Chapter 587： Oedipus complex (1/2)
The mother Lin Huiyin’s heavy breath in her sleep made Tianlong very excited, almost almost going to kiss her lips like a child. He leaned over and put a leg on the mother's well-defined femur. A possession of the female body was full of brains, and his speed was quick, and the mother's was slightly rubbed several times.
Tianlong put his face closer to his mother and put his forehead on her mouth. The mother Lin Huiyin also unconsciously hugged him more and pressed her full cheek against his face. Tianlong was so happy that he was called out. It was estimated that he and his mother’s mouth were only a few centimeters away. I really wanted to kiss her tender lips. But he didn't dare at the time, only holding her mother's soft waist and licking her small earlobe.
Tianlong did not dare to kiss his mother as before, which shows that he has a self-discipline of thought while having a **** understanding.
I remember that in the first year or two before the age of 12, he used to pull the mother's Lin Huiyin's pajamas in his sleep, trying to catch her, but did not dare to kiss her. He thought that this was related to the mother's gradual awareness of his sexual maturity.
Lin Huiyin must have discovered that his son has a minimum sexual feeling and is no longer a child who was ignorant. Therefore, she will consciously keep a distance with him in some aspects, let him feel her rejection of ”his affectionate expression”, so that Tianlong has a timid mentality is not difficult to explain.
There is also a place that is almost ignored by him. If they assume that this is not the case at all, it is likely to make his thoughts of occupying a mother greatly reduced.
I still clearly remember that when the dragon was only six or seven years old, when the parents had already divorced, his father Liang Rukang had already married the little mother Su Nianci. On the weekends and holidays, he often went to his father’s house to live in a small room. One time he accidentally witnessed his father. The scene of Liang Rukang and Xiao Ma Su Nianci playing in bed, seems to be joking at the time, but quite a bit of sexual stimulation. To be precise, it is because the parents neglected the existence of the child, and in the face of the child, the similar behavior occurred, which made the son have the desire to get the mother Lin Huiyin or even the little mother Su Nianci. The long-term solitude between mother and child has strengthened this idea.
We must not underestimate the child's judgment. They can use the keen eye and rich emotions to comprehend the world. This is much higher than the use of language to explain the facts of the world, because many things and many scenes cannot be seen in words. The children who feel in their hearts that they cannot explain clearly, we adults may never find out.
In general, the situation in that period was that Tianlong’s intimate behavior against his mother (not as more appropriate as “provocation”) was rejected by his mother. He is a little scared and has some stimulation and eagerness.
Finally, he finally understood that he is no longer a former child. If you want to use your child to show sexual affection to your mother, you will be wrong. The mother must feel the sexual satisfaction he brought to her. From the reaction she touched her in her sleep, she could glimpse), but the mother would not actively accept the naked sexual demands from him, and this change of identity was patient and meticulous.
Mama Lin Huiyin has never screamed loudly. When she is very angry, her beautiful and beautiful face will rise red. The beautiful eyes of the big eyes are so lethal, so that people can’t bear to violate her, and they will give birth from the bottom of their hearts. a sense of guilt.
When the mother was young, the person who chased her had a strengthened connection, but the mother had a glance at the father Liang Conkang, his father’s elegant smile, and the hearty character told his mother that Dad was a person who could entrust his life.
However, it is such an elegant and handsome father, Liang Rukang, who eventually betrayed her mother Lin Huiyin, leaving her with a pain that is difficult to heal.
Therefore, Tianlong’s love for her mother Lin Huiyin is deeply hidden in her heart. For more than ten years, whenever he silently watched the mother’s convex and beautiful back, love poured out from the bottom of his heart and slowly tormented him. Mind, he swears from the bottom of his heart that he will care for her forever, not letting his favorite person suffer a little wrong.
Tianlong asked Shangneng to give him a chance to let his mother hold her baby in her arms and care for her carefully, and pour her deep love into her mother's delicate body. However, he has never had the courage, fearing that this will hurt his mother Lin Huiyin.
Mama Lin Huiyin loves him very much because he is close to the senior high school entrance examination. The daily study task is very big. He often learns late at night, and his mother is accompanying him every day. When he studies, his mother will hold behind him without saying anything. Look at this book, accompany him, when the night is deep, my mother will quietly come to a bowl of fragrant dumplings to do his stay up late.
Mama Lin Huiyin’s love for him makes him even more intolerant of hurting this gentle woman. He can only hide his deep love for his mother, and dare not reveal a trace. Perhaps it is the role of adolescence, the deeper his love is hidden, the more severe his suffering, and slowly he is going crazy.
Finally, because of the occurrence of one thing, he was able to get close satisfaction, and finally his dream of life was realized in stages. He thanked Heaven and finally heard his prayer.
It was a weekend afternoon in the first three or five months. Tianlong returned home from school early. He couldn't bear to let his mother Lin Huiyin, who had been tired for a day at the operating table, return home to cook, so she returned home early to give her beloved mother. Make a delicious meal.