Chapter 269 (1/2)

Since she came to Yecheng, cen Qinghe has been trying to force her to forget. Now that she is about to go home, she can't control her self abusive memories.

This is looking out of the window of the plane in trance, but looking at it, I do not know how to be distracted, as a reflection of the glass, that is her own, empty eyes looking at a certain place, eyes full of deep despair.

Before this incident, cen Qinghe thought despair was only an adjective, but now she understood that despair was a verb or a continuous verb. It can make a person heartache, as long as alive, endless pain.

It is said that people have hope when they are alive. There is nothing that can't be done, and there is no obstacle that can't be overcome. But Cen Qinghe wondered why the old God can give many people a chance to survive in a desperate situation, but he only gives her a way to die?

She had to blow her head off and couldn't think of a way to get the best of both worlds. She can't watch Xu Li go mad after learning the truth, and she can't watch the family break up, so she chooses to be silent. At the same time, she can't think that this has never happened. She believes that Cen Haifeng says that he doesn't know the relationship between her and Xiao Rui. But what about Xiao Fangying? She always knows who Cen Haifeng is and that he has a wife and daughter, right?

Knowing that the other party has a family, but also deliberately put in a foot Even if she was Xiao Rui's mother, she looked down on her. She not only looked down on her, but also deeply hated and hated her.

It's ridiculous to say that you love your house and love your dog, compared with Xu Li's being fooled in the drum.

It was not until after the event that Cen Qinghe understood that sometimes, love and kinship really can not be compared. She loves Xiao Rui, but Xiao Rui's motherhood destroys the relationship between Cen Haifeng and Xu Li. If possible, cen Qinghe can scold Xiao Fangying in front of her face without blinking, just because the other party's existence has hurt her mother's interests.

This is human nature. People will think, protect their weaknesses, weigh the pros and cons, and also seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

Can't be together with Xiao Rui again, cen Qinghe will suffer, even take her half life. But it is not difficult to make such a choice. Even when she glimpses the key of Cen Haifeng's car at Xiao Rui's tea table, she already knows the ending.

Those who carry the banner of tolerance, can forgive all people, cen Qinghe admire. But she couldn't do it. Maybe she was born narrow-minded, so she couldn't cover up her father and mother-in-law for her own selfish desire. If she really did this for Xiao Rui, she would be sorry for Xu Li, who had been called Xu Li for 23 years.

To put it bluntly, Xiao Rui can't ask her not to kiss her mother.

Looking at himself reflected in the glass window, cen Qinghe made great efforts to hook up the corners of his lips, so that he looked relieved.

The reason she has thought very clearly, boyfriends can not, mother can not. After a long time, everyone will be indifferent. She will find another boyfriend. Xiao Rui can't be a bachelor all his life But why, the reason is clear, the bottom of her heart is a mess, whenever she thinks she can think of, there is always a voice in her ear misleading her.

”If Cen Haifeng doesn't have an extramarital affair with Xiao Fangying, you and Xiao Rui can be aboveboard together, marry and have children. Why can't you be together when you love him so much?”

This is a strange circle. The more she wants to climb out, the more ugly and selfish she is, the more she has to drag her legs down.

CEN Qinghe also wants to be indifferent to it, but in fact, she is also a layman, so she turns all her demands into resentment and revenge on Cen Haifeng.

It was him, because of his dereliction of duty and indulgence that led to everyone following the abyss.

After the plane stopped for half an hour, cen Qinghe hid in the corner for half an hour. When the stewardess took the loudspeaker to call for boarding, she turned back.

When I got on the plane again, I had already changed people. I boarded the plane from Hexi to winter city.

CEN Qinghe did not dare to sleep again, for fear of having nightmares again, so he always leaned against the window and looked at the dark sky outside.

It took three hours to fly from Binhai to Hexi. In the middle of the flight, we stopped for half an hour, and then we got to winter city in three hours. CEN Qinghe and Xu Li reported safety, so the plane had been shut down before boarding. She did not know that she had been thinking about her in shangshao City, a coastal city.

He thought that she should have arrived at night city by now, after four hours' flight. Sitting in the same compartment with a group of friends to play cards, he was obviously absent-minded. From time to time, he glanced at Chen Boxuan to see if he had answered the phone.

As time went by, three rounds of cards were played in a twinkling of an eye. Chen Boxuan's mobile phone didn't ring all the time, and shangshao city became more and more anxious.

He didn't even look at it. He played a card of 80000 and immediately pushed the card at Dou Chao's next house. Hu.

Shen zisong said with a smile: ”I haven't seen you for several years. Shaocheng is sensible. This evening, he even gave others some guns.”

Yang Hao also said: ”no, I'm sorry to take money if I win.”

Shang Shao City lips a hook, forced to smile, but can not speak.

At the bottom of my heart, I suddenly catch a glimpse of Chen Boxuan at the opposite table and grabs his mobile phone. His eyes immediately glance over.Chen Boxuan talked after he got through, but because there were many people in the private room, everyone said everything, so shangshao city didn't hear clearly.

After saying a few words, Chen Boxuan hung up. Shang Shaocheng didn't know whether it was Cen Qinghe who called. He wanted to ask, but he was sorry, and he was still holding his breath in his heart. He couldn't stay the one who didn't know how to hold it up. He just hated people's teeth itching.

While shuffling mahjong machine, Dou Chao casually said: ”Shaocheng, how did your little assistant suddenly return to the night city? Can she do that?”

Shangshaocheng looks the same, can not hear the joy and anger said: ”she will go to work tomorrow.”

Dou Chao said with a smile: ”she works under you. In a word, what class does she use? How good is it to stay here with you?”

Shang Shao city did not think of a smile, ”I don't need her to accompany.”

In fact, cen Qinghe refused to stay with him. Whenever he thought of this place, he wanted to pick up the phone and scold her.