Chapter 858 (1/2)
Jin Nan knew for a long time that some people have to do their best to look light and light. After a long time, people naturally feel that he doesn't care about anything and doesn't go to his heart. But only his own heart knows that he doesn't feel pain, he is just used to not saying it.
Looking at the dark night outside, he thinks that life may be like this. When many mistakes occur, he can't change it. Many people are doomed to have no ending from the beginning of meeting.
The mobile phone in his pants pocket rings. He recovers a little and takes it out to see that it is AI Xi calling.
Through, he looks like water, no waves, waiting for the other side to explain things.
”Mr. Jin, is it convenient for you to speak on the phone now?”
”Well.”
AI Xi was silent for a moment, as if he had plucked up his courage and whispered, ”I'm sorry to call you. There's something personal that I want to take up half a minute of your time.”
Jin Nan asked, ”what's the matter?”
AI Xi said: ”it's off time now, so I won't call you Mr. Jin, because I have something I want to tell Jin Nan. These words have been hidden in my heart for a long time, and I still don't want to give up. I'm from night city, Taurus. I have a child at home. My parents are teaching in University. I don't have any bad hobbies. At most, I don't want to talk to people when I'm under a lot of pressure. I can play video games and have a lot of ball games. If you don't like noisy, I can read a book without talking for a day I just want to say, in fact, I'm not bad. If you don't have a suitable girlfriend in mind, I'm also single. ”
”I call you today, there is no other meaning, you do not have any trouble, I just suddenly feel, like a person you have to say as soon as possible, otherwise one day you suddenly made a girlfriend, I will regret why did not let you know in advance, than you face-to-face refusal, I am more afraid to miss.”
“…… I've finished. You should forgive me for the abrupt. I promise that private affairs are private affairs. No matter how you decide, I will not affect my work. ”
Jin Nan stood still, his eyes still looking out at the dark night outside. Maybe AI Xi's confession came too suddenly. He could not feel the pain before for a while, and he was only surprised.
It's not that he has not been pursued, but no one has ever explained to him in the way of self introduction that he was silent for more than five seconds, his thin lips opened and he said in a voice, ”I know.”
I know?
AI Xi's heart beat like a drum. After a few seconds pause, she asked, ”I didn't give you any trouble, did I?”
”No,” said Jin Nan
She would like to ask, what does he mean now? If he knows, is it OK or not?
She also confessed to others for the first time. Jin Nan was unpredictable. She didn't understand and didn't dare to ask. She had to say, ”well, you're busy. I'll hang up first.”
”Well.”
The phone hung up like this. Jin Nan took his mobile phone and didn't do the next step immediately. AI Xi said so much. What impressed him most was that: I'm more afraid to miss.
People have too many possibilities in this life, and they are all missed and tampered with the ending. He admires AI Xi's courage and envies her of such opportunities, but he doesn't have them. As soon as he plays, he is doomed to be too late.
But AI Xi's words, to a certain extent, bring a little light to his gloomy heart, let him know that some things need to be won by himself. For example, now, he not only knows that AI Xi likes him, but also has some accidents. She even confesses on her own initiative. After all, she doesn't look like a person who will actively chase people.
Being stirred by AI Xi's sudden phone call, Jin Nan feels that his breath is much smoother, and his mind is not as chaotic as before. He returns to the private room. Cen Qinghe smiles and asks him, ”are you going to the bathroom? I just wanted to send someone to save you. ”
Jin Nan said, ”I got a call.”
CEN Qinghe didn't expect that it would be a private matter for him to answer the phone. He only said that it was work, so he didn't continue to ask. After eating a meal with different minds, cen Qinghe held hands with Shang Shaocheng. Jin Nan saw that although it was still stuck in his throat, there would be no pain like cutting meat with a blunt knife in the deep of his heart. AI Xi's phone call was just like that A city wall, for him to block the outside world.
He knew that he and Cen Qinghe had missed, but he just knew that some people loved him silently and were afraid to miss him. A desolate heart, almost lost the ability to warm others, once warm close, will be extremely grateful, he is glad that some people care about him, care to the point of fear of missing.
CEN Qinghe and shangshao city got on the same car. Before leaving, he told Jin Nan and Chang Shan to drive carefully. They separated at the door of the hotel. When there were only Chang Shan and Jin Nan left, Chang Shan could not help whispering, ”brother, I think Qinghe and shangshao city are real. Don't wait any longer.”
Jin Nan sat in the driver's seat, fastened his seat belt and started the car. His face was calm and said, ”no, I hope they are happy.”
Chang Shan looks at him with distressed eyes, but doesn't know how to comfort him.
Jin Nan looked at her for the first time. She took the initiative to hook up the corners of her lips and said with a light smile, ”I'm really OK. Do you think I'll like other people's fiancees?”Chang Shan felt a sudden pain in her heart. Jin Nan will no longer like Cen Qinghe, not because she has changed, but because her identity has changed. He can only force himself to forget her, and forget the secret love that has withered before seeing the light.
She did not open her eyes, forced to endure the hot eyes, soft voice said: ”brother, don't be sad, you are so good, in the future will find me a good sister-in-law, I will be the bridesmaid for my sister-in-law.”
Jin Nan said, ”good.”