Part 131 (2/2)

Mr. Beeton would bring the meal when he had time to spare, and d.i.c.k learned to hang upon his speech, which dealt with badly fitted gas-plugs, waste-pipes out of repair, little tricks for driving picture-nails into walls, and the sins of the charwoman or the housemaids. In the lack of better things the small gossip of a servants'

hall becomes immensely interesting, and the s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g of a washer on a tap an event to be talked over for days.

Once or twice a week, too, Mr. Beeton would take d.i.c.k out with him when he went marketing in the morning to haggle with tradesmen over fish, lamp-wicks, mustard, tapioca, and so forth, while d.i.c.k rested his weight first on one foot and then on the other and played aimlessly with the tins and string-ball on the counter. Then they would perhaps meet one of Mr. Beeton's friends, and d.i.c.k, standing aside a little, would hold his peace till Mr. Beeton was willing to go on again.

The life did not increase his self-respect. He abandoned shaving as a dangerous exercise, and being shaved in a barber's shop meant exposure of his infirmity. He could not see that his clothes were properly brushed, and since he had never taken any care of his personal appearance he became every known variety of sloven. A blind man cannot deal with cleanliness till he has been some months used to the darkness.

If he demand attendance and grow angry at the want of it, he must a.s.sert himself and stand upright. Then the meanest menial can see that he is blind and, therefore, of no consequence. A wise man will keep his eyes on the floor and sit still. For amus.e.m.e.nt he may pick coal lump by lump out of the scuttle with the tongs and pile it in a little heap in the fender, keeping count of the lumps, which must all be put back again, one by one and very carefully. He may set himself sums if he cares to work them out; he may talk to himself or to the cat if she chooses to visit him; and if his trade has been that of an artist, he may sketch in the air with his forefinger; but that is too much like drawing a pig with the eyes shut. He may go to his bookshelves and count his books, ranging them in order of their size; or to his wardrobe and count his s.h.i.+rts, laying them in piles of two or three on the bed, as they suffer from frayed cuffs or lost b.u.t.tons.

Even this entertainment wearies after a time; and all the times are very, very long.

d.i.c.k was allowed to sort a tool-chest where Mr. Beeton kept hammers, taps and nuts, lengths of gas-pipes, oil-bottles, and string.

”If I don't have everything just where I know where to look for it, why, then, I can't find anything when I do want it. You've no idea, sir, the amount of little things that these chambers uses up,” said Mr. Beeton.

Fumbling at the handle of the door as he went out: ”It's hard on you, sir, I do think it's hard on you. Ain't you going to do anything, sir?”

”I'll pay my rent and messing. Isn't that enough?”

”I wasn't doubting for a moment that you couldn't pay your way, sir; but I 'ave often said to my wife, 'It's 'ard on 'im because it isn't as if he was an old man, nor yet a middle-aged one, but quite a young gentleman. That's where it comes so 'ard.'”

”I suppose so,” said d.i.c.k, absently. This particular nerve through long battering had ceased to feel--much.

”I was thinking,” continued Mr. Beeton, still making as if to go, ”that you might like to hear my boy Alf read you the papers sometimes of an evening. He do read beautiful, seeing he's only nine.”

”I should be very grateful,” said d.i.c.k. ”Only let me make it worth his while.”

”We wasn't thinking of that, sir, but of course it's in your own 'ands; but only to 'ear Alf sing 'A Boy's best Friend is 'is Mother!' Ah!”

”I'll hear him sing that too. Let him come this evening with the newspapers.”

Alf was not a nice child, being puffed up with many school-board certificates for good conduct, and inordinately proud of his singing.

Mr. Beeton remained, beaming, while the child wailed his way through a song of some eight eight-line verses in the usual whine of a young c.o.c.kney, and, after compliments, left him to read d.i.c.k the foreign telegrams. Ten minutes later Alf returned to his parents rather pale and scared.

”'E said 'e couldn't stand it no more,” he explained.

”He never said you read badly, Alf?” Mrs. Beeton spoke.

”No. 'E said I read beautiful. Said 'e never 'eard any one read like that, but 'e said 'e couldn't abide the stuff in the papers.”

”P'raps he's lost some money in the Stocks. Were you readin' him about Stocks, Alf?”

”No; it was all about fightin' out there where the soldiers is gone--a great long piece with all the lines close together and very hard words in it. 'E give me 'arf a crown because I read so well. And 'e says the next time there's anything 'e wants read 'e'll send for me.”

”That's good hearing, but I do think for all the half-crown--put it into the kicking-donkey money-box, Alf, and let me see you do it--he might have kept you longer. Why, he couldn't have begun to understand how beautiful you read.”

”He's best left to hisself--gentlemen always are when they're downhearted,” said Mr. Beeton.

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