it has been all the time. I never got your other letters; I can't think what became of them. I've asked the postman nearly every day if there was no letter for me. Vicky, I can't tell you all I'd like to say. I thought I'd write to mamma, but I feel as if I couldn't. Will you tell her that I just _beg_ her to forgive me? Not only for leaving home without leave, like I did, but for all the way I went on and all the worry I gave her. I see it all quite plain. I've been getting to see it for a good while, and when I read your dear letter it all came out quite plain like a flash. I don't mind the hard work here, or even the messy sort of ways compared to home--I wouldn't mind anything if I thought I was doing right. But it's the loneliness. Vicky, I have thought sometimes I'd go out of my mind. Will you ask Great-Uncle Hoot-Toot to forgive me, too? I'd like to understand about all he has done for us, and I think I am much sensibler about money than I was, so perhaps he'll tell me. I can ask for a holiday in three weeks, and then I'll come home for one day. I shall have to tell you my plans, and I think mamma will think I'm right. I must work hard, and perhaps in a few years I shall earn enough to come home and have a cottage like we planned. For I've made up my mind to emigrate. I don't think I'd ever get on so well in anything as in a country life; for, though it's very hard work here, I don't mind it, and I love animals, and in the summer it won't be so bad.
Please, Vicky, make everybody understand that I hope never to be a trouble and worry any more.--Your very loving
”GEOFF.
”P.S.--You may write here now. I don't mind you all knowing where I am.”
By the time Geoff had finished this, for him, long epistle, it was nearly dark. He had to hurry off to the station to be in time with the milk. He was well known now by the men about the railway, and by one or two of the guards, and he was glad to see one he knew this evening, as he begged him to post his letter in town, for it was too late for the Shalecray mail. The man was very good-natured, and promised to do as he asked.
”By Tuesday,” thought Geoff, ”I may have a letter if Vicky writes at once. And I might write again next Sunday. So that we'd hear of each other every week.”
And this thought made his face look very bright and cheery as he went whistling into the kitchen, where, as usual of a Sunday evening, Eames was sitting smoking beside the fire.
”The missis has told me about your letter, Jim,” said the farmer. ”I'm right-down sorry about it, but I don't rightly know who to blame. It's just got slipped out o' sight.”
”Thank you,” Geoff replied. ”I'm awfully glad to have it now.”
”He's never looked so bright since he came,” said Mr. Eames to his wife when Geoff had left the room. ”He's about getting tired of it, I fancy; and the squire's only too ready to forgive and forget, I take it. But he's a deal o' good stuff in him, has the boy, and so I told the squire.
He's a fine spirit of his own, too.”
”And as civil a lad as ever I seed,” added Mrs. Eames. ”No nonsense and no airs. One can tell as he's a real gentleman. All the same, I'll be uncommon glad when he's with his own folk again; no one'd believe the weight it's been on my mind to see as he didn't fall ill with us. And you always a-telling me as squire said he wasn't to be coddled and cosseted. Yet you'd have been none so pleased if he'd got a chill and the rheumatics or worse, as might have been if I hadn't myself seen to his bed and his sheets and his blankets, till the weight of them on my mind's been almost more nor I could bear.”
”Well, well,” said the farmer, soothingly, ”all's well as ends well. And you said yourself it'd never 'a' done for us to refuse the squire any mortal service he could have asked of us.”
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CHAPTER XIII.
THE NEW SQUIRE AND HIS FAMILY.
Tuesday brought no letter for Geoff--nor Wednesday, nor even Thursday.
His spirits went down again, and he felt bitterly disappointed. Could his friend, the guard, have forgotten to post the letter, after all? he asked himself. This thought kept him up till Thursday evening, when, happening to see the same man at the station, the guard's first words were, ”Got any answer to your love-letter yet, eh, Jim? I posted it straight away,” and then Geoff did not know what to think.
He did not like to write again. He began to fear that Vicky had been mistaken in feeling so sure that his mother and Great-Uncle Hoot-Toot and Elsa and Frances were all ready to forgive him, and longing for his return. Perhaps they were all still too indignant with him to allow Vicky to write, and he sighed deeply at the thought.
”I will wait till I can ask for a holiday,” he said to himself, ”and then I will write and say I am coming, and if they won't see me I must just bear it. At least, I am sure mother will see me when the time comes for me to go to America, though it will be dreadful to have to wait till then.”
When he got back to the house that evening, the farmer called to him.
_He_ had had a letter that morning, though Geoff had not; and had it not been getting dusk, the boy would have seen a slight twinkle in the good man's eyes as he spoke to him.
”Jim, my boy,” he said, ”I shall want you to do an odd job or so of work the next day or two. The new squire's coming down on Monday to look round a bit. They've been tidying up at the house; did you know?”
Geoff shook his head; he had no time for strolling about the Hall grounds except on Sundays, and on the last Sunday he had been too heavy-hearted to notice any change.