Chapter 202： It’s hard to choose to escape (2/2)
Xiao Shuqin's face was a little red. I thought for a while and said, ”You didn't want to talk to Auntie about these things in the past. You also know the situation of Auntie. I used to think that you are a child, and you are a classmate with Xiao Xin. I told you those things. But this boy is about the size of you, we don’t know, so there is no pressure in my heart.”
At that time, she seemed to say a lot. Tianlong silently listened. Suddenly he asked: ”Auntie, do you like me? I just watched your chats. I hope that the boy is me. Because I like aunt very much, very I hope to accompany my aunt, really!”
His words Xiao Shuqin are not unexpected. In fact, in her heart, she hopes that he and the boy are alone. After all, he once imagined him as that person. The question now is: If he is really that person, he will not be angry with him about using two identities to chat with himself. In fact, she does not know it. On the one hand, she feels that the boy is so heavy, and On the one hand, I feel that he is really trying his best.
So Xiao Shuqin asked: ”Then tell you honestly, Auntie, you will not be angry. Are you using another QQ number and telling me about those things?”
Tianlong thought for a while and looked up and asked: ”If I am, can Auntie let go in the future when he is with me like him?”
Xiao Shuqin asked him: ”You said you are, can you prove it? Auntie wants to confirm this.”
Tianlong said a little while, and sent a chat record on QQ. Xiao Shuqin looked at the words that made people blushing, really the record of her and the boy a few days ago. She suddenly felt a stone falling from the ground, but another feeling of humiliation came to her mind. She didn't dare to look at Tianlong and sighed and said: ”Auntie is a little tired today, want to go to bed early, and you can sleep.”
After she finished, she immediately turned off the computer and walked into the bathroom.
Xiao Shuqin closed the door of the bathroom, faded all the clothes, and stood naked in front of the mirror in the washstand. She carefully looked at her own white and mature body. This once delicate and tender body is no longer Young, could not help but sit on the ground all at once, covering his face and crying, his heart is mixed, guilty, disappointed, regretful. Why do you have such a thing with Denon? He is a classmate of his son Xiao Xin, and is the son of his colleague Lin Huiyin! Why do boys who like their own likes are so much smaller than themselves?
She couldn't find the answer to these questions. In the end, Xiao Shuqin used a sentence to ”go with the flow” to give herself some peace. She turned on the hot water, washed her body with hot water and got some comfort. When she got out of the bathroom, changed her pajamas, and lay in bed, she found a lot of missed calls and text messages, all of which were full of dragons. Every text message was filled with the eager expectations and sincere pleading of a young boy.
Throughout the night, Xiao Shuqin turned to the side and thought about her relationship with Tianlong and another boy in Tianlong's disguise. She also thought about some things about her son Xiaoxin. She is thinking over and over again: Should I refuse this boy or accept it? I feel very tired of my true emotions and my secular views. Xiao Shuqin wants to ignore him and let herself calm down for a few days.
The next day was Saturday, Xiao Shuqin was not in a good mood. I decided to drive out to a place where there were few people to calm myself down. Driving on the road, although it is Saturday, there are still many cars. She is a little annoyed and awkward. How many people in the city of Yan today? The disorderly influx of the population of the subordinate counties and towns has greatly increased the load of the Central Plains city. Although she understands that this is due to the imbalance of regional economic development, many people are forced to leave their hometowns and flock to the big cities to discuss their lives. The consequences of environmental degradation have to be borne by the citizens of the city who lived in this land. She misses the former city of Yan. At that time, although there is nothing so fashionable and glamorous today, it is a beautiful city. The Yandu Mountain River is surrounded by mountains and waters. Xiao Shuqin also missed her at that time, pure and happy. After walking along Yanhe Road for a while, near the Qingshui River, she saw no trees in the woods on the side of the road. It was quiet. She stopped the car and stood alone in the woods and began to think.
Xiao Shuqin feels that today's self and the current city are really like, the surface is bright and attractive, and many people are eager to catch up, but who cares about her inner feelings? She couldn't help but think of her body that she saw last night. The body of the half-old Xu Niang is quite different from the body of the young girl and the beautiful young woman. Although the skin is still white and the body is more mature and mature, the years are inevitably leaving traces that cannot be erased. Whether it is tightness or elasticity, it is much worse than when it was young.
In this case, a young and handsome boy likes himself. Do you want to refuse? In a few years, when I am old, I let the tail of this youth slip away in vain, and I am really unwilling. To take a step back, even if Tianlong is talking about his own happy rhetoric, a boy who is still in school has such a thought on his own half-old Xu Niang, even if it is just fresh to go to bed, what is unacceptable for himself?
From the objective conditions, people are handsome, young, and enthusiastic. As long as they overcome such a psychological obstacle, they can regain their first love in this, and she has no reason to reject him. However, the biggest psychological obstacle is that Tianlong is the son of Lin Huiyin. She does not know what will happen in the future. How to face Lin Huiyin in the future, what is even more terrible is the event in the future. What are the consequences? The consequences are unimaginable, she can't even think about it.
Since then, Xiao Shuqin has not contacted Tianlong again, because she knows what will happen if they meet again. After all, she is a mature, and he is a young and agitated boy. If he takes this step, he will never again. Can't return. Therefore, for the sake of his son Xiaoxin, for his own chastity, for the future of Tianlong, and for Lin Huiyin, Xiao Shuqin resolutely resigned from the People’s Hospital and came to Kanghua Hospital as the head nurse of the VIP ward.
Can hide and avoid it! Let the wind that should not happen! As time goes by, it may be able to dilute the memory in her mind! However, Xiao Shuqin did not think that after a year, she met Tianlong again so soon, and Lin Tianlong has become her new boss, the new executive vice president of Kanghua Hospital! She hurried back to the ward, some were helpless, some were flustered, and they were unwilling to visit the deputy mayor who was admitted to the hospital this morning because of an accident.
I finally calm down my heart, take back my gods, work well, and my life has to continue. Xiao Shuqin often visits Liu Miaoxiang, but she is not injured. She is only scared. It is said that she has encountered an accident on her way to Yandu Mountain. Frightened. If you are injured, you will not be sent here. It should be checked for innocents and specially arranged for the VIP ward to be recuperated. Xiao Shuqin and Yan Yue asked inquiries, care about diet conditioning, and repeatedly conveyed greetings to Mayor Li Ruzhen.
*** Lin Tianlong took office on the first day and has not yet visited the VIP room on the top floor. I have long heard that the VIP ward of Kanghua Hospital has a reputation. In addition to luxurious decoration and advanced equipment, the care is meticulous, mainly for senior leaders and their families, as well as the private treatment of the giants and the infertility of the famous ladies. Rehabilitation equipment, recreational facilities, open-air swimming pools, etc., and the investment of Huang Qirong Cao Baifeng and others can be said to be painstaking.