Part 78 (1/2)

”Do you call the seventh heaven of devotion serious? He's in love with me, _je le veux bien_; he's so poisoned--Mr. Dormer vividly puts it--as to require a strong antidote; but he has never spoken to me as if he really expected me to listen to him, and he's the more of a gentleman from that fact. He knows we haven't a square foot of common ground--that a gra.s.shopper can't set up a house with a fish. So he has taken care to say to me only more than he can possibly mean. That makes it stand just for nothing.”

”Did he say more than he can possibly mean when he took formal leave of you yesterday--for ever and ever?” the old woman cried.

On which Nick re-enforced her. ”And don't you call that--his taking formal leave--a sacrifice?”

”Oh he took it all back, his sacrifice, before he left the house.”

”Then has that no meaning?” demanded Mrs. Rooth.

”None that I can make out,” said her daughter.

”Ah I've no patience with you: you can be stupid when you will--you can be even that too!” the poor lady groaned.

”What mamma wishes me to understand and to practise is the particular way to be artful with Mr. Sherringham,” said Miriam. ”There are doubtless depths of wisdom and virtue in it. But I see only one art--that of being perfectly honest.”

”I like to hear you talk--it makes you live, brings you out,” Nick contentedly dropped. ”And you sit beautifully still. All I want to say is please continue to do so: remain exactly as you are--it's rather important--for the next ten minutes.”

”We're was.h.i.+ng our dirty linen before you, but it's all right,” the girl returned, ”because it shows you what sort of people we are, and that's what you need to know. Don't make me vague and arranged and fine in this new view,” she continued: ”make me characteristic and real; make life, with all its horrid facts and truths, stick out of me. I wish you could put mother in too; make us live there side by side and tell our little story. 'The wonderful actress and her still more wonderful mamma'--don't you think that's an awfully good subject?”

Mrs. Rooth, at this, cried shame on her daughter's wanton humour, professing that she herself would never accept so much from Nick's good nature, and Miriam settled it that at any rate he was some day and in some way to do her mother, _really_ do her, and so make her, as one of the funniest persons that ever was, live on through the ages.

”She doesn't believe Mr. Sherringham wants to marry me any more than you do,” the girl, taking up her dispute again after a moment, represented to Nick; ”but she believes--how indeed can I tell you what she believes?--that I can work it so well, if you understand, that in the fulness of time I shall hold him in a vice. I'm to keep him along for the present, but not to listen to him, for if I listen to him I shall lose him. It's ingenious, it's complicated; but I daresay you follow me.”

”Don't move--don't move,” said Nick. ”Pardon a poor clumsy beginner.”

”No, I shall explain quietly. Somehow--here it's _very_ complicated and you mustn't lose the thread--I shall be an actress and make a tremendous lot of money, and somehow too (I suppose a little later) I shall become an amba.s.sadress and be the favourite of courts. So you see it will all be delightful. Only I shall have to go very straight. Mamma reminds me of a story I once heard about the mother of a young lady who was in receipt of much civility from the pretender to a crown, which indeed he, and the young lady too, afterwards more or less wore. The old countess watched the course of events and gave her daughter the cleverest advice: '_Tiens bon, ma fille_, and you shall sit upon a throne.' Mamma wishes me to _tenir bon_--she apparently thinks there's a danger I mayn't--so that if I don't sit upon a throne I shall at least parade at the foot of one. And if before that, for ten years, I pile up the money, they'll forgive me the way I've made it. I should hope so, if I've _tenu bon_!

Only ten years is a good while to hold out, isn't it? If it isn't Mr.

Sherringham it will be some one else. Mr. Sherringham has the great merit of being a bird in the hand. I'm to keep him along, I'm to be still more diplomatic than even he can be.”

Mrs. Rooth listened to her daughter with an air of a.s.sumed reprobation which melted, before the girl had done, into a diverted, complacent smile--the gratification of finding herself the proprietress of so much wit and irony and grace. Miriam's account of her mother's views was a scene of comedy, and there was instinctive art in the way she added touch to touch and made point upon point. She was so quiet, to oblige her painter, that only her fine lips moved--all her expression was in their charming utterance. Mrs. Rooth, after the first flutter of a less cynical spirit, consented to be sacrificed to an effect of the really high order she had now been educated to recognise; so that she scarce hesitated, when Miriam had ceased speaking, before she t.i.ttered out with the fondest indulgence: '_Comedienne_!' And she seemed to appeal to their companion. ”Ain't she fascinating? That's the way she does for you!”

”It's rather cruel, isn't it,” said Miriam, ”to deprive people of the luxury of calling one an actress as they'd call one a liar? I represent, but I represent truly.”

”Mr. Sherringham would marry you to-morrow--there's no question of ten years!” cried Mrs. Rooth with a comicality of plainness.

Miriam smiled at Nick, deprecating his horror of such talk. ”Isn't it droll, the way she can't get it out of her head?” Then turning almost coaxingly to the old woman: ”_Voyons_, look about you: they don't marry us like that.”

”But they do--_cela se voit tous les jours_. Ask Mr. Dormer.”

”Oh never! It would be as if I asked him to give us a practical proof.”

”I shall never prove anything by marrying any one,” Nick said. ”For me that question's over.”

Miriam rested kind eyes on him. ”Dear me, how you must hate me!” And before he had time to reply she went on to her mother: ”People marry them to make them leave the stage; which proves exactly what I say.”

”Ah they offer them the finest positions,” reasoned Mrs. Rooth.

”Do you want me to leave it then?”