Part 23 (2/2)

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I checked the remaining telltales as I made my way gingerly up the stairs. I did all I could to avoid bending my leg. They were all in place.

The girl was standing with her back to me as I hobbled into the room. She seemed to be preparing the brew as if it was a three-course meal. Anything to look indispensable, I supposed. The roll of cash I'd given her sat on the drainer beside the open box of Yorks.h.i.+re Tea.

I shrugged the Bergen strap off my shoulder and let its weight drag it down my arm. I didn't have the strength to lift it off properly. I leant against the wall in a vain attempt to relieve the pain. I didn't want to sit down and stretch the wound site any more. I was f.u.c.ked, and I was glad to be here.

I let the Bergen drop to my feet and spoke to the back of her sweats.h.i.+rt. 'What's your name?'

She didn't turn. Perhaps she still thought I was going to show her the door. She really was just a kid, doing the brew-making version of dragging the duvet over her head.

I didn't know if she hadn't heard me or if it she was ignoring me. I said it louder. 'What is your name?'

Her hands flew around in front of her as if she was conducting the Philharmonic rather than just squeezing out a couple of tea bags. 'Angeles.'

'Like the city?'

She finally turned and smiled.

'Where are you from, Angeles? Nationality? Your country?'

'Moldova.'

'Why didn't you go to the airport, like I said? You could be safe now.'

She turned back and mumbled something into the drainingboard.

'What?'

She got stuck into the sugar bag and finally came towards me with two steaming mugs of the black stuff.

'But I am safe. I want to stay with you.'

It wasn't much more than a whisper. Her hair fell across her face. I found it even harder to understand her now I couldn't see her mouth.

I was desperate to sit down, but leant my weight against the wall instead. She stood in front of me.

'How old are you?'

'Fifteen. I will cook for you. I will look after you. Anything. Please let me stay ...'

I nodded and started drinking. The brew was hot and sweet and right at that moment it was as good as anything I'd ever tasted.

She sipped hers like a bird, then started waffling like a madwoman. 'I will help you, yes. Will you take me away from here? I can go with you tonight?'

I raised a hand to encourage her to slow down. 'I want you to do something for me. Get that towel and tear it into strips.' I held my thumb and forefinger about three inches apart. 'Like a bandage, yeah? I'm going to go and clean myself up.'

I started to move, but winced as the pain shot through my a.r.s.e.

'Please - let me help. What happened?'

'Don't ask. Don't say anything. Just do what I say and I'll help you, OK?'

'Yes. Thank you.'

I staggered into the shower. As I turned on the water and waited for the steam, I struggled to peel off my trainers and jeans.

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I almost screamed with pain as the hot water hit the puncture sites. But it was the only way. I had to get them clean.

I cupped my hand below the wounds and scooped the water over them. It was the best I could do for now. I'd get it sorted when I'd lifted Lilian and waved goodbye to Flynn and his silo.

Once the important stuff was done, all I wanted to do was get the smell of puke off me and brush my teeth. I could almost feel where the acid had burnt into the enamel.

I stuck my head out from behind the curtain. 'Can you bring me those bits of towel?'

I ducked back under the trickle of water and worked shampoo into my hair. It wasn't long before the door opened and in she came. I turned to face her. I didn't want her to get the wrong idea, but I didn't want her to see the stab wounds either.

I climbed out of the shower and used the part of my sweats.h.i.+rt that wasn't covered in puke to dry myself. She stood there with the door open, staring at the 'blunt trauma', as Kleinmann had called the knife, bullet and dog-bite scars that covered my body.

'Get your clothes off.'

She stared at me.

'Take them off. I need them.'

I tried to work the strips of towel around me like Gandhi to give my a.r.s.e some kind of dressing. It wasn't happening.

Angeles handed me my jeans and sweats.h.i.+rt before leaving. I put them on, then folded one of the strips and shoved it down the back of the jeans as best I could to get some protection over the punctures. I'd seen lads in Africa with much bigger wounds, big machete cuts that had taken chunks out of their arms and thighs, and they were still going strong. All I had to do was crack on for another couple of months.

As I pulled the sweats.h.i.+rt over my head, I realized that in a curious way the pain felt good. It was from a proper old-fas.h.i.+oned wound, not some cancerous growth that I hadn't asked for and couldn't do much about. It was the sort of pain I could handle, and an aspirin or two would help. I wasn't going to run short of them any time soon. Perhaps the Smarties would too.

And then I realized something else: I'd left the Smarties at 118.

f.u.c.k it, I'd be with Anna soon and I'd sort it then. Right now I'd just have to crack on.

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