Chapter 656 (1/2)
”I didn't say angry words. You really don't have to apologize. It's because I didn't adjust my mood and lost my temper with you.”
CEN Qinghe is very calm, but because his voice is a little stuffy, so he has a bit more nasal sounds, which is not so cold and serious.
Shangshaocheng did not expect her unexpected good coax, subconsciously to shake her hand, cen Qinghe did a small action, she curled up her fingers, pinched the edge of the quilt.
She would rather hold the quilt than let him touch it. Even if she could not see the expression on her face, she could be as sensitive as shangshaocheng. He also realized that she had not forgiven him.
Sure enough, she then said rationally, ”let's talk for a while.”
Shangshao city's inexplicable heart sank. No, it's not inexplicable. It's for a reason.
After a few seconds of silence, he said in a low voice, ”say it.”
CEN Qinghe said to himself: ”I'd like to apologize to you first. Last night, my mobile phone was out of power. I didn't say hello to you. I went to entertain two friends. One was from Rongcheng, named Bai Yu, and the other was from Haicheng. They met in Haicheng first, and then came to Yecheng to find me. We went to Shunde house to have dinner. We played in the back Palace at night and drank directly next door at more than two o'clock in the middle of the night When I came out of the hotel in the morning, I met Xue Kaiyang. We had breakfast together. He took me home
She explained the whole itinerary of yesterday in great detail, which was almost marked out at a few points. Shang Shaocheng heard a burst of chest tightness. I did not know whether it was because of her calm voice or because of the content of her words.
She was still angry at him for a moment. She didn't believe where she went last night and who she met.
After she said that, shangshao city did not immediately answer, cen Qinghe had to continue, ”I admit, did not call you yesterday, because I have emotions in my heart, I deliberately let you find me all night, sorry.”
”Today, I was lying in bed thinking a lot. I thought you did nothing wrong. I joked and teased you that I was pregnant. You didn't say let me play. You also said that I would have a baby. But I'm still not happy. Maybe I did too much.”
Heart is like a needle at the same time, even though these words have been in Cen Qinghe's mind for a whole day, she is ready to have a showdown with shangshaocheng at any time, but when it comes to this time, she still can't control the heartache.
Throat just a little tight, she quickly stopped without a trace, quietly took a breath, until the acid faded, she still calm way: ”you are so afraid of having children, but also afraid that you don't know what to do after having children. If it's not good to let me not have children, you can only make it difficult for yourself to let me have children. I think it's not only important to be happy when two people are together. In fact, it's also very important whether the future ideal and goal are consistent. Of course, I don't blame you. I really don't blame you now. You have told me that you don't want to get married, so I will remember that you don't want to get married. If you forget about the children, you can't make fun of it, which will make you scared when you get up in the morning. ”
Shangshao city was like a lump in his throat, piercing and piercing. He couldn't help interrupting, ”I was wrong yesterday, I didn't want to...”
CEN Qinghe interrupted him again, ”you listen to me finish, you also know what character I am. If I don't blame you, I don't want to say any irony to make you apologize. I really think that joking is a small matter, and it will be over, but the things behind the joke are worth sitting down and talking peacefully.”
Shangshaocheng would rather Cen Qinghe cry, rather she make trouble, and would rather that she would do what he always despised. It was better than the present situation. She was calm, as if the conversation was over, and they would come to an end.
Men say that women are very annoying when they are unreasonable, that is when they have not tried to be reasonable with women. They really don't hate it, but they are very distressed.
When he was shaking his mind, cen Qinghe had left the theme of her talk tonight. She said: ”before, I always thought that two people could be together as long as their personalities are suitable and conditions permit. It has been proved that we are not bad together. But I have overlooked a key question: is it a momentary verb or a continuous verb together? Can we be together for a while Son, or together for a lifetime? You may think that I am a little bit of affectation, but I think carefully, I really can't talk with anyone for a lifetime of love, always No results. ”
Sun Qian's words, like a nightmare, are always around Cen Qinghe. If he can't even give marriage or even dare not promise, he will leave suddenly one day. What should she do? Do you have the courage to walk alone? Is it possible to fall in love with another person again?
Forgive her selfishness, if he really does not have a clear plan for the future, she does not want to take a road without a head.
Pressed down on the sore throat, Shang Shaocheng opened his mouth and said, ”I admit I was shocked to hear you say that I was pregnant, and I was really not ready to accept a new life.”
He was frank and frank, and his voice was more tense than Cen Qinghe had ever heard. ”I'm not afraid of your jokes. I heard the servants of our older generation say that the first thing I'll say in my next life is not Dad or mom, but a sister-in-law with me. Her surname is Meng, and I've been calling Meng.”
”After my mother gave birth, I fed for more than ten days, and immediately began to work. Later, she came home to listen to me calling Meng. She still thought that I was calling her mother. She was so happy that she stayed at home with me for three days and had photos.”His voice seems to have pride and show off, but more self mockery, cen Qinghe heard scalp numbness, eye socket some fever.
I want Xu Li to tell her that from the time she was pregnant to the year after she was born, she didn't go to work for two years and didn't go anywhere. She stayed at home with her children. Her grandparents, uncles, uncles and relatives all around her. This is the right way for the little princess to open.
I thought that ordinary people would attach great importance to having a child. What's more, in a super rich family like shangshaocheng, he was so ”down and out” when he was a child.
”Over the years, the number of times I met with my parents, and what I said, is estimated to be one tenth of that between you and your parents. Maybe it is not enough. Not only can I not see the two of them, they are not familiar with each other. I doubt whether they specially arranged the schedule when they gave birth to me.”
”Chi...”
CEN Qinghe couldn't help it. But after laughing, she immediately had tears in her eyes, reached for the tip of her nose and sucked.
”I don't want to get married, I don't want to have children. I don't want a husband and wife to live like a working partner, and I don't want to have children like me. The first thing I want to say is sister-in-law or nanny.”
Tears rolled down her eyes, cen Qinghe from lying down to leaning against the head of the bed, took a side of the paper towel and blew her nose. She said in a stuffy voice, ”Why are you so poor?”