Part 22 (1/2)
You must remember the stand Dr. Morgan takes on such matters. You have heard her lecture often enough to know that she does not countenance treating sin and crime lightly. Why, in her last chapel-talk she said that while some amus.e.m.e.nts might be legitimate and proper for us, we must refrain from them because of our influencing others who might be harmed.
I'm sure I could find no better person to follow than Dr. Morgan.”
”I do not think her words applied to this instance. At least I would not have taken it so. Nora did cheat last spring; but perhaps she is sorry for it. You do not know but that she looks upon it now with more scorn than you do.”
”I hope so. I hope Exeter has had some influence upon her.”
”Don't you think, Landis, the proper thing to do, when we know she is ashamed of what she did last spring, is to help her all we can? It seems so unforgiving to be remembering always the little mean actions. I think she has suffered enough as it is. I don't see what is to be gained by slighting her now.”
”Perhaps you don't; but this is your first year at Exeter and you have lots more to learn. When you have been here two years more, perhaps your ethical standard will be higher.”
”Until I am capable of _copying_ other people's essays and pa.s.sing them off for my own.” Elizabeth's lips had grown white as Landis spoke. Never before in all her life had she been as angry as now. It was not alone Landis' words which hurt her, but the girl's manner and tone, which were most insulting.
For an instant Landis' face grew crimson. Elizabeth's remark had struck home. Her embarra.s.sment lasted only for a moment. She was her cool, confident self again.
”I hope you'll never be capable of that,” was the rejoinder, spoken lightly as she moved to her desk and took up a pencil preparatory to writing. ”Exeter is scarcely a place where one learns such methods. One must have brought the disposition for such things with her.”
Elizabeth was not deceived by the light tone of the remark. Having entered into the discussion, she did not intend to retreat with lowered flag.
However, it was scarcely fair to Landis to put her at a disadvantage in Min Kean's presence. While Landis was speaking, the situation presented itself clearly to Elizabeth's mind. She turned to Miss Kean.
”Min, would you care to go over to call on my roommate for a few minutes?
You'll find some home-made candy which mother sent with Joe Ratowsky. I wish to speak with Landis, and it's really too personal for even you to hear.”
”Why, certainly! I'll take the gloves along and finish my mending there.
But don't quarrel while I'm gone.”
”Scarcely,” was the reply from Landis. ”I never have quarreled with anyone and I have no desire to begin now.” She was much taller than before. She was really quite an impressive person when she was on her dignity.
”Well?” she asked, turning to Elizabeth as the door closed after Min. Her manner and facial expression added, ”If you have anything to say, you little insignificant member of the Middlers, say it. Such an august personage as myself has no time to waste in conversation with a little girl.”
Elizabeth did not falter. ”I did not wish Min to hear what I have to say.
She looks up to you as the literary light at Exeter, and I see no reason to undeceive her. I've known these little facts I'm about to mention since last holidays; but I've told no one. I would never have brought up the subject for discussion, even with you, if you had not been so bitter against Nora. It seems so perfectly ridiculous for you to criticise her for cheating once in examination when you've kept up the same system for months.”
”I don't know what you mean!”
”You will soon if you do not now. As I have already said, I would have kept this to myself had you not been insulting to me ever since I came in this morning. I won't be patronized by anyone that I have no confidence in. Every one at Exeter praises your fine essays. I used to, but I don't any more.”
”What is the matter with you this morning, Elizabeth? I insulting to you!
The idea was farthest from my thoughts. I'm nervous. I suppose that accounts for my speaking so you misunderstood me. I'm really working very hard. I'm anxious to make a creditable pa.s.sing mark, and then I have Min to coach. You know she does not grasp lessons so quickly as you and some of the brighter ones.”
But the open flattery did not lead Elizabeth away from the subject. She had grown years wiser in the six months spent at Exeter. Her knowledge had cost her much of her girlish confidence.
”I--” she began.
Landis, determined to ignore unpleasant subjects, interrupted with, ”Have you ever been out to the Adams' farm? I suppose you haven't, since this is your first spring at Exeter. There's a big woods near the house. It is filled with arbutus. I suppose it is beginning to leaf now. Min and I go out every spring to spend a day and night. We come home laden with arbutus. We're going again a week from this coming Sat.u.r.day. I wish you and Mary Wilson would go along. We get a livery rig and drive out. Can't you go with us?”
”No, I--”
”It shall not cost you a cent. Min and I will pay the livery bill.”